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The Lost Girl by Sangu Mandanna

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Author Sangu Mandanna's guest post for The Midnight Garden talks about her unlikely inspiration for her new novel, which releases in the U.S. today!

"Can we be certain of anyone's soul, human or otherwise?"

Fiction is often most meaningful when it explores questions we find too disturbing to ask in the everyday world. Through one girl's struggle to claim her own identity, The Lost Girl addresses some fascinating ethical questions, all the while presenting a measured, powerful essay on the value of human life.

Fifteen-year-old Eva lives, sleeps, and breathes someone else's existence. As an echo, a carbon copy of a girl halfway across the world, she learns everything that Amarra learns and is even nearly forced to suffer the same physical injuries as her other. There have been various books that explore cloning, but what's so unusual about this one is the psychological element, since it's not just Eva's organs that are being harvested, it's her entire entity and identity.

One of the things I liked best about this book is the way the science fiction elements are handled. The creators of these echos are called Weavers, and they are presented in somewhat mystical and mysterious manner. It has a similar tone and feeling to the film Children of Men, and the book is not unlike the way some of Bradbury's futuristic tales are written; that is, these just happen to be human beings in extraordinary circumstances, rather than a fantastical, tech-heavy setting with some humans in it.

The writing is also well-paced, thoughtful, and beautifully descriptive, deftly balancing gravity and humor, as well as joy and sadness. Eva recalls a man with "a voice like thunder and lions" and upon her relocation, marvels at how familiar her new home seems.

I had been sent pictures all my life, of course, and Mina Ma had told me long stories about Bangalore. She had described streets, places, pieces of her life. As a child, I sat at her feet and drew picture, inspired by her voice and the flickers of memory passed on through Amarra's and my consciousness. So many of those pictures had been true. There were ashoka trees down the middle of a long road, just the way I'd imagined...There were little stalls along the roads, open late, tea stalls with clinking steel cups and sweet shops with packets of crisps hanging from makeshift roofs. Or chips, as Mina Ma called them. Coke and Pepsi in glass bottles with steel caps. Men crouched on the edge of the road, smoking tiny not-quite cigarettes.

Every character left an indelible mark, from Eva herself to her gruff caretaker Mina Ma to her brother Nikhil to her friends at school. I was enraged by the casual cruelty Eva endures, and the parents later made me so angry that I couldn't see straight. I do wish that Sean and Ray had a chance to be a little more developed, though the love story--and the love interest--still squeezed my heart.

"I'd rather spend the rest of my life without seeing you again," he says,"than to watch them destroy you because of me."

When I initially finished the novel, I rated this a 4.5 because there are some elements that might have been explained a little more, and I thought the ending was a bit rushed and becomes perhaps more of a typical YA thriller. But who am I kidding? A book that treats human life with this kind of reverence deserves nothing less than 5 stars.

This book explores loss and grief in a way you wouldn't necessarily expect in speculative fiction and tears dripped down my face for nearly an hour as I was reading it. It is an stunning elegy for those who have been lost, a cry of sorrow for those who are left behind, and a profoundly sad lament for those whose very existence is denied. This elegant novel touched me deeply, and will leave readers with a lingering feeling of grief that is all the more devastating for its restraint and its dignity.

Recommended for: those who appreciated the themes explored in The Children of Men and Never Let Me Go, those who anguished over the emotion in If I Stay, those who were drawn in by the unconventional, philosophical story in A Certain Slant of Light, and adult readers who might like to try out more quality young adult fiction.

This review also appears in The Midnight Garden. An advance copy was provided by the publisher.

Please join us tomorrow, when author Sangu Mandanna joins us on the blog with a guest post about her inspiration for this novel! You may be surprised to hear what she has to say.

