I’m losing time. It’s been hard for me to write. I don’t know what time it is. My watch is still going but I can’t see it very well. Everything is blurry and I don’t have any strength left. Even holding the pen is hard. I’m doing the best I can to document all of this but I’m not sure if it’s good or not. I can’t even tell if this is legible. I hope it is.
Siobhan is probably worried. I don’t know if I’m past the time or not but if I had to guess I’d say she started being worried days ago. It’s so hot. My body is burning up. It’s hard to concentrate and I just want to sleep more than anything. I haven’t moved from the tent since the last time I wrote and I can’t even tell you how long ago that was. Everything is slipping away.
I wish we would have had a girl. I said I wanted a boy so he would do the same things as me, but I really want a girl since she would be more like Siobhan and she’s the best person I’ve ever known. I hope she finds someone new and has her princess.
I don’t feel pain anymore.
Published on August 27, 2016 01:09