We All Fall Down: Living with Addiction

We All Fall Down: Living with Addiction

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In his bestselling memoir Tweak, Nic Sheff took readers on an emotionally gripping roller-coaster ride through his days as a crystal meth and heroin addict. Now in this powerful follow-up about his continued efforts to stay clean, Nic writes candidly about eye-opening stays at rehab centers, devastating relapses, and hard-won realizations about what it means to be a young...more
Hardcover, 368 pages
Published April 5th 2011 by Little, Brown Books for Young Readers
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Brandon Sothan
Again, another from Nic Sheff. He never ceases to amaze me. This book was written with such perfection that I didn't want to put it down, but so much realism I had to set it down at points. He doesn't cut away any parts of his life, no matter how tough they were. He truly gave us a diary of his life and his perspective, and that's something like I've never read before. I truly enjoyed this book because in some ways, not his lifestyle, but his perspective seemed similar to my own. He digs into yo...more
Alyce Rocco
While reading Nic Sheff's book, We All Fall Down: Living with Addition, I did a web search for his blog. I wondered where he is today. Seems his Blogger blog is gone, My Space blog inactive, not sure if Word Press blog ever existed.

I learned that he writes for The Fix, which may be part of Salon dot com.

Also, while reading, I reminded myself over and over again: Judge not, just listen, because Nic sounds like a spoiled rich kid. It was hard to feel sympathetic towards his feelings of self-hatred...more
Rafael Saldana
We All Fall Down: Living with Addiction by Nic Sheff, is a sequel to Tweak: Growing Up On Methamphetamines . In this chapter of Nic's life, Nic talks about his everlasting struggles after yet another relapse. This includes his struggle staying sober, his struggle not to self injure, and his struggle with love- as he meets the love of his life, or so he thinks. This book is inspiring to anyone who struggles with addiction as well as mental and emotional problems. In the end you come to believe th...more
Leah Campbell
This book, We All Fall Down: Living with Addiction, by Nic Sheff with a genre of autobiography. Nic was drunk at the age of eleven for the first time, at age nine Nic was high for the first time. It'll be okay, right? He said. I can't get addicted, it’s just marijuana what’s the worst that could happen? At age 23 years old, Nic had been in several different rehab treatment centers. His journeys through rehab treatment centers, homeless on the streets, living with his family and his girlfriend. H...more
Sarah Bristol
This book was absolutely amazing. I picked it up because of the interesting cover but the novel itself is what got me addicted(luckily in a different way than his!)I loved how, even though it was well written and had some beautiful analogies and metaphors, it was easy to read in the way that you could tell it was written by a professional, but also a human being. The writing is what really got me to keep reading it even at times when I got kind of bored of it (which didn't happen often) because...more
Alexis
Sep 28, 2011 Alexis rated it 3 of 5 stars
Shelves: 2011
I was a big fan of Tweak and Beautiful Boy. Tweak is Nic Sheff's story about his addiction to meth, and Beautiful Boy is his dad's book about what it is like to have an addicted son. Both of those books are hard core, disturbing and graphic. I cried while reading Beautiful Boy.

"We all fall down" is Nic's story about what happened after the events described in Tweak. He goes to a bunch of treatment centres, and relapses. He ends up drinking heavily and smoking pot every day. He struggles with des...more
Sarah
Nic Sheff started his writing career his first memoir, "Tweak," which dealt with his addiction to crystal meth. Then his father wrote his own memoir, "Beautiful Boy," detailing his struggles with his addicted son. Both father and son went on a national book tour, and with Oprah's help, became national bestsellers. "We All Fall Down" is Nic Sheff's story about how he dealt with rehabilitation, how he relapsed, suffered set-backs, and how he tries his best to stay clean. Nic's story is not new, he...more
Naomi Kaskela


I read 'Tweak' some time ago, and enjoyed it a lot, despite how difficult it was to read because of the subject matter. I was excited to pick up this book, Sheff's second, because I expected it to be like 'Tweak.' I was, unfortunately, wrong.

My main issue with 'We All Fall Down,' is Sheff's insistence of including 'um' and 'I mean' and 'like' throughout the memoir. Not just a couple of times, or even a handful of times, but on every page. The 'um' inclusion especially aggravated me. I get that...more
CiderandRedRot
Former meth (and everything else he can lay his hands on) addict goes to rehab for the 400th time, makes terrible life choices, starts abusing booze, pot and relationships, writes a memoir about his supposed sobriety that becomes a hit, lies and manipulates everyone around him...jeez, why did I even bother reading this book? If you'd asked me three-quarters of the way through, I would have said that Nic was an irredeemable jerk, a narcissistic douchebag with an overinflated ego who hates himself...more
Gabrielle
I absolutely loved Beautiful Boy: A Father's Journey Through His Son's Addiction and Tweak: Growing Up On Methamphetamines. This book was a little disappointing. I still love Nic Sheff's first-person, brutally honest storytelling. This time around, though, I really wish his editor(s) had worked harder to get rid of the "uh's" (just because he says it doesn't mean it should be written down) and some of the profanity. It was distracting. That being said, this is an interesting followup to Tweak an...more
Caris
Nic Sheff is one frustrating motherfucker.

