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The End Of Alice

3.63  ·  Rating Details  ·  5,045 Ratings  ·  627 Reviews
The End of Alice treads the wafer-thin line between the evil and the everyday and caused a major controversy when it was first released in the US. The story centres on the correspondence of two paedophiles: one, the narrator, is a middle-aged child-killer serving his twenty-third year in prison; the other, his bland-speaking, sweet-seeming admirer, is a nineteen-year-old w ...more
Paperback, 256 pages
Published November 1997 by Anchor Books (first published 1996)
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karen
i just realized my "greg gets three" shelf only has one. i am a failure.

greg told me to write a review for this book, and i started to think about it, and realized this is going to be one of those reviews that will reflect poorly upon me when my enthusiasm for the book is weighed up against the subject matter. so - a warning.

***it is an ungentle book. you can stop reading here if you are not into the rough stuff.***

basically, it is about a man in jail for being humbert humbert with a knife. his
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christa
Apr 12, 2009 christa rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
I'll say one thing for A.M. Homes: She is one brave writer. "The End of Alice" stars an imprisoned pedophile who has become pen pals with a 19-year-old woman who is dabbling in a similar avocation with a boy who is at that in-between age where he wants to see a naked girl, but also keeps a collection of his own scabs for snacking on, aged to create different tastes.

The narrator takes the woman's words, visualizes the scenes, and gets curious and jealous. All the while, it's uncertain whether he
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Brian
Aug 17, 2015 Brian rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
Shelves: 2015_sow
Vivid, brutal, unrelenting.

How does an author inhabit the place necessary to construct a work like this? In an interview Homes said, "I write the things we don't want to say aloud." I'd add that she also writes about things we didn't ever want to witness with such intimacy.

The story is a fictional memoir of a convicted murderer and pedophile. His musings are not for the squeamish. There were several times when I had to put the book down for a day or two, the imagery as grotesque as a freshly m
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Blair
The narrator of this book is a convicted paedophile, serving a life sentence in prison. He starts to receive letters from a 19-year-old girl who believes she is developing a sexual predilection for young boys, and intends to act on this obsession, preying on a neighbour's 12-year-old son. The End of Alice is the story of both the narrator and the girl, but all of it is seen through the narrator's eyes. It is, in fact, difficult to distinguish between what the girl is acually telling the narrator ...more
Elaine
Apr 11, 2010 Elaine rated it did not like it  ·  review of another edition
Shelves: mainstreamlitfic
Ok, I get Lolita. I get American Psycho (even think it might be a work of genius). I don't get this one. Yet another exploration of the mindset of a truly sick fuck. Sections of this book are just gross beyond belief. Ok, it's well described (but I can't even say the prose uplifts or illuminates or sheds understanding in any way -- nor does anything stick because it's a phrase that just had to be written). The content though -- if you're looking for something that sickens you to the stomach, thi ...more
Arch
Feb 21, 2013 Arch rated it it was ok  ·  review of another edition
i don't really understand why this book has so many glowing reviews on this site. sure, homes has written this well (hence the second star),but... i just don't buy it. it seems to me that she just really, REALLY wanted to shock you out of your cozy, middle-class, suburban old navy socks with this one. she tried excruciatingly hard to crawl under your skin and blow your mind with the depravity of her imagination. well, i'll tell you what -it's just too obvious that that was her mission. i mean, t ...more
Cathy (cathepsut)
Feb 26, 2016 Cathy (cathepsut) rated it it was ok  ·  review of another edition
Recommends it for: Nobody
Buddy read with MacHalos. And "9. A book that is outside your comfort zone"for my 2016 reading challenge.

At19%: So far mostly boring, unnecessarily verbose, lots of vague introspection. Some paragraphs feel like a word game--how many expressions for the same thing can I squeeze into one sentence? Is that really a sign of good writing? Or is the author simple trying too hard to be clever?

At 32%:Odd. It's not bad, once the narrative gets going. Jumps between her story, his story, his pasts and pos
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Jennifer
Sep 09, 2015 Jennifer rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
WARNING: HORROR NOVEL. EVERY PARENTS NIGHTMARE.

I just thought I should make that (the above) very clear.It starts out innocently enough a letter to a prisoner. But then the story evolves into something terrible, horrible. And lots of gruesome. Have I made it clear? This book is about a pedophile. A old one in prison and a new one...free. Your asking why did you read this? I do not know. I thought "oh it is less than 300 pages, it should be a quick read and it will be like a Dateline episode". W
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Ruth Turner
Nov 17, 2014 Ruth Turner rated it did not like it  ·  review of another edition
Shelves: abandoned

DNF

I doff my hat to those readers who managed to finish this book! And I’m not talking about the storyline. It was the writing that did my head in.

The author uses words, and words, and more words, and even more words, to no avail. So many words that actually say very little.

