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2.88  ·  Rating Details ·  2,991 Ratings  ·  370 Reviews
Dwight Wilmerding is pas achtentwintig jaar oud, maar zit al midden in een midlifecrisis. Op zich niet vreemd: hij woont met wat vage vrienden in een klein appartement en zijn baan als helpdeskmedewerker bij de farmaceutische gigant Pfizer is niet bepaald sfeerverhogend. Daarbovenop lijdt hij ook nog eens aan aboulie: chronische besluiteloosheid die zo ver gaat dat hij enk ...more
Hardcover, 285 pages
Published August 2nd 2006 by Rothschild & Bach (first published January 1st 2005)
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Jul 27, 2008 Michelle rated it did not like it  ·  review of another edition
Recommends it for: 28-year-old self-indulgent males and/or the women who love them
Shelves: novels, fuckin-sucks
Blah blah blah. "I can't make up my fucking mind." {Waaaah. Join the fucking club.} Blah blah blah. Experimental drug. Casual sex. Covered with hair. Blah blah blah. Fly to Ecuador to get laid but sort of find meaning/purpose instead but don't write about it very well or very effectively. Blah blah blah. Who gives a shit.
May 15, 2010 Greg rated it it was ok  ·  review of another edition
Shelves: fiction
What is wrong with me?

Much like the character in this novel I couldn't make up my mind what to give this book. I waffled between two and three stars; but I didn't hate this book. I hated parts of the book, but I didn't hate the book. As far as vapid young writers go, one could do worse.

But don't I have it on good authority that this book sucks donkey balls?

Yeah. And it does. The narrator is a kind of whiny, self-absorbed elitist who can't make up his mind about anything, but knows that life ow
Jun 16, 2008 Michael rated it did not like it  ·  review of another edition
Shelves: abandoned
The real indecision here comes in how long you waver before finally giving up on this book. The story meanders aimlessly in a pseudo-philosophical fog that is neither amusing (as advertised on the cover) or in any other way interesting. The premise--a chronically indecisive loser in his late 20's (allegedly representing a whole generation to which I happen to belong--needless to say, I don't agree with the categorization) is offered a miracle drug to relieve his indecision--could be interesting. ...more
Mar 21, 2007 Cristina rated it did not like it  ·  review of another edition
This book embodies the crap I've come to expect from precocious, over-educated hipsters. Granted, there were a few insightful sentences that I really liked. But christ, where do I even begin. The characters blow -- Kunkel thinks he's representing my generation, when really all these characters are just one-dimensional charicatures. The neuroses come off as annoying instead of endearing. A 3rd grader could have come up with a better plot. I've never wanted to throw a book off the subway platform ...more
Dec 17, 2007 Patrick rated it it was ok  ·  review of another edition
Recommends it for: no one, really
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Mar 09, 2011 Joshua rated it did not like it  ·  review of another edition
Shelves: read-in-2011
This book is awful. I stubbornly made my way to the bitter end just to give it a single star and ravage it in this short, capsule review. Ah, the taste of semi-satisfaction. I should have looked at some of the comments of previous readers via goodreads as it would have made me pass on this irritating, phony, cooler than thou exorcise in superficiality that Kunkel has crafted. The book is lighter than a feather and has absolutely no substance to it as it tells the story of an annoying 20 somethin ...more
once finished: Well it has become pretty clichéd to say, but yes, it took me about fifty pages of this relatively slim volume to get over my instinctual hatred of this successful young (my age when published) writer, and just get over myself and enjoy the book. Which, shit you guys, is really fucking good.

(Quick aside: Our Benjamin Kunkel is, as is more or less required for this demographic, clearly enamored with his own writerly talents. Consequently this book can be a bit much at times, overl
The cover is the only redeeming quality about this book. It looks so cute!! When we chose it for book club I somehow managed to find and read aloud the ONLY two funny sentencess in the entire thing. Thinking that we had a winner, the reading commenced. Bad luck for us! The premise sounds fantastic - the book however is another story.

At the end, I faced my own Indecision - use this one to level a wobbly table leg or pass it on to someone I really, really dislike?!?
What an overhyped addition to the already overcrowded "20-something inspects navel, whines unattractively, and expects the world to care" shelf this was.
Sep 05, 2009 Amanda rated it it was ok  ·  review of another edition
I can't decide. Maybe because we were interns together ten years ago and I basically liked him, even if the rest of the interns that semester thought he was smug. Everyone said he thought he was smarter than the rest of us. What they didn't know is that they were right. He was pretty open about it and honestly, I thought he was right. So I have these misgivings about Ben himself; I want to take him down a notch, just because I do. But that's not fair. So, he's smart. Who am I to begrudge him a w ...more
MJ Nicholls
Jan 03, 2013 MJ Nicholls marked it as getting-even  ·  review of another edition
Imagine waking up every day to a GR review page like this one. Sending Kunkel some love in 2013.