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“I’d rather spend the rest of my life without ever seeing you again,” he says, “than watch them destroy you because of me.”
Sangu Mandanna, The Lost Girl


Reading Progress

08/05/2012 page 97
22.0% ""I'd rather spend the rest of my life without seeing you again," he says,"than to watch them destroy you because of me."" 13 comments
08/06/2012 page 250
58.0% "This book makes me incredibly sad, but I can't stop reading it." 9 comments

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message 1: by Mairead (new) - added it

Mairead I'm looking for a book to make me cry. I'm intrigued. I'm also masochistic apparently.


Soumi(in love with Puck) Roy Plaese write the review quickly..I want to read it


Wendy Darling It is, more than anything else, Mairead, a book about grief. I loved it! I rather hope people read it with an open mind, though. It may be too slow-paced for some.


message 4: by Sarah (new) - added it

Sarah I'm in the mood for a good tear-jerker. The cover is awesome anyway, I would read it regardless.


Wendy Darling I like the cover, too. It suits the mood of the book well.


message 6: by E (new) - added it

E I'm so glad you bring my attention to reads that sound as incredible as this, thank you. :)


message 7: by Sally (new) - added it

Sally Ooooh I want to read this!


message 8: by Liz (new) - rated it 4 stars

Liz looks good! going to add it to Mount TBR! :)


Lexie AHHH! I'm so so so glad you liked this one. I've wanted it since I first heard of it months ago, and between the awesome premise and the awesome author, I was hoping it'd be fantastic.


Wendy Darling I love virtually shoving books in people's hands, E. ;)

I want you to read it, Sally! I think it'll work for readers who don't mind a more introspective book.

Excellent, I'm glad you'll give it a try, Liz. It's a very unusual YA book.

Oh Lexie, I loved this. It's the most thoughtfully written book about clones that I've ever read.


message 11: by Cristina (new) - added it

Cristina the premise reminds me of 'Never Let Me Go' which I recently read and broke my heart to bits, so I was already excited...now I'm downright dying to read this! I think I will buy the hardcover immediately too, because I love that cover.


Wendy Darling I keep meaning to read that, Cristina--I think it's the only book that has ever made my husband cry. I'm just afraid I'll be bawling the whole time.

I think you'd love this, then. I wish the blurb was a little more evocative of what the book is like, because it's not a typical YA thriller type book at all.

And yes, I hope people will buy this and support the author! Always important for a debut, and especially for books that are more offbeat.


♠ Sharon is an emotional book junkie ♠  Wow Wendy...sounds like my kinda book. cant wait for ur review!


message 14: by Judy (new) - rated it 2 stars

Judy This sounds amazing, Wendy. I love that part of it is set in India. Wish I could read it right now! Hopefully it will be available for ereaders other than kindle.


Wendy Darling It's out in just a few weeks, Sharon, so I'm going to try to review it soon!

Judy, I think Harper Collins is pretty good at having ebooks in multiple formats. :) Will cross my fingers for you!


message 16: by Sam (new) - added it

Sam I've been seeing a lot of positive reviews for this today! I'm glad you liked this, despite the tears. :)


Wendy Darling Oh really, Sam? I'm glad to hear it! I hope you get a chance to read this soon. I thought it was such an unusual book.


Heaven K Tried getting this book but it isn't going to be published until 8/28 Barnes and Noble said. :(


Wendy Darling Aw, it's not too much longer to wait, Heaven! And actually, it's earlier than I expected. My ARC says September. :)


message 20: by Cristina (new) - added it

Cristina About 'Never Let Me Go' -- when I put that book down, I sobbed...it was intense. I can only think of one other book that made me cry at all, but nothing like that.

Anyway, I can't wait for this book to out in a store near me!


Wendy Darling I will have to read that soon, Cristina! You read this, I'll read that. ;)


Amanda (GoodChoiceReading) Glad to see you liked this one, too! Can't wait to hear what you think. :)


Wendy Darling Amanda, it was seeing your reaction that made me bump this one up my list! Thank you. :) I will have to get my review written soon so we can compare notes.


message 24: by Kaye (new) - added it

Kaye Oh, gosh. Really looking forward to this now. The last book I really, honest-to-God sobbed for was The Book Thief.


