It’s not often I run across a book that moves me. I don’t mean that as just emotionally, but spiritually. I have to say that I haven’t read a story thIt’s not often I run across a book that moves me. I don’t mean that as just emotionally, but spiritually. I have to say that I haven’t read a story that hit me that deep since reading the biblical verse where Jesus saved a prostitute from an angry mob and made it a lesson to not judge people. I won’t get all spiritual in this review, but I just have to make it clear, I was deeply moved, and I can’t stop thinking about Emily Colt.
I’ll break it down without spoiling any of it. Emily Colt is the female lead in Paper Souls. A strong character, with a sometimes uncommon outlook on life. She is surrounded by both loving and not so loving people who push and pull on her for their own selfish reasons, much like everyone else in the world. What stands Emily apart from most everyone else in the world is that she’s schizophrenic. I loved how most of the book refers to her “illness” but never goes into too much detail until about halfway. When the reader finally gets a glimpse of not just her narrative mind but the voices that talk over her own narrative, its eye opening as to why she hides from the world. For those of you who know nothing about Schizophrenia, you should look up a video that CNN did with Anderson Cooper. It was called “Anderson Cooper tries a schizophrenia simulator” and is one of the best real life tests I’ve ever seen about what it’s like to be schizophrenic.
I do not pretend to completely understand the experience of one who is schizophrenic. I hear several voices in my head, but when I tell them to be silent, they do, and when I focus on something, they assist me with multiple points of view. That might not be a normal thing either, but my voices work with me as a team and I can easily tune them out when I need to. That is not the case for someone who is schizophrenic. One of my most favorite people in the world was my grandmother, who had been a diagnosed paranoid schizophrenic. I never understood what that meant, until I saw her with my own eyes, completely overwhelmed by her voices. It was terrifying to see someone you love suddenly be someone you don’t recognize.
Getting back to the book, Emily Colt has learned to live with the voices, and she has a successful life, but things happen, her life takes a few strange turns, and as you follow the story through her eyes, you will question what is real and what isn’t. In the end, it doesn’t matter. The true lesson in this book is about the human soul.
Allie’s writing is very smooth and the flow of the story expertly handles the chaotic life of Emily Colt in a way that makes it easy to read and enjoy, but it will tug on the heart strings and really dig deep into you. Superb. One of the best books I’ve read all year. That’s saying a lot because this isn’t my usual genre, but finding out the main character was schizophrenic drew me to it.
My hat is off to all those who have to live with schizophrenia and still find a way to make a life for themselves. This book is an absolute must read. Allie Burke just earned a new diehard fan, I will go out and find the rest of her books, no matter what they are about, and I’m going to read them. I will also be purchasing this book for my collection and to support this writer. This review is based off of an advanced copy for reviewing....more
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