Colleen Brown's Blog, page 176
May 11, 2014
And I’ve been trying tofind myself in-betweenthe memories that I havedecided to keep of youand...
And I’ve been trying to
find myself in-between
the memories that I have
decided to keep of you
and I when we were
together and in love.
But the longer I hold
onto those times when
we felt invincible,
the more I am pushing
who I once was, and who
I was once so proud of
out of my mind.
You tenderness and passion is unreal. I don't believe it. I don't know how it can be true.
But love, you are what you believe is not true. You are tender and also full of passion. You are inspiring, and so are your words.
May 10, 2014
I’ve wasted so much
of my time trying to
get you to see
that my love for you
was never...
I’ve wasted so much
of my time trying to
get you to see
that my love for you
was never temporary.
"I’m done hiding the most
important parts of myself
for the sake of your return.
If I have to cover..."
important parts of myself
for the sake of your return.
If I have to cover up
pieces of myself for you
to feel at ease with our love,
then I don’t want this,
and I don’t want you.
You did not turn me bitter,
but the lack of affection
I received from you when I
needed it the most
was the reason for our
demise. Don’t turn this into
something about you.
It’s always been about
what you need, what you
want, and when it was
most convenient for you.
Love is a two sided
agreement, and just
because you are ready
to have it all back doesn’t
mean that you are going
to get what you want.”
- "It’s not all about you," - Colleen Brown
Tonight, we are going to
make love until we can
no longer decipher
who’s limbs belong
to who,...
Tonight, we are going to
make love until we can
no longer decipher
who’s limbs belong
to who, and we will
lose ourselves in bliss.
Tonight, we are going to
mangle our bodies
together like it’s the last
time that we will ever
have the privilege
of becoming familiar
with each other’s skin.
Tonight, you are mine,
and I am not going to
let your love slip
through the creases
of my been too lonely
for too long lips.
May 9, 2014
who do you enjoy speaking with on tumblr :)? what about real life
In my real life, I enjoy speaking to any person in my family and any person who makes me feel welcome and appreciated. I have a few close friends that I enjoy being around. But for the most part I enjoy being alone, or being with my family. Or being around my best friend. I just enjoy being around and speaking to people who actually understand me or who want to try to. Because if I care about someone I am obviously interested in figuring that person out, or helping that person, or anything with that person.
And for tumblr, I speak to so many beautiful people. I wish I were able to name every single person that I have had the privilege of speaking to/with, but I don’t want to leave any person out because of my brain forgetting about everything but sleep.
Anyone significant in your life? Describe them.
Well, everyone in my life that I am close to are significant. But if you’re asking me if I have anyone I am romantically interested in that is of significance, then I don’t think so. I’m kind of putting myself out of the whole romance aspect in my life right now. Getting invested and thoroughly involved and aiming my dedication towards someone specific just doesn’t feel comfortable to me right now. I’m not sure why. Maybe I am just really enjoying my loneliness lately, or that I am waiting for something to show me its significance. But for right now, I am romantically alone. Unless you count my hands. In that case I am very much taken.
those were our times
those were our times
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