Widow's Walk an excerpt
People like Danny O’Brien don't just wash their cars – they bathe them with deliberation. First they get ready, which starts with the right clothes. Danny always changes into his cutoff jeans, the last pair he has left from college. He has to suck in his stomach to snap them shut, and they have long ago stopped feeling comfortable, but they represent his youth so he won’t throw them out. He doesn’t tuck his Grateful Dead T-shirt in. He probably wouldn’t have anyway, but with it hanging out no one can see if the snap on his shorts has opened. His old tennis shoes go on his bare feet, and he feels like he is ready to go back in time and play Frisbee in Hollis Quad.
His equipment, too, is laid out carefully. Sponges, clean rags, a plastic pail, the garden hose, Turtle Wash and Wax, a Dust Buster, and finally cleaners for the glass, the vinyl, the leather upholstery, the chrome, and especially the tires – the car will not be to his liking until the tires gleam – not like new, but shining beyond newness. Even the placement of the car is – to his mind – just right. It is carefully parked in a specific spot so that he can get maximum efficiency from the hose.
His neighbor, Harry Brown, is tending flowerbeds. Not particularly a lover of nature, Danny leaves that task to the gardener. "Hey, Harry, how's it going?" he calls to the neighbor, who is busily weeding around the azaleas.
"Damn weeds just keep growing." It is a ritual exchange. The two men aren’t close, but they have as many rituals as any fraternity. That is one of Danny's special qualities; his every relationship has rituals built in: little sayings or a special piece of body language that makes the other person feel that theirs is a special relationship
Danny is aware of a change in the light. He looks up and sees Kathleen watching him. He smiles. “Hi.”
She half smiles in response. Embarrassed by his notice, she starts slightly as if to move away.
"Do you like cars?" He isn’t sure where, but he knows that he has seen her before. “She’s cute enough,” he thinks. “Might as well chat her up.”
Kathleen, not having really taken a step, feels she has to respond. She smiles shyly – not flirtatious but friendly. "Actually, I don’t know much about them. I’ve never even learned how to drive."
"Seriously?" Even while he is saying this, Danny is wondering if he shouldn’t perhaps take a more serious tone, one more appropriate to the classy young woman he perceives her to be.
"Why? Is there something wrong?" She can feel herself tensing, pulling back, becoming defensive. "I always wanted to learn, but I never had the chance."
He takes another look at Kathleen and decides that she might be worth his time. "I tell you what. You help me wash, and I'll give you a driving lesson."
"I don't even know you," Kathleen responds with hesitancy.
"Harry here will vouch for me. Won't you Harry?"
"Lady, I'd stay far away from that crazy Irishman. You should never trust a man who doesn't garden."
"I don't really think I should," her voice conveys doubt and a hidden wish.
"Suit yourself. If you ever change your mind, stop by any weekend. If I'm not home, my mother almost always is. I'll tell her if a beautiful woman named …" He pauses.
At first Kathleen doesn’t understand why he is waiting. Then she wonders if it’s ok for her to answer. Finally she stammers, "My name is Kathleen, Kathleen Flanagan."
"Pleased to meet you, Kathleen Flanagan. Danny O’Brien at your service." Danny winks at her, and Kathleen feels a rush of confusion – her face flushes. "We Irish folks have to stick together especially around a Brit like Harry." Danny’s sweeping gesture toward his neighbor sprays her with soapy water from the sponge he’s holding.
The cold tingle of the water makes her laugh lightly.
"Good. A sense of humor is the thing to have, but I am sorry." He offers her a clean rag.
"That's all right! I'm sure I'll dry before I get back."
"Back where?"
"Subtle, boy," Harry comments.
"I live at the hospice, the one near the Star Market, in the staff housing."
Danny smiles broadly. "The freckles on his forehead seem to dance when he smiles," Kathleen observes to herself.
"Would the nuns be upset if I were to drop by some day?"
"That would depend on your intentions."
"Better than they were when I went to Saint Edward's."
He grins again, and Kathleen is struck by the sparkle in his eyes. She waves as she walks away.
"That's a nice girl, Danny." Harry remarks as Kathleen leaves. “Not a bad looker either.”
"That's for sure." Danny turns back to the car, but his mind is following Kathleen down the street.

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Tegan had just left, after yelling at Patti for letting her ex-husband move in for long enough for him to save up enough money to get himself a new apartment.
“I’m really sorry you had to find out this way,” she began, but J.T. shook his head as he turned to look at her.
“Why? There’s no reason for you to tell me about your private life, is there?” He looked seriously at her.
Patti nodded, “Yes there is. I do remember enough from my birthday to know that there’s unfinished business between us. I feel ridiculous talking about it like this, but you already know how I feel about you, right?”
J. T. regarded her with his light blue eyes intent on her face.
“Do I? I thought I did; but now, with your ex in your house again, I guess anything I might have been planning, is going to have to be postponed, indefinitely.”
“Patti looked miserably at him.
“You’re not going to leave town on me, are you? I mean, before we get a chance to find out what we’d be like together?”
J.T. carefully put his paint brush down, and walked over to stand in front of Patti. He was so tall when she was wearing flats, that she didn’t even come up to his shoulders. She looked up expectantly at him, and he put one finger under her chin and lifted her face up, to look at him. Slowly he lowered his face and his lips lightly brushed hers. One kiss, another kiss, another…then with a groan, Patti melted against him, and wound her arms up and around him, pressing herself against his hardness, and feeling the danger and excitement of trying to control a man so much bigger than herself.
J.T. groaned now too, and used one large hand to fondle her butt, pressing himself into her, so that she could feel the length of the hardness that she had been imagining for months. He moved his other hand up and down her curves, as he made her know just how much he wanted her, made her feel his desire. He moved his head slightly, and his lips trailed along her face to her ear, then to her neck, then he licked his way up the front of her neck to her chin, then kissed her once more. Reluctantly he moved away from her, and smiled at the expectant look on her face.
“Nope,” he said simply, then he turned to go back to his paintbrush.