Amanda (GoodChoiceReading) Wendy Darling wrote: "Amanda, it was seeing your reaction that made me bump this one up my list! Thank you. :) I will have to get my review written soon so we can compare notes."

Looking forward to it! :)


Wendy Darling I didn't sob, Kaye, but I had a lump in my throat for a long time and tears just kept welling up. :( I love books that can do that to you, though.

Oh, Amanda, I hope people give this one a chance. I fear it may be too slow-paced for some readers. I can already picture the "It's boring" and "nothing happened" type comments and it sort of breaks my heart.


message 27: by Rachel (new) - added it

Rachel :) love those heartwarming books that make me feel so many emotions. Can't wait for your review on the lost Girl Wendy!


Wendy Darling No pressure or anything. ;)


message 29: by Tina (last edited Aug 07, 2012 03:37am) (new) - rated it 5 stars

Tina I am so glad that you enjoyed "Lost Girl" Wendy! This is one of the few books, which are translated in German early. It can already be bought this month here. I got one copy from the German publisher and I am so glad, that I gave it a try. Normally I prefer action paced books, but this one worked perfectly for me. Especially the emotional side of the book was amazing. I gave the book to my Mum after reading it and she read it in three days (which is pretty fast for her reading habits)^^


message 30: by Andre (new)

Andre I'm waiting for your review. This might be something I need to check out.


Wendy Darling Ohhh Tina! I'm glad you loved this, too. I'm guessing the availability overseas is partly because the author lives in England? That happened with A Monster Calls and Ultraviolet too, I believe. I loved this book so much--and it's not perfect, but I may tip up the stars just because it touched me in a way I didn't expect. I look forward to reading your review after I've had a chance to write mine. (Awesome that your mum sped through this! It's immensely readable.)

Andre, I'll try to have it up relatively soon.


Amanda (GoodChoiceReading) Wendy Darling wrote: "I didn't sob, Kaye, but I had a lump in my throat for a long time and tears just kept welling up. :( I love books that can do that to you, though.

Oh, Amanda, I hope people give this one a chance...."


That's my fear, too. And if it's read mindlessly, I don't think people will get much out of it. That sounds snobbish probably, haha. But on the surface I think it could be mistaken for your typical dystopian YA novel, and it's not. To me, anyway.


Wendy Darling Amanda (GoodChoiceReading) wrote: "That's my fear, too. And if it's read mindlessly, I don't think people will get much out of it. That sounds snobbish probably, haha. But on the surface I think it could be mistaken for your typical dystopian YA novel, and it's not. To me, anyway."

Exactly. The blurb is nice, but I wish it gave a little bit more for the overall feel and tone of the book. But I guess we have to try and do that in our reviews. WE HAVE TO DO ALL THE WORK! Heh.

I don't think it's snobbish at all, btw. There are many readers who just want action-action-action or they want very complex world-building, whatever. If readers are more prepared for a book's contents (rather than marketing that just tries to appeal to a broad spectrum), I think it helps save the "this book is not what I expected all all" *stomp stomp* reaction that we sometimes see.


Amanda (GoodChoiceReading) Wendy Darling wrote: "Amanda (GoodChoiceReading) wrote: "That's my fear, too. And if it's read mindlessly, I don't think people will get much out of it. That sounds snobbish probably, haha. But on the surface I think it..."

I agree. I fall victim to that reaction frequently. Blurbs are so misleading sometimes. I get it, marketing, all that good stuff....but it doesn't make it any less frustrating. Especially for those of us who tend to analyze every aspect of the book, from front to back.

I'm scared yet excited to see these reviews for this start rolling in. I can't wait to read your review--I'm sure you'll be able to articulate what makes this one special much better than I could. It kind of left me speechless...I just wanted to hug it when I was done. Haha.


message 35: by Christina (new)

Christina "I had no idea this would be such an emotional book--I think tears dripped down my face for literally an hour."

