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Lost in the Meritocracy: The Undereducation of an Overachiever

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From elementary school on, Walter Kirn knew how to stay at the top of his class: He clapped erasers, memorized answer keys, and parroted his teachers’ pet theories. But when he launched himself eastward to an Ivy League university, Kirn discovered that the temple of hig
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Published May 19th 2009 by Anchor (first published 2008)
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Jul 20, 2009 Steven rated it liked it  ·  review of another edition
Recommends it for: someone who is interested in the field of education AND wants something quick, easy, and fun to read
I first heard of this book when I saw it referenced tangentially in a recent Jonathan Alter column. I expected it to be a relatively serious (i.e. “scholarly”) work of non-fiction, but it turned out to be a breezy light-hearted memoir from a 40-something novelist about his trip through the American education system and how he worked his way up the ladder of standardized tests, extracurricular activities, and class rankings.

From rural Minnesota where his father moved the family when he was a sma
Douglas Wilson
Dec 04, 2016 Douglas Wilson rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
Superb. It is common for reviewers to say that this chapter or that was worth the price of some book or other, but this book, full of brutal honesty about academic posturing, has multiple metaphors that were worth the price of the book. Man, can Walter Kirn write.
Eh. On a personal level, I did enjoy this intellectual autobiography, but for purely situational reasons, since I'm currently constantly musing about education and class and what it means to be well educated and all that stuff.

And again, personally, I was by turns bemused and annoyed by Kirn... or maybe Kirn's TONE, his STYLE, not Kirn himself, I should say. I am a rabid fan of Donna Tartt's The Secret History, and I think anyone who enjoyed that book as a story of aspiration might enjoy Kirn's
Mar 17, 2015 Mark rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
I have not read any of Walter Kirn's novels, including the one made into a Clooney movie (Up In The Air), but this rather bleak memoir might persuade me to do so because of how well-written it is.

Growing up in a small town in the Midwest with an eccentric father and self-educated mother, Walter Kirn was always one of the bright boys in his small school district. More importantly, he learned early on that education was about one thing: being applauded, winning prizes, and doing what you needed to
Jul 20, 2009 Chuck rated it it was ok  ·  review of another edition
Was it back the 1960s when you could get into a prestigious university with a so-so high school record and high SAT scores, and then bluff, drug, and sex your way successfully through the next four years and into a British postgraduate fellowship by relying on raw intelligence coupled with the ability to parrot back to professors just what they want to hear? Well, not exactly, since universities in the '60s still gave out a lot of Cs for average work. Fast-forward to the 1980s, however, and the ...more
Mar 29, 2010 David rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
Interesting theme of his "aptitude" for standardized test-taking propelling him up a ladder of competition at the expense of any questioning/reflection about where the ladder was leading and whether it was somewhere he wanted to go.

Much of the focus is on his time as an English major and theater/arts-scene hanger-on at Princeton.

Some of the enjoyment I got from the book was a matter of shared experience ("hey, my grade school had those 'SRA' color-coded cards too, and the competitive kids woul
Apr 01, 2010 Lia rated it it was ok  ·  review of another edition
Kirn taught at UChicago for a quarter, so I was interested to read his latest book about his underwhelming education (or non-education) both before and at Princeton. Unfortunately, Kirn's writing is also underwhelming. While some of his reflections about education are interesting, and dead-on (Kirn observes that all he had to do to get an A in an English class at college was to insert words he and most people didn't understand), in the end, his writing suffers from the same problems he suffered ...more
Jun 14, 2009 Christiane rated it did not like it  ·  review of another edition
Perhaps if I were to read the second half of this book, I might glean some insights from the story, but it just made me too mad to finish. I can't quite figure out why it makes me angry, but it does. The passage about having a three-way with two beautiful girls in high school made it seem like the experience was his just reward for graduating high school in his junior year and going to college a year early. Oh, and the SATs? A piece of fucking cake. It's easy to get into Princeton--just win a co ...more
Austin Storm
Mar 05, 2017 Austin Storm rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
I did not expect a turn toward addiction memoir leading up to a nervous breakdown. I loved the ending, contra firehose of knowledge or academic gamesmanship. Really enjoyable.
Jun 01, 2009 Mike rated it liked it  ·  review of another edition
Recommends it for: Anyone
Although I’ve never read an article or book by the author previously, I know why "Lost in the Meritocracy" is in my TBR list. Someone whose taste in and judgment of literature I respect added it and after glancing at the synopsis I did, also.

