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Come See About Me by C.K. Kelly Martin
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Read from June 07 to 09, 2012

{This review was originally published on Clear Eyes, Full Shelves.}
Love is real and real love lasts. I used to feel sorry for people who didn't believe in it--the people who were lonely with someone else or lonely alone. For awhile I was was one of the lucky ones.

C.K. Kelly Martin, who's written several marvelous young adult novels, couldn't find a traditional publisher for her first book for adults, Come See About Me.

According to Martin, no one knew how to market a novel with a 20 year old protagonist. Come See About Me certainly isn't a teen novel, it's mature and addresses themes that are not seen in the YA category. And since "Adult" fiction typically features older narrators, not a recent college dropout, it couldn't be marketed as "Adult." Essentially, a marketing problem* prevented this novel from hitting bookstore shelves.

This is absolutely perplexing to me.

Luckily for us, Martin couldn't keep to herself the story of Leah, a young woman who's life has wholly stalled following the death of her boyfriend, Bastien, who was killed while crossing the street in Toronto. She flakes on her job, fails out of school, hides from her friends and family--she can't move forward because of the loss. She wants to be alone with her memories and sadness over what should have been, over their lost future together.
Alone is what's easier. Everyone else would prefer that I pretend my life hasn't been hollowed out. They believe their expectations should carry some weight with me. Only Bastien truly carries any weight and people try to use that fact against me too and tell me what he would want for me. Some of the things they say about that might be right, but since he's not here he doesn't get to decide how I should handle his absence.

The early chapters, in which Leah recounts her relationship with Bastien, were incredibly difficult for me to read. The two went to high school in British Columbia together, though they weren't even friends--acquaintances is a better description--and connected later, when they both went to college in Toronto. Their love was the forever sort, not the college dating temporary sort.

I found myself absolutely gutted by Leah's devastation at losing Bastien. While I'm an admitted book crier (oddly, I rarely cry in movies and TV shows, with the exception of Friday Night Lights reruns), I became choked up and teary at nearly every paragraph in the first chapters of Come See About Me. This is a testament to the realism and craft of Martin's writing. I met my husband when I was Leah's age, and her reflections on the early days of their relationship very relatable on a personal level. I felt an increasingly sick feeling for Leah during those first chapters detailing her life post-Bastien, thinking of how unimaginably unbearable a situation like hers would be, particularly with everyone's expectations being that she "move on," because she is so young and has her whole future in front of her. This is wholly, understandably, inconceivable to Leah.

On the verge of losing her apartment, which she shared with Bastien and doesn't want to give up because of the memories alive in that space, Leah is rescued by Bastien's aunt who gives her a feel place to live in Oakville, a Toronto suburb with a village-like quality.

Initially, Leah maintains her same routine: hiding from the world, paralyzed by the loss of Bastien. However, a dental emergency necessitates her finding a part-time job and a repeated chance encounters with Liam, an Irish actor from a Fair City-style television show, who's hiding from his own life that disintegrated in a very public manner back home in Dublin, slowly draws Leah out of her reclusion.

Lest I've given the impression that Come See About Me is about moving on, finding a new love or anything like that, it's absolutely not.

Rather, Come See About Me is about Leah finding a new way to be, of finding hope and a new way forward, different from the future she'd imagined prior to her boyfriend's death. Her relationship with Bastien was special, so when she starts a casual sexual relationship with Liam (not a spoiler--this is in the blurb on Martin's website), Leah feels like she's cheating on Bastien. Not his memory, but him.

Leah and Liam's relationship is extremely close, and yet, they both keep their distance too. Neither is ready for a "real" relationship, and yet what happens between them feels very real to Leah. They both need intimacy after isolating themselves so intensely, but it's hard for them too. It could seem lurid or trashy that there's significant amount of page time devoted to the pair's hookups, but it's not at all. It's actually oddly sweet. (And, um... steamy. Not in a gratuitious way, though. In her Goodreads review, Kelly from Stacked used the word "sexy" to describe Come See About Me and I think that's a very apt way of saying it--which is also very unexpected for a novel dealing with this subject.)