(Or am I?)
David M
Mar 09, 2017 David M rated it it was ok  ·  review of another edition
While I'm not at all convinced the internet has made me a better or happier person, I do really appreciate Benjamin Kunkel's twitter feed. He's able to strike the perfect balance between Pessoa quotes and righteous left-wing sarcasm. See for yourself:

I also respect his trajectory from privileged white boy novelist with nothing to write about to autodidact Marxist intellectual. And not just any autodidact Marxist intellectual, one who really does his homework
Jessie Young
Aug 23, 2010 Jessie Young rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
This is a satire, but somehow I liked it much more than Buckley's "Boomsday." I think it is because Buckley was writing a satire of the DC spin machine, which I have little inside knowledge of, and Kunkel is writing satire about confused early adulthood, which I have tons of inside knowledge of. It isn't only hilarious, but I scarily identify with a lot of Dwight's philosophizing about the insanity of it all. In the end he somehow achieves clarity through a mixture of drugs and finding purpose. ...more
Mar 18, 2007 Emily rated it did not like it  ·  review of another edition
At the beginning, Indecision seems like a slightly wacky take on a slightly "different" coming of age novel (there's a premise of a wonder pharmaceutical that cures indecision; Kunkel's narrator is not a teenager but a 20-something). The narrator prattles on for about 2/3 of the book and then the narrator does (spoiler alert) indeed take the pill and begins to make up his mind about things. Perhaps you could argue the narrator's rapid and barely motivated change of mind is Kunkel's statement abo ...more
Bonnie Mattson
The only reason this book got two stars is because Kunkel has a talent for two things: ideas and clever turns of phrase. but these two things does not a good novel make, unfortunately. I kept reading hoping it would get better, and it didn't. it just got more and more cliche.
I am so sick of reading about the east coast bourgeois, and anything about generation whine, both of which, as a west-coast millennial, I find not in the least bit relatable and entirely contemptible.
Greg Linster
Oct 14, 2011 Greg Linster rated it did not like it  ·  review of another edition
Shelves: don-t-own
I really wanted to like this book because I had heard great things about Benjamin Kunkel's writing, but I just couldn't get into it. The story meanders aimlessly and it never fully captured my attention. I, however, irrationally slogged through the entire book anyway under the assumption that it would take a turn for the better at some point, but it never did.
Mar 15, 2012 Arda rated it it was ok  ·  review of another edition
Two stars or three stars? I am indecisive and this book is about indecision. I was leaning towards three stars, but the inconsistent tones towards the end felt more like two. Or maybe 2.5

I may well be indecisive, in general. The book made me wonder whether I am going through a midlife crisis myself. It introduced me to the term "abulia", and suggested that there may be a pill for the chronic inability to make up one's mind. Dwight is a 28-year old self-absorbed American guy who is seeing one Ind
Hollie Lippert
Apr 10, 2015 Hollie Lippert rated it did not like it  ·  review of another edition
I saw this book while making my bi-weekly rounds of my favorite used book store. "What a cool cover" I thought. And since you can most definitely begin judging a book by it's cover, I chose to read the blurb on the cover flap to see what this sweet-looking cover had inside it. In the blurb, I spotted the word "Ecuador" and some general rambling about a chronic indecisive 20-something having a quarter-life crisis brought on by disillusionment with his life which he decides to solve by traveling t ...more
Josh Friedlander
Even more than with fellow n + 1 co-founding editor Keith Gessen's All the Sad Literary Young Men, it's almost impossible to talk about this book without talking about the author's background and subsequent life choices. Like Whit Stillman in his movies, Kunkel is a WASPy prep school grad whose characters are likewise, except they're also dumb, lovable putzes. Kunkel's hero is a slacker with a Philosophy degree (his last name of Wilmerding becomes the email handle 'Wilmerdingansich', get it?) la ...more
Jan 22, 2012 SivanNava rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
Masterful Mental Masterbation. But alas- premature sputtering?
Beatifully written, with artful insights that pop right off the page. With that said, I can't help but feel Kunkel could have used another couple of years to form the plot of this book. A shame really. Talent like this should be enlightened, not rushed.

