I was looking at her in the class and I wondered what was going to happen when I told her the news. I mean it is not every day that a man has to tell his girlfriend that he is a Vampire. She was going to come over and see that I live a less than normal life. I had bags of blood in the fridge and more in the freezer. It was human blood that i had to steal from the blood bank and there was absolutely no food in the cupboards. I was like a normal human. I had a normal heartbeat, I was warm-blooded and I could walk in the daylight. I was suppose to have no soul. I am not sure excatly how that was suppose to work because It didn't seem that I was any different until I meet with a group of guys that wanted to rob me. One guy punched me and I looked at him with no fear. I had no fear. I pummeled the guy until there was little left of him and the others looked at me and ran. I stood there for a long time looking at the body feeling nothing at all. I should have felt something. I should have felt something! I picked up the body and and took it away into the dump and found some gas and burned it and then I went home.

I looked into the mirror for a long time looking at my reflection and I could swear that there was somebody behind me that was evil and sinister looking at me through the glass as well. I eventually found another Vampire by waiting in a cemetary and he came up to me told me that was our Vampire Angel and that it follows us in our shadows and we can only see it through a mirror. I realized then I must not have a soul because I felt very little at all. I tried then to remember when it was that I turned into a Vampire and I can only remember thinking about it day and night, being consumed so fully that there was nothing else that mattered. I wished myself to become a Vampire and one night I got that wish.

One night as I lie in my bed I felt a cold Evil creep into my room and I bolted upright and soon I looked into the eyes of something unhuman. It grabbed me and then I passed out. I woke up in the morning and felt light headed and weak and more thirsty tham I had felt in a long time. I went to the sink and drank some cool refreshing water. It didn't help. I drank more and nothing. I ran to the fridge and opened it and there was a cup of juice there. I didn't even think about not putting the glass in there and drank it. I realised as the liquid ran down my throat that it was blood. I started to cough and felt like I wanted to gag. It was a normal reflex I realized and I soon calmed down and saw that I like the taste. I looked at the glass and downed it down and tasted the blood. It was wonderful and the weak feeling passed. Every night for two weeks there was a glass of blood and I drank it eagerly, greedily not even thinking for a moment that I would have to get my own.

One day there was no glass of blood and I looked everywhere. There was a note though it said.

'You must find your own.' I turned the note and there was nothing that I could use. I sat and thought about it and then I went to the Cemetary. The Vampire was there. I was a little leary and asked him.

"How come you know that I am coming here." He snorted.

"You will find out soon enough, just think of me as your gaurdian Vampire. What is it that you wish to ask me?"

I told him of the note and then the blood in the fridge and I looked at him. He looked amused and he shook his head.

"You are the first that I know who has been turned that way. You must be from an old line."

"what line."

He snorted again.

"another day"

and then he told me that there was three ways to abtain blood, one I could take it from animals, two I could take it from humans but I would need to suck all the blood from it and then destroy the body, or I could raid a blood bank.

"Good luck and I would look into your history. There is a reason for you being alone, you need to figure your history."

Then he was gone.

I went to a blood bank and broke through a window and I was in. Sirens went off everwhere and I went straight to the blood. I found some and then the police where everywhere. I jumped through a little window and I have no idea how I did it and then I was on the roof and looking at the police looking through the building and around it. The dogs where whimpering though and they wanted to leave. Soon the Police left and I was left alone.

I silently went to my place and sat down in my chair and looked out into the night. I was thinking about the days as a human and if a lot of people would be able to notice that I was a vampire. Just then the door knocked and I looked in to the key hole. It was MArian. I looked around at the place and saw that it was a mess. I knew that she had a key so I put my vampire speed to work and cleaned the place up.

"Connor, I know you are in there." Marian said in a singsong voice.

"Hold on, I was just showering."

I jumped in the shower and washed and brushed my teeth. I emptied the fridge and there was nothing there. It was normal for me and I rushed to the door as marian opened it and we brushed faces. She grabbed me and kissed me on the lips and I kissed back. My teeth started to grow and I pushed back marianne and she took this as some come on sign.

"Ohh you frisky man...It has been awhile hasn't it?" She had me backed to a wall and I she started to lick my face and I groaned. I wanted to suck her blood. This was a not a good thing. She pressed her lips to mine and my tooth peirced her and she screamed.

"Owwwww...you bastard..you bite me." I smiled and tried to act friendly and she looked at me she really screamed. My teeth...

"Ewwwww.get those things out of your mouth you wanna be."

Marianne said and tried to pull my teeth out and she couldn't. I looked at her and she went closer to me and opened my mouth and peered into it to get a better look and then she looked at me and sat down.

"I think that I am going to be sick."

she said and put her hand to her head and sprawled out on the couch.

I looked at her and I went to the fridge and got her a glass of water and brought it back to her.

"I have something to tell you." She looked at me.

"what? that you are a freak that files his teeth to fangs?"

I looked at her and I smiled. They where my normal teeth. She looked at me and as she watched as my teeth grew and then she looked at me and she fainted.

"um MArian." Nothing.

The thought of seriously sucking her blood was on my mind so much that I had to go to the hiding spot for my blood in the fidge. I Took out the bag and poured it into a juice container and drank deeply. That felt better. I understood then the deep desire that smokers had when they absolutly needed a smoke as I did for the blood. The desire to almost do anything for that that there was nothing else that mattered.

There were other food sources for me as well. I was able to eat food like other humans and enjoy it I did. Mostly steak and and other meats, and they were blue rare. I could see in the dark and I could hear from very far distances. I had incredible strength and I could see in the dark. I was thinking about all these things and more when Marian woke up and looked at me and she looked frightened and then her eyes softened and she spoke.

"Are you really a vampire?" I nodded and she continued.

"Should I be afraid?" and she stradled legs and looked into my eyes.

"um..I not sure if you should be scared or not. I just actually turned into one like a week or two ago."

She kissed me and i was able to hold the fangs from coming out. Wow. I thought. Too late they came out and I looked at her and they were out. This seemed to make her more than happy and she licked my fangs until her toungue bled and then she licked it off. I could smell the blood and my heart started to beat a little harder. I could sense that she wanted me to suck her blood. I looked at her and I recalled the conversation with the Vampire Steve who called himself my Gaurdian Angel and he said that I needed to drink some of her blood and then let her drink mine and in a couple of hours she would be a vampire. I thought about it and decided not to risk it and instead we made out and then just lay there with the curtains open and I looked at the sky and watched as the stars come out.

I loved the dark and I embraced it as I took in the wonderous beauty of the milky way and I wondered what it was that poeple missed about the world and all its beauty. I had a beautiful woman at my arms and The a beautiful sky to watch.

I noticed a shadow appear and then another one. My senses told me that there was immediate danger and I had very little time to defend myself. I ran to close and lock my windows and as I did something huge engulfed me and then all I saw was blackness.