It is clear that Walter Kirn is an excellent writer. He is articulate, literate, and can form a decent narrative. Although I understand that many people read and analyze this book to seek deeper insight into the American Education System, American Class Boun
I borrowed this for some light reading on a plane from a fellow Goodreader. This is probably more of a 3.5 star review. I would say I liked this piece and recommend it.

This is one of those cover designs/titles that, I thought, suggested a much different kind of book within than what I encountered. This is a memoir, and although it is concerned intimately with the highest echelons of education in this country, it is much less about meritocracy than the title would have you believe. Even so, the f
John Haskell
Sep 26, 2014 John Haskell rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
Kirn on his efforts to get a Presidential Certificate of Fitness in PhyEd class:
"I'd already disappointed the President in two less-strenuous events - chin-ups and the standing broad jump- and another defeat, I feared, would crush me utterly and show me up as a poor citizen. It would prove that I wasn't just weak, but flawed, defective, and likely to prove a burden on my country should it ever be put to some great test such as resisting a foreign invasion."

An exchange student at his high school:
Oct 11, 2009 Kjes rated it it was ok  ·  review of another edition
This is one arrogant, conceited person. After a couple hundred pages portraying how intellectually superior he is (albeit misguided), he makes his point, concretely, on the last page. A good point, and I know he was making the point all along, but what a drag getting there.

One paragraph does stand out on page 23: "My psychiatrist, who'd encouraged these reminiscences and patiently listened ot them for several sessions, fanning my hopes for a conclusive insight into my conflicted character, ended
Apr 16, 2012 Matt rated it liked it  ·  review of another edition
Three stars is probably a bit generous, but I enjoyed the very end of the memoir, where Kirn gives his final verdict on the Princeton experience, so the book gets a half-star bonus.

Outside of the last few chapters, this read like a veiled attempt for Kirn to brag about all the women he slept with and all the drugs he did when he was younger. There was nothing resembling a narrative thread, and there wasn't really any rhyme or reason for what anecdotes were included, except that he seemed to inc
Heidi Thorsen
I thought the book would be an indictment of the system, but instead it seems to me an indictment of the author. I found it to be an engaging memoir, and a quick read. But it's not so much a coming-of-age tale as a description of how the author did NOT come of age and find himself, although his self-discovery is alluded to at the end of the book (it presumably takes place at a future point in his life not covered by this book).

Because the character (the author) doesn't really evolve much during
Aug 01, 2009 Hollie rated it liked it  ·  review of another edition
Walter Kirn's memoir -- a must read for anyone who ever harbored aspirations of Ivy League grandeur that didn't materialize. Recently he gave a reading from this book at Tin House ending with the appeal, "Don't go to Princeton!" He was a Minnesota misfit who, via outstanding SAT scores found himself desperately seeking to find himself among crowds he defines in his book as "Those Who'd Been on Sailboats" (rich snobs), "Those Who Strove to Serve Mankind" (government-bound), "Those Who Never Raise ...more
May 23, 2009 Annie rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
i identified with this A LOT. kirn's social isolation and class misplacement at princeton was bizarrely parallel to my own at the horrid prep school where i spent my sophomore year of high school, a mile away from princeton. so therapeutic. then, being entirely unprepared academically... jumping from fudging his way through AP in high school without really reading anything to loads of theory without text in college=me. funny and sad. the book also spoke to teacher-me. kirn recalls his middle and ...more
Jun 14, 2009 Nicole rated it did not like it  ·  review of another edition
Recommended to Nicole by: The Week
I couldn't figure out what this book was supposed to be about, or how the structure of the book was (ostensibly) to work for the reader. Vignettes? Short stories? There was no cohesion, so that was irritating. Then the "memoir" itself was trash: Drug use at Princeton. Sex at Princeton. Vandalism at Princeton. Look how smart I am at Princeton. Cracking up at Princeton. All done in such an arrogant way that Kirn is impossible (at least for me) to like. I just didn't care about him or his story. No ...more
Jake Mcatee
Sep 27, 2016 Jake Mcatee rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
I really love Walter Kirn. This is a series of stories that serve to run a reductio on America's merit-based education system. You produce what you put in, and Kirn winsomely illustrates through his own life how this system falls short. His introduction into true education rhymed with my own personal experience which was a cherry on top. Eager to dive into more of his stuff soon.
Deb (Readerbuzz) Nance
He worked the system. Better, he knew how to work the system.

He was not particularly well educated. He faked it. He scammed his teachers. He took the right classes. He aced the SAT.