Here the narrator is speaking of the young woman who is corresponding with him…

“In a case such as this where one has been looking so hard for so long, it is within the range of possibility that a buildup of ocular imaginings
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Dan Porter
The obsession of Humbert Humbert, the sexual excesses of de Sade, and the twisted mind of a Hannibal Lecter. This book isn't for everyone, but if you can handle those things, it's quite a compelling read. Well written and an excellent execution of the unreliable narrator.
Caro M.
Have you ever tasted your own scabs? No? Neither did I, but I guess the aftertaste of this story is alike of those - scabs.

Disturbing and unsettling, the book is extremely well written - despite all those literal and metaphorical scabs that made me feel like throwing up quite often, I couldn't stop reading.
It felt like I entered the house full of stink and I was getting inside only to locate and remove the rotting rat or whatever the stinking object was, while wishing to leave the place immedi
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Patrick
It's hard for me to give this book a proper review, mainly because it was hard for me to read. I'd like to say that the reason for this is because of the lurid and explicit detail the author goes into in telling the story of an incarcerated pedophile exchanging letters and depravities with a similarly minded young woman on the outside, and maybe that was part of it, certainly. However, more than anything else, aside from the graphic nature of the storyline and details therein, it's actually pret ...more
Mel
Haunting, oftentimes disturbing, sometimes disgusting, and one of the best books I have ever read.
This book has come to be the book with the most profound impact on me. Not just because of the haunting disturbing content, but because the author managed to create a narrator's voice that felt as though he was a real person of flesh and bones speaking to you through the text on each page.
Reading the book I felt like I suddenly shrunk and was placed inside a small cage. And someone carried me aroun
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 Simply Sam ツ
I hate books like this.

How to rate it?

Should I rate it based on content? Because I tell you, there is some messed up stuff here and I in no way approve any of their actions. I feel like giving a high rating signals I'm okay with pedophiles, rapists, and murderers. I'm not. Just so we're on the same page. But I picked up this book knowing it was going to make me squeamish and uncomfortable. That was the point. To see through the eyes and with the feelings of a person of depraved moral character
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Clarissa
Oct 24, 2010 Clarissa rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
Shelves: read-in-2010
I suppose I picked up this book because I felt something akin to the emotion of having been "double-dog-dared". I have read a few of A.M Homes short stories (the one that springs to mind is the one about the boy and the barbie doll), and enjoyed them immensely, and greatly admired her writing style and unusual subject matter. Like a lot of people (whether or not they admit it), I do enjoy being horrified, grossed out, disgusted and mildly traumatized by art. Books and movies that people hype as ...more
Beth
Sep 07, 2013 Beth rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
wow what do I say about this book../sighs..I hated it. I hated the subject matter and honestly didn't think Id ever be able to read it. I felt sick at every page turn but you see I admit I am one of those people that just has to push herself past any limit out there, just to say I did it and this well this was one heck of a push. If I am honest there a lot of this book I still don't understand and think the words were a little to deep for me like... (view spoiler) ...more
Craig Allen
Sep 19, 2015 Craig Allen rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
Another reviewer said this was "a great book about terrible things"-PERFECTLY said. This was probably the darkest, most disturbing (and so gross in many, many parts) stories I've ever read-but it was so well written and paced. The main characters are two demented pedophiles, one in prison and one writing to him. One male, one female, but both twisted. Their letters and stories are obviously grotesque but also a kind of cat and mouse game between them. I don't know how to recommend this book with ...more
Ruby  Tombstone [With A Vengeance]

As you've probably guessed by the 5 stars, I loved it. Far more than I expected to. I was particularly impressed with the writing, and that there was plenty of room for interpretation. I don't like being spoon-fed stories. I've included some of my thoughts below, cobbled together from a Chaos Reading group read that we did in 2014. For the full group discussion, including spoilers, go here: https://www.goodreads.com/topic/show/...

*What elements in the writing style did you like/dislike?
I loved t
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Outi
Jul 21, 2010 Outi rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
Recommends it for: Any willing to go there.
Absolutely devastating, mind-altering, horrifying and wonderful. A.M. Homes tells a story about convicted pedophile/child murderer whose mind seems to spin out of control during his correspondence with a 19-year-old girl trying to seduce a 12-year-old boy. The words and sentences of Homes are so eloquent, so beautiful and yet so utterly disgusting. I couldn't stop reading even though at one point I almost had trouble breathing. Very cleverly the reader is also a part of the story, made to wonder ...more
Xenia0201
Aug 14, 2013 Xenia0201 rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
Talk about pushing the buck - Holmes has really done it with this one. I felt like a little kid sneaking around my parents' room reading something I shouldn't. My cheeks flushed red with each page I turned as I was almost ashamed to be sucked into such a dark twisted world that was as oddly fascinating as it was repulsive. And yet, I couldn't put it down until I was finished almost 5 hours later. I want to be clear this wasn't a smutty masturbatory collection of fantasies for child molesters. Ho ...more
Nick
Mar 12, 2010 Nick rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
Shelves: literary
Homes has earned her reputation as one of the leading literary voices of her generation, based on her exquisite style, her adventuresome structure, and her transgressive subject matter and characters. I first encountered her short story about two teen boys whose erotic experimentation goes off kilter, and I swear I couldn't believe it was written by a woman. Reviewers of THE END OF ALICE have concentrated on the shocking nature of the characters, a jailed pedophile and his penpal, a college girl ...more
Jeni Decker
Jul 08, 2013 Jeni Decker rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
I’m not gonna lie to you—there’s a whole lot of skeevy business going on in this book. A lot of skeevy business that amounts to plenty of reasons and excuses not to read it, but they all revolve around the subject matter.