With a comment like that, I REALLY have to hear more.


Wendy Darling Did you notice that nowhere in the blurb does it talk about the fact that half the book takes place in India, Amanda? And the cover features a faceless girl. The design choice is one thing, but it seems very deliberate that her ethnicity was left out of the description. These days it would seem to be a selling point, at least to many readers I know.

And awww, I wanted to hug it, too! I really hope there's another book. I don't think there's an announcement yet for a sequel, right?

I will tell you more, Christina! Promise. :)


The Holy Terror Wendy Darling wrote: "Did you notice that nowhere in the blurb does it talk about the fact that half the book takes place in India, Amanda? And the cover features a faceless girl. The design choice is one thing, but it seems very deliberate that her ethnicity was left out of the description."

She is Indian, right? That's what I gathered (and why I added it to my Listopia.)


Wendy Darling Yes. Although you'd never know it until you actually read the book.


The Holy Terror Wendy Darling wrote: "Yes. Although you'd never know it until you actually read the book."

Well, the synopsis says she moves to India to take the place of a girl there, so I assumed the original girl was Indian so she'd have to be too.

You definitely have to read between the lines though, and the cover doesn't help, I agree.


Wendy Darling Oh, that's true. It is buried in there, though, and I feel like it could be a selling point. But I guess they know what they're doing.

I just hope people give it a chance. It's totally unlike any other YA book I've ever read. I tend to like the introspective, sad ones though, hah.


Tammy Definitely adding this to my to-read pile. You had me at introspective and sad. I love books like that. Also, I like the fact that this book sounds so very different and that the heroine is Indian - although I didn't know that until you pointed it out. Also, I think if you loved this book, you may actually really love Never Let Me Go. That is one of my favourite reads of all time!


Wendy Darling Oh man, I think there's a good chance you'll love this, Tammy. We seem to have very similar tastes when it comes to these trickier books!

And yes, I'm quite sure I'll love Never Let Me Go as well. I've had it for a long time now, I'm just afraid it will turn me into a sobbing mess. And I have to be in the mood for that! I saw the film, though, and I really liked it.


message 43: by Rogier (new) - added it

Rogier yesss yesss yesss yesss. my gut was right. yesss yesss
i can't wait for my copy . sad i have to wait longer for the paperback in January

the covermodel on the pb is white The Lost Girl


Amanda (GoodChoiceReading) I haven't heard anything about a sequel, either. I wouldn't mind seeing one, but also I wouldn't mind it being a standalone. There were definitely things left open that could lead to a sequel, but I also felt like Eva got her happy ending.

I hadn't seen that paperback cover...that's bothersome, to say the least.


Jennifer I loved this one too! Sean & Eva <3


Wendy Darling Your gut has great instincts, Rogier--I had no idea this book would be this good! I'm sorry you have to wait until January. :( And ugh, I...hope that's not the final pb cover.

I agree, Amanda, I'd be okay if this was a standalone, too. But I want more more more. *cries* I hope she just hurries up and writes her next book, whatever that is.

Yay Jennifer! I loved them both. And I liked how she handled Ray for the most part, too. I understood his frustration and anger, even if it made me frustrated and angry with him.


Bailey (IB Book Blogging) This one was so amazing, Wendy!! I was so close to crying and that never happens to me. Matthew towards the end...OMG!


Wendy Darling Bailey!! I'm so glad you loved it, too. I don't know how you stopped yourself from crying, I still get sad when I think about this book.

I'll definitely swing by your review once I've had a chance to write mine. :)


Bailey (IB Book Blogging) I don't know how either, Wendy! I'm usually really emotional but I was having an off day. I have a feeling if I read it again though tears will come. That nursery scene really got to me! And I can't wait to read your review!! :)


Lisa (Fic Talk) I'm with THT. I added this mainly because of the setting and the ethnicity of the protag. I felt it was awesome that the author did that. It's nice to have a little variety.

Also, why is the model on the paperback cover white? :/


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