I’m not sure I really wanted to know this. Is he typical? I know I don’t want to know the answer to that.
Jun 23, 2013 Bob rated it liked it  ·  review of another edition
13 - Back then I knew where I was going, and that to get there I'd have to keep my head clear. But now I'm here, I've arrived, I've topped the hill, and my head doesn't function the way it used to. All thanks to an education and a test that measured and rewarded...what, exactly? Nothing important, I've discovered. Nothing sustaining. Just "aptitude."

That's why we're all here: we all showed aptitude. Aptitude for showing aptitude, mainly. That's what they wanted, so that's what we delivered. A ta
Kris Munson
What did I think of this book ... What did I think of this book ... hmmmm....

I saw Walter Kirn on a talk show, and found him .... interesting. Seemed uncomfortable in his own skin, but also had some intelligent things to say every once in a while. I didn't understand him quite. Thought maybe he could write a good book or two. Thought I'd give him a try.

"Lost in the Meritocracy" is an interesting read ... most of the time. The man has definitely had a varied and unusual life. Some of his life I'm
May 13, 2017 Tucker rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
Shelves: finished
Very funny overall, but unsettling in its attitudes about sex.

Arriving at college, Kirn finds himself unable to break into certain social privilege enjoyed by those students born into the wealthy elite. He imagines that the idea of meritocracy aims to flatten that caste system but that it fails to live up to its ideal: "A pure meritocracy, we'd discovered, can only promote; it can't legitimize. It can confer success but can't grant knighthood." (p. 171)

He says: “My fraudulence, I was coming to u
Jan 06, 2017 Michelle rated it it was ok  ·  review of another edition
Meh. The title implies some sort of broad criticism, but it's really a memoir about his breakdown at princeton. The code-switching aspect is thought-provoking, but overall the story was not super interesting to me
Nate Walker
Really well written, and very funny at times. Just wish there were a few more moments of reflection on the implications of his story. The closing pages did this a bit, but felt like I wanted more.
Micah Neely
Mar 09, 2017 Micah Neely rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
Thought about 4 stars because I have a problem giving 5 to a theme that doesn't strike me as timeless, but I think 5 is fair by the "will I gladly re-read?" test.

Kirn explores the nihilism of a specific slice of the meritocracy-- the sloshing, dirty puddle of wit that is the ephemerally imposing fickle bully club called the humanities. (Can you tell that I abandoned it myself once?)

It's like a droll St. Augustine who hasn't quite stopped chuckling about his youth-hood pranks.
Jul 03, 2012 Daniel rated it liked it  ·  review of another edition
Shelves: 2011, culture
Walter Kirn grew up in a small town in northern Minnesota and hated it. The book begins with him and his Junior classmates in a van on a Saturday morning, all of them travelling to a larger city where the SAT is administered. Kirn scored high, because demonstrating aptitude is a thing for which he has always had aptitude. Aptitude for aptitude’s sake. A man about nothing? This is essentially his conclusion, namely that merit does not guarantee substance and achievement is not the soul’s smithy.

Douglas Singer
Jan 05, 2017 Douglas Singer rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
An autobiography packaged as commentary on college campus decadence and misguided education, Kirn's writing style is extremely fast-paced and engaging. This book could be studied as an example of how to write well, if nothing else.
Jan 12, 2010 Gretchen rated it it was ok  ·  review of another edition
The framing chapters don't match the middle of this book. Kirn presents this as an examination of the flaws in an American meritocratic system that unduly rewards strivers over real thinkers, student who excel at multiple-choice tests and figuring out what teachers want, yet who never really learn to pursue in-depth learning for the love of it. With some such critiques of the system myself, I was ready to read the book and learn more. Kirn paints himself as such a striver, always figuring out th ...more
Jun 05, 2009 matt rated it it was ok  ·  review of another edition
Proving once again the power of the Colbert bump (though I’m not sure it counts if an item is taken out from a library), I was intrigued by Kirn’s appearance/dismissal of the university system. Riding the same wave of (faux) populist outrage that has swept the country, nothing seems more topical and appropriate than a backlash against the hallowed halls of academia, particularly those stuffed shirts over at the Ivys You’ll get what’s coming to you, nerds!
This tacked with all of the attention th
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Walter Kirn is a regular reviewer for The New York Times Book Review, and his work appears in The Atlantic, The New York Times Magazine, Vogue, Time, New York, GQ and Esquire. He is the author of six previous works of fiction: My Hard Bargain: Stories, She Needed Me, Thumbsucker, Up in the Air, Mission to America and The Unbinding. Kirn is a graduate of Princeton University and attended Oxford on ...more
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