WARNING: If anything around pedophilia is a hard ‘No’ as far as reading material, look away. Seriously, very far away.

This isn’t Nabokov’s Lolita. Well, it is – kind of. But those moments in the aforementioned book that merely made you (appropriately) uncomfortable, pale in co
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David
Jan 09, 2013 David rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
So, I will start out by plainly stating THIS BOOK IS NOT FOR EVERYONE.

Are we clear on that?

Good.

That being said, there’s something about this book that I love, even while it disturbs and haunts me. I read The End of Alice about 15 years ago and then put it on my shelf and thought, I need to leave that alone for a while. I’ve only recommended it to one person, though I’ve spoken of it plenty. Her reaction was, that was a great book, please don’t give it to anyone else. Ever.

The End of Alice tread
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Oli
Jan 06, 2013 Oli rated it it was ok  ·  review of another edition
I think I expected more from this book than it could possibly deliver, and as such, I have to take some responsibility for my feelings about it. I asked around for people's recommendations about the most disturbing books they've ever read, and this one came up often.

I read reviews here and plot summaries elsewhere, and I think people overhyped it a good bit. The book is vulgar and unapologetic, yes, but I think the narrative suffers a good bit because of it. At some points I felt the author was
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Lauren DeStefano
I originally read this several years ago after someone said it was the most disturbing thing they had ever read. I thought they were exaggerating, but I can now safely say this is the most disturbing thing I have ever read. Not only that, it made me reevaluate how I use the word "disturbing" overall. In fact, when someone calls a book disturbing because it has harsh language or some sexual overtones, I'm often tempted to say, "Go read The End of Alice," except I can't on good conscience send an ...more
Erika
I talked about this book with Hugh/Seth. It makes me sad that I can't talk to him about it. I will say I loved LOVED this book and the courage and author genius it took to write it. I loved the alliteration. I loved the word play. And what kind of sicko am I that this was a pleasure to read? It was though.
James
I accidentally got a spot of pee on my library copy. It's fitting.
Simay Yildiz
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Orijinali Zimlicious'ta yayınlandı.

A.M. Homes, en sevdiğim yazarlardan biri. Kendisi, ağırlıklı olarak hayatın karanlık taraflarını ele alıp, utanmaksızın, sıkılmaksızın, doğrusunu yanlışını düşünmeksizin gerçeklerin kurgu halini tak tak yazarın önüne koyan bir yazar. Herkese göre değil yani. Ancak bu onun çok iyi bir yazar olduğu gerçeğini değiştirmiyor tabii…

The End of Alice, hapisteki bir pedofil olan Chappy ve ona mektuplar yazan bir kızı konu alıy
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Mónica Mar
La perversión suele ser paralela a la norma. Nos desviamos porque la norma es aburrida, porque la sordidez de la depravación es más atractiva, más excitante. Pero los límites existen: el límite moral generalmente se conjuga con el límite legal. Hay un punto, sin embargo, en que la perversión degenera en abyección pura, sin diluir, y la pedofilia es el póster ideal de este tipo de aberraciones. ¿Qué significa sentirse atraído sexualmente por un niño? Esta es una pregunta que nadie, salvo psicólog ...more
Leo Robertson
Sep 30, 2015 Leo Robertson rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
I just had a thought: do you think Lara Flynn Boyle's character in Happiness was supposed to be A.M. Homes?? Ahahaha!!



Hm.... Hm.... HMMMMM what to make of this??

Homes is a Ballard fan and it also appears she was reading Gass' The Tunnel quite carefully at the time, with her clipped digressions, melancholy puns, penis shame and 'Who's saying this? What's happening?' style! And she has something to say about Humbert's love or lack thereof, which will take me a bit longer to work out.

Great writing,
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A.M. Homes (first name Amy) is the author of the novels, This Book Will Save Your Life, Music For Torching, The End of Alice, In a Country of Mothers, and Jack, as well as the short-story collections, Things You Should Know and The Safety of Objects, the travel memoir, Los Angeles: People, Places and The Castle on the Hill, and the artist's book Appendix A: An Elaboration on the Novel the End of A ...more
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