Its namesake couldn't ring more true. Was the author struck with a mid-book panic that he must deliver a solution to his afflicting abulia? If all he could surmise up for a cure: "
Aug 26, 2009 Matt rated it did not like it  ·  review of another edition
This book is like one of those people who skate by in life thinking that they're more charming than they are, a belief the person holds so firmly that it can actually make others believe that he/she is charming. Or the mistaken belief itself is so mistaken and so firmly believed that the error is actually charming.

Except this book isn't charming. It makes a whole host of vapid assumptions about the world which it cheerfully expects you to assume as well. It pays very careful attention to its sit
Aug 02, 2007 Jeff rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
Recommends it for: people who are left handed
It started off a little slow, then it picked up, then it slowed down, then it picked way up, then it got near the end, then it got really boring, and oddly preachy for things I have no interest in, then it ended, and I was left with a little dissapointed... not unlike my last relationship. ZANG!
We all of us believe we're the odd balls of life, that we have the most impossible time coming to a decision in what to do with life, so in those respects I could totally relate to the main character. But
Jul 07, 2009 Amy rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
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Jan 10, 2011 Lindsay rated it it was ok  ·  review of another edition
This book just flew over my head. It's one of those books where the author uses more words than necessary to express what the character is thinking and saying. I consider it an 'intelligent' book, meaning it's complex. Now I understand why I usually stick to mystery novels, because the characters are usually pretty flakey and easy to follow. Not sure what that says about myself thought. Hmmm...
Anyway, this is supposed to be a story about Dwight who apparently has trouble making decisions so he s
Aug 14, 2007 Andrew rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
Recommends it for: yes
Fantastic coming of age novel that truly gets at the heart of the post coitus, post early twenty something experience of the semi-autonomous adult, French New Wave neophyte in America today. One criticism, the book could have been written in the 3rd person. The dialogue was unnecessarily and unconvincingly effete. The author is an essayist by trade and the novel reads that way at times to a fault. With an executioner style editor and a switching around of the narrator, I feel (though I could be ...more
Jun 30, 2008 Andy rated it it was ok  ·  review of another edition
In my attempt to start reading more current authors, I picked up this book after a breif encounter with the magazine n+1, which the author edits.

I remember that Kunkel was very very good at capturing certain feelings in my modern setting....that is to say he is not without talent.

The hard part about this book is that it shines so much in the beginning and towards the middle, but looses its luster towards the end. That is not to say that it "falls" apart, but it just warps into a totally differen
Well, at least I know my insomnia isn't caused by reading interesting books. By page 44, I was already thinking that the best decision was to abandon "Indecision". Problem is, I hate giving up on a book--or a horse, for that matter--but that's another subject which I'd seriously rather be talking about than this book. I also hate giving only one star. All in all, it was unsatisfying and predictable. I really could have cared less if the characters lived, died or were abducted by aliens.I had no ...more
Jan 24, 2008 matt rated it it was ok  ·  review of another edition
I really liked the first 2/3 of the book (segment rating rating: 4), but then felt pretty let down by what I felt to be an unconvincing ending (segment rating: 1.75). While the book remains funny and interesting enough to read throughout, the conclusion really fails to offer satisfactory answers to the intriguing questions it sets up and develops in the beginning. The problem may be more that it seems to think that it has. I'm not asking for Answers to Our State of Being Today, just some kind of ...more
Apr 15, 2012 Sylvia rated it did not like it  ·  review of another edition
A Ho-hum, coming of age book. I really need to exert more self-control as I travel through airports, and stop picking up "National Bestsellers" and Notable NYT Books. I found this book neither particularly smart or funny, as the NYT Book Review apparently claimed. A privileged male twenty-something, coming of age, finds himself in an Ecuadorian jungle, meets beautiful Belgian girl. His big discovery, "because it seems to me that we (privileged youth), in this room, for reasons of cruel and unusu ...more
Boy Chris
Mar 21, 2007 Boy Chris rated it did not like it  ·  review of another edition
Flimsy and vapid, Indecision dropped the ball at every given opportunity. Kunkel failed to produce a single character worthy of study, glossed over his oversimplified social and political dilemmas, and splattered all of it throughout a plot that was laughable at best. The worst part of it all is that he possesses no small talent for turning a phrase and came up with the basis for an interesting and thought provoking novel. Ultimately though, those few clever sound bites and intriguing ideas were ...more
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Benjamin Kunkel is an American novelist. Kunkel grew up in Eagle, Colorado, and was educated at St. Paul's School in Concord, New Hampshire; Kunkel studied at Deep Springs College in California, graduated with a BA from Harvard University, and received his MFA in Creative Writing at Columbia University.

He co-founded and is a co-editor of the journal n+1. His novel, Indecision, was published in 200
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