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Traci Lords: Underneath It All

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The moving, gripping, and tell–all autobiography of Traci Elizabeth Lords, a former child porn queen, electronica maven, and cult movie and TV star.

At 14, Nora Kuzma ran away from home and ended up on the dirty streets of Hollywood. She fell in with a fast crowd, and her dreams of modelling soon landed her a spectacular centrefold in Penthouse magazine, where at 15 she be
Hardcover, 286 pages
Published July 8th 2003 by It Books (first published 2003)
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linda sue
Apr 25, 2007 linda sue rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
Recommends it for: anyone with an open mind
i LOVED this bio. i'm really into bios lately and i read this one in one entire nite. no shit. i sat down and read it in one shot. it sucked me into her life so much i couldn't put it down. even if you're not a porno fan you will enjoy this book. it's a book about salvation and overccoming obstacles. i love this woman.
Because of that horrible pornography, I ended up in Hollywood where I ultimately had a successful career in films, television, recording, DJ-ing, and publishing, and where I met the Prince Charming of my dreams.


OK, so, yes, it's a moderately interesting woe-is-me tale of exploitation and adversity overcome, in which Lords never once stops to consider that maybe porn--illegal and wrong though it may have been, her being under 18 and all--led to her glass being half full rather than half empt
Amelia Chameleon
Jul 21, 2011 Amelia Chameleon rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
I found this book in a thrift store and it appealed to both my interest in biographies and also my interest in crazy characters. I thought it was very well-written and concise and actually very conversational. I cannot say whether there was a ghost writer or a very strong editor involved, but in any case it makes the book very readable.

Traci Lords has been through a very rough life and she's very open about sharing her stories and her point of view. So many times throughout the book, I just want
Tiayra  Tucker
I originally read this when I was a kid in high school, the same age as Traci when she started doing porn. We came from very similar backgrounds, so it's not as if I couldn't relate. But even then, as a teenager, I thought this was the whiniest autobiography I'd ever encountered. Fifteen years and hundreds of books later? Yeah, I still feel the same.

This is a shining example of how not to write, or how to be a completely unlikable narrator & person. How to refuse to take any personal respon
Jun 11, 2012 Shannon rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
I have to say I was surprised at how eloquent and well spoken Traci Lords is. I haven't read a TON of memoirs, but hers is by far the most intelligent, insightful, and poignant by far o all I have read. She is an extremely intelligent who has empowered herself through her surroundings. She has owned up to, and in so doing, has owned her life choices, as opposed to them owning her. I highly recommend this book. It's not a smut novel, so those looking for such need to look elsewhere. This is simpl ...more
Jul 08, 2008 Amy rated it liked it  ·  review of another edition
I had heard about the scandal in the media, Traci Lords, underage porn star, the princess of porn, but it hadn't occurred to me that she had entered the world of pornography unwillingly, a victim of sexual abuse, neglect. Being so young and naive, she was greedily exploited, a child of the night. It's no wonder she abused drugs and alcohol to numb the pain. I understood her need to defend herself after all these years with this tell all book, make peace with her past, put it behind her. I'm glad ...more
Jim Dooley
Mar 09, 2014 Jim Dooley rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
This is not a book that would have drawn my attention in most circumstances. My knowledge of Traci Lords prior to reading it was that she had been an underage pornography actress, she was the centerfold in the notorious Vanessa Williams issue of PENTHOUSE, and that she made an incredibly abysmal Roger Corman film, the remake of NOT OF THIS EARTH. However, finding all of the "Good" autobiography digital books checked out and needing something to fill the time, I gave it a try.

What I read was a ve
Honey Halliwell
Jun 22, 2014 Honey Halliwell rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
This book is written very conversationally by someone with an amazing memory.

Only three years older than me, Traci helped me embrace my sexuality with her final film. I loved what I believed was liberation; it's unfortunate the price she paid for it.

