Destined - Chapter 11- Logan saving my life (chapter 12) by Rachel
description:
There’s a line between good and evil, but what happens when that line is blurred?
Roxi was a normal teenager up until two years ago when fate left her no choice but to become a vampire. Necessary for her to live; it wasn’t something she chose. Does that make her evil? Roxi doesn’t think so. With that choice taken out of her hands, she made the only one she could let herself make. She chose not to give into her nature, but to rise above it.
Despite having to hide, who and what she now is from the people who matter most, Roxi was living her life as best she could. That was until someone from her past resurfaced. Someone who wants Roxi to take a different path than the one she chose. Someone who won’t let her go.
Now Roxi is left with no choice but to work alongside her natural enemy, the very people who hunt her kind- Vampire Hunters. Embarking on a shared mission proves difficult as hunters and vampires clash. They say keep your friends close and your enemies closer, but how do you accomplish that when your enemies no doubt want you dead?
Throw in a supposed destiny that Roxi doesn’t believe in, and a hunter named Logan who may be more than he seems, life’s getting complicated. As Roxi fights to prove she’s more than the hunters think she is, Logan’s learning that not everything is black and white, and soon Roxi begins feeling things for him she knows she shouldn’t.
But when tragedy strikes and Roxi’s world is shattered, she must decide whether to give up, and lose all she is, or fight to complete the mission. Suddenly the stakes are higher, as the realisation that maintaining what’s left of her already broken world may come at a price. One that Roxi’s not sure she’s willing to pay, or even if her heart will allow her too.
**** SCHOOL HAS BEEN VERY BUSY LATELY, AND THAT IS WHY THE CHAPTERS AREN'T COMING OUT AS QUICKLY AS THEY USUALLY DO. I CAN'T SEEM TO FIND THE SPARE TIME TO WRITE. I'M SORRY IF THIS HAS BEEN DISAPPOINTING ANYBODY ****
chapters
chapter 1:
Prologue
chapter 2:
Chapter 1- School surprise
chapter 3:
Chapter 2- The safety of home.
chapter 4:
Chapter 3- The covenant
chapter 5:
Chapter 4- Distress signal
chapter 6:
Chapter 5- Do we have a deal?
chapter 7:
Chapter 6- Introductions
chapter 8:
Chapter 7-Traitor
chapter 9:
Chapter 8- Seeking forgiveness
chapter 10:
Chapter 9- Hunter? Bear? I'll take the bear
chapter 11:
Chapter 10- Saving Logan's life
chapter 12:
Chapter 11- Logan saving my life
chapter 13:
Chapter 12- Personal and Professional
chapter 15:
Chapter 14- Callie
chapter 16:
Chapter 15- Warehouse siege
chapter 17:
Chapter 16- Evil has a name: Micah
chapter 18:
Chapter 17- They need to know
chapter 19:
Chapter 18- I know Micah; he'll never let me go
chapter 20:
Chapter 19- Logan's history
chapter 23:
Chapter 22- It's all a grey area
chapter 24:
Chapter 23- My past; why I became a vampire
chapter 25:
Chapter 24- Do you trust me?
chapter 26:
Chapter 25- Logan's actually apologizing?
chapter 27:
Chapter 26- The Order
chapter 29:
Chapter 28- Believing I can be more
chapter 30:
Chapter 29- Staking a claim
chapter 32:
Chapter 31- He'd been fighting all along
chapter 33:
Chapter 32- Study session
chapter 35:
Chapter 34- Despite everything, i love him!
chapter 36:
Chapter 35- Logan, do you want to be with me?
chapter 37:
Chapter 36- They're all gone...
chapter 38:
Chapter 37- Losing faith
chapter 39:
Chapter 38- The Lodge
chapter 43:
Chapter 42- Not Coping
chapter 44:
Chapter 43- Delivering the news
chapter 45:
Chapter 44- Facing the Truth
chapter 46:
Chapter 45- Leaving
chapter 47:
Chapter 46- Letting her go *IN LOGAN'S POV*
chapter 48:
Chapter 47- Miracle
chapter 49:
Chapter 48- What do we do now?
chapter 50:
Chapter 49- Almost Normal
chapter 51:
Chapter 50- Night-time Visitor
chapter 52:
Chapter 51- The resistance
chapter 53:
Chapter 52- The Plan
chapter 54:
Chapter 53- We can't be selfish
chapter 55:
Chapter 54- One Night in Paradise
chapter 56:
Chapter 55- Promises
I was also starting to feel sick. That was a good thing though; it meant that my body was starting to regenerate.
Both Logan and I were sitting on the ally floor facing each other, my arm still extended between us, in his grip. For minutes no one said anything. The silence dragged on and all I could hear was my heart beat ringing in my ears. Finally it was too much.
“Why don’t you just let me die?” I blurted. My mind wasn’t making much sense at the moment and my head was spinning.
He said nothing, but his hold on my wrist tightened.
