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The Boy Who Sneaks in my Bedroom Window by Kirsty Moseley
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Jul 02, 2012

it was amazing
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Read from July 03 to 04, 2012

What a gorgeous gorgeous book!!! I started reading it in the afternoon and refused to go to sleep until it was finished. I’d like to think that I’m over books set in high school but this book proved me wrong. It had me wrapped around its sweet little ‘fingers’ from beginning to end and I think it had everything to do with the loveable characters. I was looking for an angst-free read and, for most of the book, that is exactly what I got.

The story centres on three characters - Amber, her brother Jake and Jake’s best friend Liam. We meet them when Amber is 8 and the boys are 10. We are immediately thrown into the household nightmare in which Amber and Jake live, and the horror that the these two kids have to survive each day. They are both physically and emotionally abused by their … (*note to self - can’t use profanities here to describe people*) father and Amber is also being sexually abused by him. We get a short glimpse of an ordinary day in their life, the suffering and helplessness, especially Amber’s and then we get to meet Liam. He lives next door. He sees Amber crying one evening, taps on her window, asks her to let him in, embraces her with a brotherly hug, comforts her through her sobbing and doesn’t let her go until the morning. And so this becomes a daily routine. For the next 8 years, Liam sleeps in Amber’s bed, protects her from her nightmares by simply holding her while she sleeps.

I know what you’re thinking but take your mind out of the gutter right now! It’s one of the most beautiful things I’ve ever seen described. Amber is a traumatised child who cannot bear to be touched. Liam’s touch is the only physical contact (except her mother’s and brother’s) that does not give her panic attacks. He finds a way of calming her down when nothing else works. The whole thing about putting his lips on her neck to help her steady her breathing and calm her down made me cry. Liam is the sweetest male character I have ever come across in my ‘reading travels’. What fascinated me the most at that point was the ‘bipolar’ nature of their relationship - at night, Liam was attentive, sweet, gentle, while during the day their dynamic would change completely. He would tease her incessantly, provoke her just to get a reaction from her, and do everything he could to appear like a player in everyone’s eyes, including Amber’s. The only thing he couldn’t hide during the day was his protective streak towards her.

And so their relationship evolves. One kiss and nothing is the same after that. We discover the depth of Liam’s feelings for Amber, how he has loved her from the first moment he laid eyes on her when she was 4 and he thought he was staring at an angel. He loves her so beautifully and so unconditionally that it made my heart melt. But he also loves her patiently, never pushing her out of her comfort zone and always making her feel like the most beautiful and adored girl in the world. Amber takes her time to realise that she loves him too but he never pressures her into it. I was constantly expecting something to ruin their fairy-tale romance, maybe because it normally happens in the books I read, but I was very happy that nothing ever did. Amber had survived through so much ugliness in her life and I was happy that she got to have this one positive and bright constant in her life - Liam’s love.

The other important relationship in this book is between Amber and her brother Jake. Jake has protected her ever since their father’s abuse started when they were kids. He would provoke the father just to shelter Amber from the beatings and he would comfort her afterwards. It was only natural that he became an over-protective brother later on who threatened any guy who got even mildly interested in Amber. Including Liam. In the beginning, Amber and Liam’s relationship was kept secret from Jake fearing his reaction. When he does find out, I can’t say that I was surprised that he doesn’t overreact as everyone would have expected. He witnesses first-hand the unique bond that Liam and Amber have developed, his protectiveness towards her and the way only Liam can make her snap out of her almost-catatonic reactions to memories of past abuse and mentions of their father. I didn’t think it was unrealistic that he didn’t go all ‘nuclear’ at Liam - Jake has perceived himself as Amber’s protector ever since he can remember and her emotional well-being and safety came first for him. However, he knew that he never had the calming effect on Amber that Liam had and eventually his love and concern for Amber overtook his over-protectiveness.

This book is not about the abuse itself as it is only really happening at the start and end of the book. This book is about the trauma that physical/sexual abuse causes and about coping mechanisms. And it is a book about love, pure untainted love.

My only reservations about this truly beautiful read were the spelling and grammar mistakes, not to mention the endless omitted words throughout the text. I understand that this might be a self-published book but surely someone else at some stage had the opportunity to edit it and correct the errors. I am a bit narky about this and I normally ignore mistakes when there are only a few but, in this case, they really distracted me too often and made me lose track of what I was reading because I was desperately trying to figure out what word should have been there to make the sentence make sense. Otherwise, I liked the writing style. I thought it was simple but appropriate for the intended audience and the narrative was easy to follow.

So, I’ll finish this review on a positive note. I am very happy that I’ve read this book, I had no expectations whatsoever as I had heard very little about it and was only pleasantly surprised to discover how much I liked it. I compare reading this book to eating a really big bar of chocolate - enjoyable throughout, with occasional pieces of marshmallows or chilli in it, it made me pleasantly full in the end but I needed to brush my teeth afterwards.

~ N ♥

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Gitte TotallyBookedBlog Think I need to read this one next...4 stars!!

Natasha is a Book Junkie I really liked it. It was such a sweet book, with a nice flow. It helped me recover from all The Opportunist induced angst. :)

Betty I just started reading this and I already love it!!!

Natasha is a Book Junkie Betty wrote: "I just started reading this and I already love it!!!"

You will love it, I promise. ♥

Betty I trust you completely, you haven't let me down yet :)

Betty I loved this book for all the same reasons!!

Sarah 'Oh how I LOVE a bad boy xx' Natasha, I almost loved reading your much as the book !!! x

Natasha is a Book Junkie Sarah wrote: "Natasha, I almost loved reading your much as the book !!! x"

You're going to make me cry... :) xxx

Niya  Randolph wow at least someone likes this book i have only seen negatives comments on this book even though i thought it was a very good book

Natasha is a Book Junkie Alexis wrote: "wow at least someone likes this book i have only seen negatives comments on this book even though i thought it was a very good book"

I loved it!!! I've even re-read it a few times, I'm not ashamed to say. :)

Niya  Randolph me too:) it's one of my favorite books so far :)

Liana Finally! Someone who likes this book as much as I did. Thank you!

Natasha is a Book Junkie Liana wrote: "Finally! Someone who likes this book as much as I did. Thank you!"

Oh, I love it madly!!! xxx

Sharone I loved it to!!x

Joanne just got this one and about to start reading :).... love the anticipation of a new book :)

Thinkp!nk loved it! :) i started it this afternoon too..n refused to stop until it was over! ;) i guess thats d power of the book! truly draws one in!:) one of the best i've ever read!

message 17: by Cjoy (new) - rated it 5 stars

Cjoy Tubila indeed a gorgeous book! :D

Vanshika   Didn't you find it cringeworthy? Like, even a little bit?

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