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BIG ANNOUNCEMENT

My dear and loyal readers,
What can I say to you all that expresses just how thankful I am for you?  You have followed my journey over the last 3 months while I wrote my blog.  Many of you have asked when will I make this into a book.  Well, I must be out of my mind or you all are just that persuasive...  :)  But this chapter will be the last released on here.  I have decided to finish it and publish it as an ebook, probably kindle.  Am I crazy, yes I think so.  I do hope you won't be too upset with me...  I am starting an author page on facebook.  (Link below)  The blog will also stay up.  I will communicate through both pages and still post teasers and probably do giveaways when I can as other authors do.  I really hope that you will continue to follow me, share my page, share my blog, and spread my story by word of mouth.  I am doing this for all of you.  You have inspired me to follow my dreams and be who I am.  I can not thank you enough.   Just so you know I will be going through my chapters and expanding them from the beginning so the book will have added material!   So without further ado, here is my author page.  www.facebook.com/fljacob How about giving me a like and a share?  Show me some love!!!
Love you with all my heart!  Thank you for making me come out of my shell!!!
  F.L. Jacob

20

His dad looked like an older version of Caston; a little more wear on his face and slightly more tan.  His hands were strong and I could tell by his forearms, he still worked out.  He was sweet.  I gave him a nice smile but his hand lingered on mine a little longer than I would have expected.  However, I did not want to be rude and pull my hand away from his. 
Caston’s face was beaming with his father’s acceptance of me.  I could not help but feel the same happiness.  We made some small talk about weather and my schooling.  Caston made me feel at ease with his arm around my back.  His thumb brushing my side made me warm. 
Things were going smoothly when I suddenly felt Caston tense next to me.  I quickly looked up at him and I saw his eyes fixated on the door to the living room.  I followed his line of sight and I saw his mother standing there.  “Well, well, I see I have missed proper introductions,” she said as she strolled to where we were standing. 
Her high heels clicking on the tile floor was the only sound in the room.  She held a wine glass in her left hand, and I wondered how many glasses she had already.  Edging her way in between Caston and James, I could feel her eyes roaming my body and I felt like I should spin around in front of her in order to get her approval.   “Well, Caston, where are your manners.” 
I looked up at Caston to see his jaw clench and I could tell he was grinding his teeth.  Why the resentment toward her?  “Mother, this is Aubrey.  Aubrey please meet Mrs. Beverly Black.”
“Pleased to meet you, Mrs Black.”  I extended my hand and did a small curtsy.  What the heck was that, I thought, laughing at myself for the curtsy.  My smile seemed to sour her already pouty face and I tensed up like Caston had. 
“Well, it is finally good to place a face with your backside,” she said shaking my hand.  She then wiped her hand on her skirt like I had cooties. 
“Really Bev?”  James snapped at her.  “For fuck’s sake.”
I bit my lower lip and my eyes started to well up.  I would not cry in front of her.  I forced a smile and said, “Excuse me while I see if Jules needs any help setting up the dining room.” 
Caston leaned over to give me a peck on the cheek.  He squeezed my hand before I left his side. 
As I walked out of the room heard his mother say to them, “So, when do we get to share her with you Caston dear?” 
I froze in my steps.  Did I just hear her right?

I quickly left the room and walked out onto the patio where Jules was setting dinner.  I wiped at my eyes and took a deep breath.  I put on a happy face when Jules caught my eye.  "Hey Jules, can you use any help?"
"Oh no deary, I have it all taken care of."
"Oh, ok."  I looked away not wanting her to know anything was wrong. 
I walked to the fire pit on the patio and sat down in one of the Adirondacks chairs.  The warm sun hitting my face felt good and made me forget what had just happened.   “Aubrey, dear, what is the matter?”  Jules questioned as she walked toward me.
“I don’t think Caston’s mother likes me.”
“Oh honey,” Jules pats me on my knee, “she doesn’t like anyone.  She is an odd one that is for sure.  Don’t worry though, Caston loves you.  I can see it in the way he looks at you.  He won’t let her hurt you.”  I could see the worry flash across her face as she said that though. 
“Why is she like that Jules?”  I questioned.
“Honey, you will have to talk to Caston about that.  It isn’t my place to say.”
I nodded to show her I understood and that I would not press her for information that would get her in trouble.  “Thank you Jules.  Talking to you does make me feel a little better.”
“Good.”  She kissed her hand and patted the top of my head.  The gesture made me smile making me think of my mom. 
“Are you sure I can’t help with anything?  I’d rather not go back in there just yet.”
“Sure, come on.  You can help me set out the glasses and napkins.”
I sprang up to walk over to her and I wrapped her in a big hug which caught her off guard.  “Thanks Jules.”
“Anytime deary, anytime.”   