“It’s what you want, isn’t it? To kill vampires” I pushed.
“Yes, it is” he said quietly, so quietly that I wondered if he meant for me to hear it.
“So?”
“So what?” he snapped. “If I let you die now, here with so many other vampires around, not to mention hunters. How would that make me look?”
“Oh,” my head sagged, but I snapped it back up. “It isn’t convenient at the moment. Well then, just let me know when it is and I’ll just...”
“Shut up!” he cut me off.
“If you say so.” I felt like crap. My whole body ached and my wrist was starting to sting like hell. That meant it was healing which was good, too bad it hurt so much. I shifted so that even though Logan still held my arm, I could lie down. I laid my head back and shut my eyes.
He laughed.
My eyes shot open. He actually laughed, I thought, sure it was a short one, but it was still a laugh. “What?” I grumbled.
“I’m just surprised that’s all. It takes you to be dying to do a single thing I say” he quipped. “Maybe I should keep you in a constant state of injury, and then I can actually get things done.”
I snorted. “Not even then” I was beginning to feel better. I must admit, as gross as it sounds, the coolness of the ally floor actually helped my head. I sighed. “I’ll tell you what, I’ll be more cooperative if you tell me something.” There was something I needed to know, something that had been eating me up.
“That depends,” he said hesitantly “on what you want to know?”
I could feel his grip loosen on my wrist. Now that it was no longer bleeding, he didn’t have to hold so tight. “Why me?” I asked. “How was it that you found me at the school and that I led you to the covenant? I don’t remember doing anything that would draw your attention.”
He laughed again, a short laugh that was more a snort. “Oh that,” was all he said before he fell silent.
My eyes were open but I was still lying on the ally floor so I couldn’t see his face. I figured he was considering how much he could actually tell me. I wondered how desperately he craved my cooperation.
“You didn’t lead us to anyone,” he finally said. “We found you from your Succubus friend.”
“Huh?”
“The blonde.”
“Claudia,” I corrected him. If that was how he referred to her, I couldn’t imagine how he referred to me.
“Yeah, whatever. Actually it was here,” he gestured to BlackOut. “One of the guys she munched on is friends with a hunter,” he said coldly.
“Oh” was all I said. I didn’t know what to say.
While we were all content living off donated blood sometimes the craving for fresh blood was so strong a vampire had to satisfy it. A vampire could go mad ignoring it and the madness could drive a vampire to do something he or she would later regret. That was one of the reasons Claudia came here, to this club. She could always find young, attractive guys looking for a good time that satisfied her needs.
And drinking blood during sex isn’t painful on the human. The human simply forgets what happened. The only thing they feel is tired and fatigued for a few days later. Claudia never drank enough blood to kill a person and the guy never said no. The only tell tale signs were the two fang marks at the neck. People would dismiss them, only a hunter would recognise them.
Damn, Claudia. Why wasn’t she more careful?
If a vampire could drink from another vampire, I’m sure we would all the time. However, our bodies can’t handle it and it can make us sick, even kill us. Besides it’s considered as revolting.
“The hunter contacted our organisation when he realised that the vampire had friends. We took it from there,” he shrugged. There was venom in his voice although not as much as usual. He thinks its funny, I realised, how easily they discovered us. “We figured all we’d have to do was track, maybe capture a couple of her other succubus friends, and you’d lead us to your covenant. And you did” he said. “There, are you satisfied? You’ll listen to me now?”
I said nothing but shifting over the information he’d just told me, I could hardly believe how easy it had been for the. I couldn’t tell Claudia, if she knew she’d feel so bad. Lying on my back I could still remember being chased from my school.
Wait.
‘We figured all we’d have to do was track, maybe capture a couple of her other succubus friends, and you’d lead us to your covenant' was what he’d said.
I sat up, yanking my wrist out of his hand. I could feel that it was almost perfectly heeled and I didn’t need him to keep holding it. I didn’t need anything from him.
I think my sudden movement and my expression shocked him, because he leaned back. “What?” he asked.
“Succubus friends? You think I’m like that? That’s why you attacked me at my school!” I shouted into his face. I was furious. The guy was basically calling me a slut. Me! The girl who hadn’t been on a date in a year and was still a virgin, for Christ’s sake.
He eyed me pointedly. “You sound surprised. You’re trying to say you’re not like that?” His eyes trailed down to look at my short, grey dress that sat well above my knees. His eyes lingered on my legs, clearly making a point, and even though I was pissed off, I felt a shiver run down my spine.
I pushed myself up and jumped up, letting his shirt fall from my wrist. I looked and saw that it was perfectly healed. “No, I am not like that. Not at all. You’d know that if you knew anything about me, other than that I have fangs.” My voice was strong, angry.
He followed me to his feet, standing in front of me. “Yeah, right. All you vamp’s are the same.” His face had gone cold, all dry humour gone. “I’ve been around your kind my whole life, I know how you are. You can’t tell me that most vampires aren’t cold blooded killers.”