Wait. I'm getting ahead of myself. Let me start over.

I'm trying to convince myself that Phoenix isn't the shittiest city on the planet. As I went for my run tonight, I tried to compile a mental list of everything here that's pretty awesome. Here's what I came up with.

1. Z Pizza
2. Switch
3. America's Taco Shop
4. Summer nights

And it was with number four that I got sidetracked (so, for the most part, Phoenix still sucks). Phoenix has a very dry and warm clim...more
Melissa
This book is a candid telling of what Nic Sheff did to try and stay sober. The hard road he took and about who helped and who became co-dependants with him. I was curious about this world as I kid to my mother that I would be the world's worst addict. I hate taking pills, even those that help me like my migraine medication. Personally, I hate that feeling of being out of control or being controlled by a substance, so this world is foreign to me. Yes, I have actually met addicts, even gone to sch...more
Kelly
Nic Sheff is an addict. Though his drug of choice is meth, he also abuses alcohol, marijuana, painkillers, and heroin. In his previous memoir, Tweak, you can read about the worst of his addiction. Here he writes about the hard work of trying to stay clean and as the title implies, it's not always easy to stay straight and sober, even when the alternative is a life destroyed.

Though his writing, at times, felt a little mannered to me (aping Holden Caulfield), it didn't really matter. I forgive She...more
Charlotte
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I really liked Tweak, and his fathers book A Beautiful Boy. I was a huge advocate for both books at the bookstore and would handsell it to just about anyone I could. We All Fall Down was a good book, but not nearly as good as Tweak. Told in Nic's voice it should be rated "R" just for language alone. One of the things about Tweak that held my interest was just the sheer grittiness of his addiction. The dark and dangerous places it took him. The fact that he...more
Bfg1971
I really loved the book "Tweak"; although, as I read it I wondered to myself "How is this kid going to possibly stay sober?" He hasn't grown much at all as a person and is still very immature. It was a very voyeuristic look into someone's life crumbling down around them.

(view spoiler)["We All Fall Down: Living with Addiction" reveals that he doesn't stay sober. I'm not exactly surprised by that. One powerful impression that WAFD left me with is that there is no clear cut path to a healthy life a...more
Marques Surita
We All Fall Down by Nic Sheff was a book that I could not put down. I found it interesting to see what Nic’s mind was thinking and what his next move was going to be. Nic seemed to be dependent on other people, which I thought was a huge weakness, yet an advantage in his life. He was not only dependent on some people, but he was extremely rude to Sue Ellen in particular. She took Nic in, and according to him, “saved his life,” and Nic never really repaid her for this. He used her, like he used m...more
Willa
Nic Sheff started doing drugs at age 12 when his older brother's friend got a bag of weed, and Nic tagged along with them to smoke it. Right then, the drug addiction began. Pot, then crystal meth, then herion, then coke, and all of these drugs caused Nic to begin to spiral down. Rehabs? He got bored of the twelve-step process they tell you about the second rehab, and the methods to get out were simple enough. Say you've figured out you need to change, tell them you've found God, and explain how...more
Kelli (I'd So Rather Be Reading)
I've wanted to read one of Nic Sheff's memoirs since I saw him on Oprah with his dad. It was right around the time Tweak came out, because his dad was there talking about his own memoir called Beautiful Boy.

This book is not for the eaily offended. It is an honest account of an addict's life: complete with relapses, bad language (mostly the f-word) and sexual situations. Nic tells it like it is, which is what makes this book so powerful and moving. You are right there with him as he's going thro...more
Heather
Once I started reading We All Fall Down, I couldn't stop. I was immediately drawn into Nic's world.

And it's definitely a tough, scary world. You feel like you're right there with him, going through everything with him. This makes parts of it tough to read, because at times it feels like there's no hope for Nic, or any other addict. It was definitely interesting to get inside of the head of an addict, to see the world as he saw it.