As an abused child who went through a lot of the same things, I related a lot to what she went through. It's hard to pull yourself out of a reputation you were near destined for given a life-situation childhood provided, but in reading, you could s
Amanda Lyons
Apr 24, 2010 Amanda Lyons rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
I enjoyed this book because it was candid(granted that meant the writing wasn't always great)and it avoided making her porn career the focus of the book. I think that Lords was quite open with this book and enjoyed the section on her acting in Crybaby over many of the other parts. I have to say that I'm glad she could get things resolved after all she went through because she seems to be an enjoyable and intriguing person.
Jan 07, 2016 Kit rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
An unexpectedly well written and honest view into the life of a woman who was once notorious as a "teen porn queen".
Traci doesn't hold back on the events that lead to her notoriety in porn and popular culture, providing a sincere look at the effects of sexual assault, and how she managed to move into and then out of the world of pornography. That the events for which she is most commonly associated are not the entire focus of this book moves the reader away from the seedier moments and into the
Mar 28, 2015 Amelia rated it liked it  ·  review of another edition
Traci Lords Underneath It All: Salacious Lives Are Just More Interesting!
A Review By: Amelia

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Any veteran readers of this blog know that I love reading the most salacious autobiographies I can find. Jenna Jameson’s porn star epic How To Make Love Like A Porn Star, The Last Living Slut about a legendary Iranian groupie, Party Monster for crazy club kids, Mommie Dearest about the abuse Joan
Lila Veen
Apr 19, 2014 Lila Veen rated it it was ok  ·  review of another edition
Shelves: porn-memoirs
Some people have something that makes them interesting. Traci Lords has an obvious one: an underage porn career. Since this book doesn't focus so much on that but rather her struggle to break away from that side of her past, this book wasn't very interesting.
Jan 27, 2010 Melodie rated it it was ok
Shelves: read-2003
I'm a sucker for these pop culture bios and was really looking forward to this one. I mean, come on, she was a porn star!! But it was pretty boring! I didn't find out anything really good here. Okay for passing some time.
Sep 07, 2007 Lisa rated it liked it
No idea why I read this... I guess I picked it up at the library one day and got engrossed. I became interested in her side of the story, since she is always demonized in the porn industry.
Jeremy Bagai
May 29, 2015 Jeremy Bagai rated it it was ok  ·  review of another edition
Shelves: non-fiction
An uninspired memoir, but a useful illustration of borderline personality disorder.

Traci takes responsibility for exactly none of her actions. People who support her are valued (until she decides to move on) and anyone not actively looking out for her is a traitor. Every obstacle she faces is decidedly unfair, and when will the world finally forget all about her past and judge her solely for who she is now?

Interesting choice, legally changing your given name to your stage name. Or writing a lis
What better way to end the reading year than with the autobiography of one of the most notorious names of the 80s.

I haven't decided if it's because this is very much a woman's narrative (and thus I relate more easily) or whether Lords's extensive therapy has given her more insight, but the introspection in this journey of addiction, exploitation, and recovery is much more honest and compelling than others I have read.

I did enjoy the fact that on the road to "legitimate" acting jobs, Lords does
Michael Hermann
Aug 04, 2014 Michael Hermann rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
Hate to admit this, but I started reading this book expecting to hate it for being another book that justified the porn lifestyle and tried to make the author look credible in her crossover to mainstream media outlets. What ended up happening is that I actually like the book and found myself empathizing with Traci Lords. If you want an indepth tell all of her exploits, this book isn't it, what it is instead is her telling the things she went through and how she ended up in the industry. I was sh ...more
Kristin Rose
A surprisingly well written biography. Lords is one smart girl.
Mark Fleeman
Dec 30, 2015 Mark Fleeman rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
Well written and hard to put down. As her life story moves on you see just how strong of a woman she truly is. A very inspirational book.

I gave it five stars because it was much more than what I thought it was going to be. Her story had a bit of everything from the horrors of growing up in a dysfunctional home to funny parts when working on her movie sets
Recommended for anyone who needs a feel good book because ultimately for me that's what it was. Clearly an underdog who comes back strong in
bernard underwood
Feb 11, 2015 bernard underwood rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition

Wow this book will get you it reminded me of Justine from the marquee de sade she couldn't get a break in life. just shows you life takes you to some strange places and life choices can take you anywhere. this book reinforced some of my views of how people are shallow and judgemental and have no right to be morally police, I was angered that the majority of her roadblocks where because of this. Traci lords is a very strong person and I am happy things came out well for her in the l
Nov 10, 2015 Holly rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
Recommends it for: Traci fans, disbelievers, celebrity memoir readers
**This review contains spoilers, although you'll find as many details on Wikipedia**

I believe this is a significant, as well as entertaining, memoir, even if it did take me a few months to get through it. I'm sure plenty of people would finish in a day or two, it is an easier read, although the parts where she recounts her sexual assaults might provoke someone to take a break from it.