The doors to the house were open since it was a beautiful day and I could hear Caston and his parents talking quietly in the kitchen.  I could not tell what they were saying but having my back to them heightened my senses and the whispers felt tense, very uneasy.  I wanted to turn around to go back to Caston’s side.  A short while later I heard glass break so I quickly turned around and saw Caston holding his mother’s wrist.  It was the hand that was holding the wine glass which was now shattered on the tile floor.  His face was furious.  His dad was not with them anymore.  What was going on?
Jules was suddenly in the kitchen tending to the mess.  Beverly huffed and turned leave the room most likely to clean up.  I started toward Caston but when he looked up and saw me he held his hand up to me.  I stopped.  He bent down to help Jules with the mess and I could tell he was apologizing to her. 
Caston got up and ran his hands through his hair.  His muscles rippled through his shirt when he did that and I could not help but stare.  His shirt lifted just slightly showing the muscles at his hip.  How I wanted to walk over to him and run my hand along that muscle.  I wanted to follow it down into his pants.  I bit my lip at the thought of taking his hard cock in my hand, stroking it, making him want me.  Watching him enjoy himself and see that little liquid spot of pre-cum form at the tip of his head.  I wanted to lick it to taste him. 
My cheeks blushed and I felt a hot wave of desire run through me.  I pulled out a chair at the table and started to fan myself.  Caston walked out onto the patio and witnessed me sitting down.  “Are you ok?”
Feeling embarrassed that he caught me day dreaming I quickly responded, “Oh yes, I think I’m just a little faint because I’m hungry.” 
Concern swept over his face.  “I think everything is ready.  Let’s get some food in you.” 
“I don’t want to be a burden Caston.  Really, I am ok.” 
Taking the seat next to me, Caston immediately started shoveling food onto my plate.  I let out a laugh and placed a hand on his shoulder.  Leaning over I kissed him on the cheek and fumbled my fingers through the hair at the nape of his neck.  “You have to be famished after class.  I’m sorry I didn’t have us eat sooner.  Please eat.”  He turned toward me handing me my fork. 
“I want to wait for your parents.  That would be rude of me to start without them."
As if on cue, his parents walked out hand in hand and Beverly was smiling like a love sick puppy dog.  I am not sure what happened in that 20 minutes that they were missing, but the mood changed significantly. 

CASTON
I cringed inwardly when I saw my mother in the doorway.  Why did I think this was a good idea.  Then I put wine in her hand...  I took a deep breath to try to clear my head as she walked toward us.  I saw the look she was giving me and it was making me uncomfortable.  What is going to come out of her mouth?  I'm sure I will have to do damage control. 
I tensed up as she wedged her way in between myself and my dad.  "Well, Caston, where are your manners," she seethed. 
I moved closer to Aubrey as my mother snaked her hand down my backside and squeezed my buttocks.  “Mother, this is Aubrey.  Aubrey please meet Mrs. Beverly Black.” I said though gritted teeth. 
My God, she did not just say what I think she did.  Why, oh why did she have to bring up walking in on us?  Then to have wiped her fucking hands on her skirt like Aubrey was trash.  I could feel my jaw tense. I looked over at my dad pleading for help.  Before I could say anything, Aubrey excused herself to see if Jules needed help.  I could see the tears in her eyes.  How dare that bitch do this to her. 
I watched Aubrey walk toward the door, her ass swaying beautifully under her jean skirt.  My thoughts were completely focused on her.  I was snapped back to reality when my mother said, “So, when do we get to share her with you Caston dear?” 
My head snapped back to her medically enhanced face.  Her smug look was sickening.  "Fuck off, Mother.  I am not sharing her with anyone.  EVER.  Don't even try." 
My dad was no help right now.  I saw the twinkle in his eye at the thought of getting his hands on Aubrey.  "Damn it you two.  Please.  Aubrey is special.  I don't want to fuck this up.  You guys," I pointed at them, "leave her alone." 
"Oh honey," my mother started, her free hand resting on my hip.  "Baby, I only want what is best for all of us.  You know that.  You have a reputation to live up too.  You are a 'Sex God'.  How would it look if you didn't have multiple partners.  Your publication would take a nose dive.  Women knowing you were off the market?  Not a good thing.  Now come to mommy." 
Her hand started to move under my shirt up to my neck.  She started to cup her hand around it but I moved back quickly.  This knocked her off balance.  She fell into me.  I'm sure it was intentional but I was not going to let her fall to the ground.  As I grabbed the hand with the wine glass, she twisted and the wine fell to the ground shattering everywhere.  I looked up and my dad was nowhere to be found.  I wanted to shove her into his arms and get her the fuck away from me but of course he had snuck off sometime during my mother feeling me up.  "Damn it Beverly, get the fuck off of me and leave me alone."
Her face was furious.  I did not think she was capable of getting wrinkles anymore with all the work she has had done, but I'll be damned her forehead and eyes wrinkled like bad fruit.  If daggers could have shot out of them I would be dead.  "You'll fucking regret this, Caston.  Mark my words.  You call me mother, NOT Beverly.  I thought we made that clear years ago."
Through gritted teeth I replied, "Yes mother." 
She was standing now smoothing out her clothing to see if she had gotten any of the spilled wine on herself.  Jules was now at my feet starting to clean up the mess.  I could not let her do this by herself.  I also felt eyes on me.  I looked up to see Aubrey looking back at me full of concern.  God, how much has she seen.  She started to move toward me but she was barefoot and I did not want her cutting her beautiful feet.  Thankfully, she stopped when I motioned for her to stop. 
"Jules, I am so sorry for the mess.  My damn clumsy mother."  I gathered up the big shards of glass.
"Mr. Black, it is ok.  Don't apologize.  Just don't want the wine to stain the grout.  I'll get this cleaned up in no time." 
She looked up at me with concern.  I am sure she saw what happened.  She always does.  I smiled the best I could and deposited the glass in the dust pan Jules had brought with her.
Standing up I ran my hands through my hair and took a deep breath.  I had to calm down.  Out of the corner of my eye I saw Aubrey sit down and start fanning herself.  Oh no, what is wrong with her.  "Are you ok?"  I questioned as I went to my love.

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FL