I'd definitely recommend this book for an older YA reader. It deal...more
Sara
Dec 26, 2011 Sara rated it 4 of 5 stars
Shelves: own
I got this book for Christmas. I finished it tonight (12/26). It was engrossing, if nothing else. I went through so many feelings about the author throughout reading this. I went from admiring him from everything I had read of his first book, intensely disliking him for the way he treated people and his victim mentality, and finally empathizing with him when he came to realize that his drug use was his coping skill and it was no longer working for him. I was impressed with his turnaround, and, j...more
Kdevoli
This one is a real cautionary tale. In the author's first book, Tweak, he describes how he overcomes drug addiction. In this sequel - turns out he had been lying in Tweak, and was still using drugs and not following his program during that time. It's pretty obvious here that he only finished that book because he was so desperate for money. With both books, I came away with a sinking feeling that if I ever picked up a newspaper to read that Nic had fatally overdosed, and/or taken his own life, I...more
Dina
I picked this book up at the Barnes and Nobles close out sale here in Manhattan. It just sounded interesting, I did not even realize it was a follow-up book. You do not need to read the first to understand the second, but boy do you want to read the first book (and the Dad's book) after reading this one. I was emotionally invested in Nic's story. I found myself angry with him, sad for him, hopeful for him. I held my breath with each new chapter, wondering where it would all end up. I am so excit...more
Juliette
This is Nic Sheff's second memoir about addiction. Basically, while riding the wave of success on a book tour for Tweak , Nic makes a series of selfish and predictable moves. He leaves rehab with a girl he meets in rehab, quits taking medication for bipolar disorder, lives off his girlfriend, starts drinking alcohol, smoking pot, and lying. Add a three month stint back to Los Angeles, two emotional affairs, and a lot of crying to the mix, and you pretty much have it. He still uses the word "wha...more
Tricia
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Karissa
This book has done so much for me. It's a memoir of a drug addict that I picked up on a whim because I saw it on the shelves at a doomed Borders for 75% off and thought it sounded interesting. I'd never heard of Nic Sheff before. Now I'm so glad I did.

In reading this book and reading through his struggles, I began to recognize myself. Not with the addiction to substances, but the addiction to people, the out of control thoughts, etc. When I got to where he mentioned being bipolar, I was floored....more
Brian
One of the things about Nic Sheff from a recovery viewpoint is that he still refuses to make any attempt to follow the 12-steps. It seems there's a cycle of him cleaning up, getting in another unhealthy relationship with someone that has an addiction, relapsing, getting to the point of insanity due to addiction, and then it's back to recovery again. In Nic's defense: The rehab center that he was in at the beginning of the book sounds like an awful place. The book sounds as if Nic is justifying h...more
Shelby
Aug 20, 2011 Shelby rated it 4 of 5 stars
Shelves: own, 2011
It's one of the most subtle self-help book for addicts. To see life as an addict from an addicts point of view for once is brilliant. Nic is down to the point and doesn't phase out any details that went on in his mind. The end was a great way to tie up lose ends for both his first book, "Tweak", and this book. He's a good kid and I'm very much in awe that he was strong enough to tell his story completely no matter the consequences and everything.

Favorite part of the book? (So there aren't spoil...more
Anna
This book is a memoir about a young man, Nic Sheff, who is recovering forom a decade of drug and alchohol abuse. It is an extraordinary true story of the struggle to conquer personal fears and overcome the intense temptation to relapse. Nic has been committed to rehab six times, all of which resulted in a relapse. This time when he is released, he is determined to learn how to live again in the real world, not in the sheltered world of a rehabilitation center. Read this book to find out if he su...more
T-jay
Nic Sheff is brilliant! This is an absolutely captivating novel you will not be able to put down. The writing is so descriptive. This work practically paints a mural of the true life of an addict, one of the most accurate you'll probably ever come across. Sheff perfectly depicts every aspect of the emotional spectrum along with his addict's vulnerability whether it's a feeling of ecstasy or complete desperation. He gives all of himself disregarding opinion or consequence, completely exposing eve...more
Emma Black
I love the way Nic writes and his style doesn't change from Tweak. I think he's hilarious. I was laughing at a few points OUT LOUD.. It was a quick read and I liked that! So now I can say I read all the books and enjoyed every one. "Beautiful Boy", "Tweak", and "We All Fall Down". Nic is very honest throughout the book and I enjoyed that. I can totally relate to his anxieties and escaping life problems with drugs and alcohol. The book explores his mental illness a bit more and how he finds stabi...more
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Due to his parents' divorce, at age 4, Sheff spent much of his childhood bouncing back and forth between the San Francisco Bay Area and Los Angeles. He began using alcohol and drugs early on, even before his teen years. By high school he was a regular user of ecstasy and cocaine. Living on the street much of the time, Sheff became involved in various destructive behaviors such as selling drugs and...more
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