Interspersed are moments between Leah and Liam of real emotional connection and longing--longing for more.
When you’re part of a couple, or at least part of the kind of couple Bastien and I were, someone does things for you all the time and you do things for them. There’s always someone there to pick up the slack for you or for you to talk difficult matters over with. I miss Bastien as a person, all the amazing things he was, but now I realize that I miss the idea of being part of a couple too.

I loved the arc of Leah's character. It's hard to say much without spoilage, but I found her path and resolution to be very realistic and believable, but also very satisfying--it was worth becoming emotionally invested in her story, as hard as it was at some points. I find this characterizes of all of C.K. Kelly Martin's novels (or at least all of them I've read--I have an ARC of Yesterday, but haven't gotten to it yet.)

But, I also felt for Liam as well, and wanted him to be okay. Come See About Me is Leah's story, and it's told from her first person point-of-view. However, Liam is simultaneously charming and maddening, because he's not in an emotional place much better than where Leah is--I wanted him to be able to do more for her, but he couldn't and that wouldn't have been realistic, nor would Come See About Me have been as good of novel at it is if he had. And yet his humor and (very Irish**) dialogue at moments prevents Come See About Me from spiralling into a depressing read.
A couple of minutes later Liam’s standing back in front of me, setting down a package each of Bourbon cream cookies and Barry’s tea for me to ring up. I put Offred’s story down and approach the counter. “Is it better than the tea we have over here?” I ask, holding up the package of Barry’s.

Liam flashes me a comical what do you think? look. “I don’t want to mess with any of your national delusions, Leah, but I’m Irish, we take our tea very seriously. And these”—he scoops the cookies into his hand—“are the very best biscuits to go with the tea. The perfect combination while you’re reading the newspaper or sitting in front of the telly.”


Also, Liam is dead sexy,*** if that's the sort of thing that matters to you. Ahem.

The secondary characters also made Come See About Me memorable and satisfying.

Try not to pass out from the shock, but there are actual, diverse characters in this novel. And they're not just present to be The Diverse Characters, but instead they all make sense in the context of the story and are a realistic reflection of modern society. I know, right? More of this please.

When I love, love a book, I become a psychotic book pusher, trying to get everyone to read said book. Come See About Me is definitely one that brought on Book Psychosis Syndrome. I really, really enjoy C.K. Kelly Martin's YA novels. Her writing is very special, it's real and raw and authentic, but her skill with telling a story that makes you feel all the things right along with the narrator is so, so, so much more pronounced with the freedom that comes along with writing for an adult audience. While I know the self-publishing route is a tough one, I hope that Come See About Me has some success so that we'll maybe see more adult fiction from Martin--it's just that wonderful.

Come See About Me is the sort of contemporary adult fiction I'm always wanting to read, but what doesn't seem to exist in the marketplace.

That absence is what drives me to YA when I want a contemporary read. It's an adult novel that deals with emotions and growth and connection--not with divorce, money problems, infertility, parenting or what it means to be human. There's zero pretention in Martin's writing, instead, it's simply real, with raw emotion and a thread of hope shining through in a story that lingers.

FNL Character Rating: Matt Saracen in the heart-achingly beautiful and difficult "The Son" episode.

Note: You can read a couple of sample chapters from Come See About Me on C.K. Kelly Martin's website. It's available right now in ebook form and paperbacks should appear on Amazon any day, according to the author's blog. While it's disappointing that this special book isn't going to be popping up on store shelves, I'm thankful that digital publishing has allowed Martin's first adult novel to get into the hands of readers, despite the publishing world's lack of creativity about how to sell this book.

Update: Paperbacks are available now via Createspace from Amazon.

*As someone who's worked in marketing departments in the past, I feel confident in saying that marketing really shouldn't drive business decisions. Not that there aren't creative, brilliant people working in marketing, but marketing departments are often led by very risk-averse people, in my experience. But, hey... that's the way of the world.

**I lived in Ireland and received my graduate degree from an Irish university. So, I loved the subtle details or Liam's speech patterns. It made me long for that very specific sort of humor that characterizes that country.

***Also: In all the time I spent in Ireland, I saw very few Liam's running around. They're rare outside novel pages--sorry, ladies.

Initial reaction after reading:

Love, love, love, love.

