Revision Woes

Yesterday I finished the next pass of my W-I-P.

I should be excited.

I am not.

I am overwhelmed.

Less than half-way through this pass, I realized what I now have is a gigantic MESS.

I got rid of a main character which requires rewriting nearly every chapter of the last third of the book.

My main character still needs to discover who the heck she is and what the heck she wants.

My secondary characters all seem horrid to me.

I am afraid that when I open my file to start back at the beginning, it will exp