I noticed that Traci glosses over certain parts of her life that readers might be expecting her to elaborate fur
J.E. Jr.
Feb 29, 2012 J.E. Jr. rated it liked it  ·  review of another edition
Shelves: culture
Like many men, I have struggled with the temptation to the use of pornography, especially since it is so readily available to anyone who wants it. One of the ways that, by God’s grace, I have been able to strengthen my resistance to that temptation is by learning to understand the objectification of women that occurs in the porn industry, and by recognizing how abusive and harmful is their participation in the creation of porn.

Traci Lords’ autobiographical work, Underneath It All, is helpful in
I had never heard of Traci Lords until I saw her on Oprah years ago, but there was something about her, and her life story that was really intriguing. I suppose a big part of it was wondering what type of childhood you must have to become a penthouse centerfold by the age of 16.

Not shockingly, it's an awful one; but her story presents more than just a never-ending series of horrific tragedies (although there is plenty of that). You get to know Traci and hear how she has dealt with and overcome h
Xiaofei Guo
Jul 03, 2012 Xiaofei Guo rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
Shelves: bibliography
I do not remember how I end up reading this book. But the life of Traci is absolutely dramatic and inspirational.

I cannot image how she survive in a family with such irresponsible parents. The environment she grows up is a natural force that lead her into the porn business. However, she wakes up one day, and bravely fights back.

Her fame as a porn star not only gives her popularity, but also create a huge barrier for her to transition into an legitimate film actress. I highly suggest the reader
Lori Strode
I went into this book hoping that it would be a lot more detailed than some of the other biographies that I had read, but alas this was another one that skimmed over the top of what could have been a deeper pool altogether. I enjoyed Traci's voice but it seemed to jump around a bit in terms of the points she was trying to hit. Not a bad book, not anything that knocked it out of the park either.
Apr 11, 2011 Deodand rated it liked it
Shelves: non-fiction, usa
I've liked Traci since I first saw her in the TV series "First Wave" - she had the best role in that show. Even without her past, I am certain she would have been a famous actress.

The first comments I heard about the whole porn fiasco were about her master stroke - after all, she managed to have most of her films declared illegal when she was ready to leave porn. Those comments nagged at me. I mean, she was fifteen, how Machiavellian could she have been? Do you know any teenagers that are *that
Jul 16, 2014 Kenny rated it it was ok  ·  review of another edition
Total smut. I don't know what I was expecting. Frankly, I don't know why I even bothered reading it (ok, fine, I know.)

The first part is mildly fascinating. Always difficult to read tales of abuse. But beyond that, pass.
Sarah Tipper
This was a depressing read until half way through. It reminded me that as a society we have some very hypocritical attitudes to porn. It’s great to see Traci did finally transcend her early career.
Mar 06, 2015 Jewbo23 rated it did not like it  ·  review of another edition
This book is pretty badly written and entirely uninteresting. I'm a big b-movie fan and was looking forward to hearing some stories from behind the scenes of the many films she's been in, but Traci seems to just have contempt for them and believes she's much better than them. She gets opportunity after opportunity thrown at her, from making an album to directing film and doesn't seem to think it's just down to her recognisable name. I was a fan, but am put off now.
Aug 27, 2013 Judy rated it liked it  ·  review of another edition
This was an interesting read. Her childhood beginnings are not much different from many other women who work in sexually oriented businesses. She managed to see it wasn't the life for her and work her way out of the industry, overcoming the stigma of being a porn star (THE porn star, nonetheless) and an addict.

As an aside, it is interesting to see how many people comment on what type of childhood she had to lead her being a teen porn star, but nary a word about the industry itself that embraced
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Traci Lords (born Nora Louise Kuzma), also known as Traci Elizabeth Lords and Tracy Lords, is an American film actress, producer, film director, writer and singer. She first achieved notoriety for her underage appearances in pornographic films and Penthouse magazine (she was around 15 or 16 years-old in her first film), later becoming a television and B-movie actress.

In 2003 she published her auto
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