LOVE.

Reaction after finding out CK Kelly Martin wrote an adult novel:

CK Kelly Martin is writing an adult book!

*pumps fist in the air*

*throws glitter*

*does happy dance*
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“Bending instead of breaking,” he repeats. “That’s probably always a better option if you can take it, isn’t it?”
C.K. Kelly Martin, Come See About Me


Reading Progress

06/08/2012
5.0% "Every time I start a CK Kelly Martin book, I'm reminded that she's one of my favorite writers. There's something so real about her style, and nothing feels contrived."
06/08/2012
16.0% "I've had a very hard time not crying my eyes out during the first chapters of this book. I'm pretty sure the Mariners' six pitcher no-hitter saved me from becoming a blubbering mess."
06/08/2012
30.0% "Barry's Tea! You have no idea the important role Barry's Tea has player in my life. This book gets major bonus points for the Barry's shout-out." 1 comment
06/09/2012
55.0% "More novels for adults like this, please."
06/09/2012
70.0% "It would be weird to update my status on this one with "so effing good" again, right?" 14 comments
06/09/2012
88.0% "Guh."
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message 1: by Laura (new) - added it

Laura And it doesn't sound like it has anything to do with our 3 hated adult novel topics! Yay!


Sarah Laura wrote: "And it doesn't sound like it has anything to do with our 3 hated adult novel topics! Yay!"

I KNOW!!!


Catie Do you think this qualifies as new adult?


Sarah Catie wrote: "Do you think this qualifies as new adult?"

I'm not really sure "new adult" is an actual thing that's well defined yet and she's called it an adult novel. But, yeah, it's definitely got that out in the world for the first time vibe that seems to typify the new adult thing.

(Gosh, I could have just answered your question with, "Yeah, probably.")


Catie Haha, yes - all of these genre boundaries are so blurred anyway. It doesn't really matter; I was just curious! I really want to read this!


Sarah Catie wrote: "Haha, yes - all of these genre boundaries are so blurred anyway. It doesn't really matter; I was just curious! I really want to read this!"

I know! I have become paranoid about getting it "wrong" and sounding like an idiot. :)

I'm only a couple chapters in (fell asleep reading and my Kindle whacked me in the nose, haha), but if you like CK Kelly Martin's writing style, it's got her trademark "honest" use of language.


message 7: by Laura (new) - added it

Laura I'm really looking forward to reading this. I love that "new adult" seems to be growing as a genre, what with all of the articles about today's extended adolescence and whatnot. :)


Sarah Laura wrote: "I'm really looking forward to reading this. I love that "new adult" seems to be growing as a genre, what with all of the articles about today's extended adolescence and whatnot. :)"

I think it's interesting that writers are discovering this time (18-22) is kind of a significant one. It seems like it's been something addressed by Australian and European writers for awhile, but it probably is more of a natural fit for them, with the gap year thing and all that...


Kelly Dying for you to finish!


message 10: by Laura (new) - added it

Laura Damn, girl, you got that review up FAAAAAST!!!!!


Sarah Laura wrote: "Damn, girl, you got that review up FAAAAAST!!!!!"

I randomly woke up at 7am (WTF?!), so I've been working on it for hours and hours. I was going to publish it on Wednesday, but I figured, oh well... this book needs as much attention as it can get.


message 12: by Laura (new) - added it

Laura I can't wait to read it! I'm determined to get one book club selection done first, though... :-/


Catie Oh, this sounds exactly like something I really, REALLY want to read. I'm so glad she decided to find a way to publish it herself. Lovely review, Sarah.


message 14: by Kay (new) - added it

Kay Great review! I was wondering why she had that one published only as an ebook, and I have to say, I am thrilled that her book is somewhere between YA and adult fiction when it comes to the themes and writing. Makes me even more excited to read it!


Sarah Kay wrote: "Great review! I was wondering why she had that one published only as an ebook, and I have to say, I am thrilled that her book is somewhere between YA and adult fiction when it comes to the themes a..."

It is really wonderful. If you like her YA fiction, this has a similar feel, but much more... hmmm... complicated, I guess. The themes are adult themes, but it has that same emotional authenticity of her novels for teens.


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