I look down atmy hand
holding all these pills
that promise an overdose kills

I want so badly to die
to end this pain
I have nothing left to live for
and nothing more to gain

I tell you I'm sorry
as I wipe away my tears
I finally have to confront all these fears

The pills look so innocent
just sitting in my hand
I wish you would look at me
I wish you could understand

My life is already over
I haven't even tried
I have completely given up inside.

I have no love for others
when they try I push them away
I refuse to give them the time of day

I bring my hand up
I swallow these pills
the pain is more than I can stand
my body begins to still

I look up
I see you standing there
the expression on your face
shows you really do care.

I smile slightly
an close my eyes
I embrace the darkness
and I die......