Zsadist is the most tohrtured and tohrmented soul I have ever read in my entire life. Zsadist isn’t actually a zsadist (I mean he is, but only to the baby powdered smelling lessers), but Zsadist is more of a masochist. He’s been keeping all these emotions in him, that he had to vishously tohrture himself physically and the ones he love emotionally.

The last book, Lover Eternal, ended with Bella, a civilian vampire, being abducted. Zsadist, takes care of Bella’s house (which is actually really sweet, if you ask me). He is almost out of hope in locating her, but another civilian vampire escapes from the lessers' lair, and reports that Bella is still alive.

Zsadist, along with the other brothers, save Bella, but finds her in an awful condition. This fills Zsadist with extreme amounts of phury, wrath and rhage. He decides to ahvenge Bella’s honor and seek rehvenge for himself. Zsadist believes the worst of himself. He thinks of himself dirty and unworthy of anybody, especially Bella. Could Bella be the one to actually save Zsadist from his inferior thinking and inner payne?

Lover Awakened, shows us Zsadist in a different light. This book definitely made me understand him more and ultimately, fall in love with his tohrtured soul. Though I am confused on why there is so much lesser talk going on. It's as if J.R. Ward wants me to sympathize with a lesser! And I did. The romance of the book is great, though something if quite off, that I can't put a name on it.

In my review of the previous book, Lover Eternal, I said that me reading the Black Dagger Brotherhood series will mess my ability to spell right. But scratch that. I think my spelling is pherfect, though Microsoft Word is disagreeing with me since I see lots of those red zigzagged lines.