“Most,” I said “but not all.”
We stood facing each other. Any sense of a truce between us gone. Neither of us spoke until we heard voices coming down the ally and saw approaching shadows.
“I’m not gonna get into it with you now” he sighed. For the first time I saw how tired he looked. He must have been working on no sleep. He had dark circles under his eyes and his clothes were a mess, stained with my blood, and ripped. My eyes travelled to his grey shirt on the ground.
His followed and for a moment he seemed to think about what he was going to say. He cleared his throat. “You owe me a new shirt” he said it in the same cold, almost nasty tone that he always used. And yet, there was something else in his voice. It almost sounded teasing. His eyes then narrowed and I turned to see Claudia standing at the ally entrance giving us a look. “Filthy vampire” was what he muttered under his breath.
Then his eyes shot to me and they didn’t look as cold as they normally did, then he smiled a nasty, cocky yet surprisingly cheeky smile. “I want that shirt”
“I saved your life” I told him, wiping the smile off this face. His lips then went hard and flat. “I don’t owe you anything” I told him coldly, narrowing my eyes. Then I turned and walked off, leaving him standing in the ally.
With all the vampires dead it left us where we had started, with nothing. No new information, no clue.
I never did tell Claudia what I learned that night in the ally. I knew that if she found out that she was, if even only slightly, responsible for the mess that followed it would destroy her. Sometimes you have to keep secrets from the people you love. If it’s the only way to protect them. So like Logan, I kept my mouth shut about it. Although he hinted at it. He continued to be a pain in my rear, in more ways than one......
reviews of this writing
Both Sharnia ans mio (ashara:D)loved it.
Now on to teh next one... "
Yea ita a tade like Vampire Accademy but seeing that is my favourie series (can't wait till Blo…more "
hey just be careful with spelling mistakes. u have a few. u could write them in word first, if …more "
I don't know how your friend mistaked that for VA.
Granted, I would still take the complement of being compared to Richelle Mead. ;-} …more "
Yet still totally awesome!
PLEASE KEEP WRITING! AND SOON! "
*snorts* Yeah, right. You end up falling in love with …more "
Awesome! ;-} "
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i think thats his name andyways i think its him omg is it himm?? "
thats so good that im sitting here my eyes gled to the screen,
yelling at anyone who bugs me
=)
ohh and i was shaking ,
an…more "
-Haha! "
r u serious ur gunna leave it there?
better get typing fast!! "
lol really i wanna know what "The Order" is "
oh, and i love it!
the prophecy thing adds a good twist to it "
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please post the next cvhapter soon.. i wanna see what happens!! and when they kiss! "
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AAHHHHH omg omg omg i cant breathe lol and idk y, it was just that good... "
you hav to post the next chapter.. soon!! "
The wait was longm, but so worth it! =P
I want more Logan and quickly! "
bloody micah, go find sumone hu actually likes u!!
i hope things go well with roxi and logan :) "
=D
I am now one very happy girl only one thing is missing.... the next chapter!!! "
DONT KILL LOGAN!! "
PLEASE DONT KILL LOGAN!!:( "
you had to leave it on a cliff hanger didnt you! :L
cant wait to read more. "
ah well, i will be hounding u for the next chapter :) "
as good or even better that some of the books out now days! "
This is going to sound so wrong, but I'm glad you put the fire in there. Logan and Roxi are both still alive.
Tha…more "
thank god logan didnt die!! YAY! and they r together :D
but that was soo sad wen the mano…more "
OMG! RACHEL! I NEED MORE AND QUCIK! *snaps fingers* GET TO IT!
-Excuse the captials "
it so cute how he knew she was there and he waited for her :D
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and it was more roxi and logan time.. but he was acting a bit strange..?
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i was dying from waiting!
great chapter btw :) "
aww her and logan r sharing a room, how cute ~~
screw micah, they need to kill him once and for all!! "
great chappy as always.
youve gotta love logan
i feel really sorry for roxy "
please let her hav a damn shower :P "
i wish that you hadnt killed off the conavent :(
anyways good job "
will she loose it Rach? lol
write more :P "
great description in this chapter ;) "
she is gonna go mental wen they find claudia.. poor roxi, i hope logan can handle her outbursts
write mo…more "
Im going to start sending you the bill :L
isnt there going to be any happiness in her life any time …more "
Rach i swear if u dnt hav them making up the next time they talk i will hunt u down!!
next chapter! "
I hope Claudia managed to escape the fire somehow.
if shes dead then i think roxi will completely lose i…more "
oh no, they are hiding things from him coz they noe he is with Roxi- but wat…more "
at least roxi is a little happier now.. "
and YES Rach, post the chapter that is in his POV.. coz we never relli noe how he feel…more "
good on ya Rach ;) "
aww, this is relli good, n ow she isnt alone- they will help her :)
good on ya with that Rach ;) lol "

















