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Tweak: Growing Up On Methamphetamines
by
Nic Sheff
Nic Sheff was drunk for the first time at age eleven. In the years that followed, he would regularly smoke pot, do cocaine and Ecstasy, and develop addictions to crystal meth and heroin. Even so, he felt like he would always be able to quit and put his life together whenever he needed to. It took a violent relapse one summer in California to convince him otherwise. In a vo...more
Hardcover, 336 pages
Published
February 19th 2008
by Atheneum Books for Young Readers
(first published January 1st 2007)
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Opening Line: "I'd heard rumors about what happened to Lauren, I mean, I never even knew her that well but we'd sort of hung out a few times in high school"
There's been a lot of buzz around Nic Sheff's bestselling memoir TWEAK and for good reason, its un-put-downable. This candid, gritty and detailed struggle with addiction is an amazing story but what entranced me most here wasn't Nic's decent into methamphetamine hell or his subsequent struggles to remain sober and find some kind of peace with...more
There's been a lot of buzz around Nic Sheff's bestselling memoir TWEAK and for good reason, its un-put-downable. This candid, gritty and detailed struggle with addiction is an amazing story but what entranced me most here wasn't Nic's decent into methamphetamine hell or his subsequent struggles to remain sober and find some kind of peace with...more
Jul 11, 2008
Jenn Dawn
rated it
4 of 5 stars
Recommends it for:
Readers of Beautiful Boy
Shelves:
non-fiction
I heard about Tweak/Beautiful Boy through the provocative NY Times book review a few months ago. The idea of having such a harrowing story told from two opposite perspectives really piqued my interest.
Tweak is nothing if not engaging. That being said, I find the writing to be sub-par, at best. After listening to a Nic Sheff podcast, I learned that Nic writes exactly how he speaks. Filled with "like, you know"'s, I found myself frequently wondering if this was the caliber of work that landed him...more
Tweak is nothing if not engaging. That being said, I find the writing to be sub-par, at best. After listening to a Nic Sheff podcast, I learned that Nic writes exactly how he speaks. Filled with "like, you know"'s, I found myself frequently wondering if this was the caliber of work that landed him...more
I tried reading this book after reading Beautiful Boy and I couldn't get through it. This guy's writing was published in Newsweek? Once you get beyond the extremely graphic quality of it, I thought it was terrible. He touts himself as an accomplished writer for his age, yet he uses "amazing" to describe things at least 3 times in the first 50 pages. Come on.
However, it was interesting to read the opposite side of this story after reading Beautiful Boy. Nick is more honest than his father about t...more
However, it was interesting to read the opposite side of this story after reading Beautiful Boy. Nick is more honest than his father about t...more
Reviewed by coollibrarianchick for TeensReadToo.com
Methamphetamine use, commonly known on the street as crystal, tweak, the New Prozac, and crank, has become a growing problem in the U.S. in the last several years. From what I have read, there is no worse drug addiction than crystal meth. It not only affects the person using but the personal relationships they have, as well. It is not just my humble opinion when I tell you that these drugs have the power to kill or cause great harm. A great exam...more
Methamphetamine use, commonly known on the street as crystal, tweak, the New Prozac, and crank, has become a growing problem in the U.S. in the last several years. From what I have read, there is no worse drug addiction than crystal meth. It not only affects the person using but the personal relationships they have, as well. It is not just my humble opinion when I tell you that these drugs have the power to kill or cause great harm. A great exam...more
Apr 14, 2008
Jeremy
rated it
4 of 5 stars
Recommends it for:
All
Recommended to Jeremy by:
Dennis Miller
Shelves:
people-biography
This is the memoir by Nic Sheff that accompanies his father, David's, memoir. The book is an extremely honest look at addiction written by an addict, Nic Sheff.
This book is heavy emotionally. Everything from details on cooking meth to abcsessed arms the size of baseballs are included. Along the way Nic prostitutes himself, steals from strangers, and in a heart-breaking scene, takes $5 from his little brother's piggy bank.
Nic holds nothing back, and what is left on the page is something that is c...more
This book is heavy emotionally. Everything from details on cooking meth to abcsessed arms the size of baseballs are included. Along the way Nic prostitutes himself, steals from strangers, and in a heart-breaking scene, takes $5 from his little brother's piggy bank.
Nic holds nothing back, and what is left on the page is something that is c...more
I'm not sure what to make of this book. It felt like at times it was trying too hard (to sound cool, to be edgy, to be desparate), and at times it was not trying hard enough (Sheff alludes to his "troubled past" that is supposed to be even more messed up than his present relapses, yet never gives any real details to back it up). Ultimately, the book ends up reading like a cliche that we've read and seen and heard too many times to make it fresh anymore. And although the book is "true," there are...more
I'm currently reading this book and I'm not sure I'm going to finish it. I have a hard time feeling any sensitivity toward the author who is a basic train wreck. It's so incredibly obvious (after reading Beautiful Boy) that his many problems start out with his parent's divorce, his dad having an affair and his mother abandoning him to move far away. How hard could it be to figure out the kid was going to end up on drugs? I think there has to be a point when someone has to take responsibility for...more
I wish to God that Goodreads had a category or designation for THE WORST BOOK I HAVE EVER READ, because this would definitely be in it. The schtick is a pretty good one - the drug addicted son writing his version and his father writing his own version, but the execution is just awful. The kid, Nic, is just one more selfish, entitled kid (who brand-name and name drops excessively) who goes down a wrong path and has a family to keep picking up the pieces for him, giving him chance after chance. It...more
I truly enjoyed this book. I just finished it and I am excited to write this review. I had just finished Beautiful Boy, which is written by this author's father regarding and is about his son's (the author of Tweak, Nic's) battle with drug addiction prior to picking up Tweak. Both books were compelling and it was amazing to read about the same story from the son's perspective after reading about the experience from his father's perspective - a rare experience. Having read his father's book first...more
Being that there is drug addiction in my immediate family, my mom has been researching. She's bought videos, watched tv broadcastings, attended NAR-ANON meetings, spoken with drug&alcohol rehabilitation centers...you name it. Coincidentally two books came out recently: one based on a father's telling of dealing with his son's crystal meth addiction and the other one the son tells his story. TWEAK is the son's book and I've begun reading this one first. Within the first 20 pages it becomes ob...more
Jul 09, 2008
Deb
rated it
2 of 5 stars
Recommends it for:
parents of teens and teens who think they are too cool to listen to warnings about drugs
Here is the story of David Sheff's Beautiful Boy from the son’s perspective. He is not the writer that his father is, but hearing his voice, so clearly the voice of a damaged soul, and also possibly a narcissist, fills out the picture. In its own way, this book was hard to put down, despite its shortcomings. (Poor editing?) I gained a great deal of insight into the devastation of addiction. And I find that helpful in many ways. Despite all the damage he wrought and his desperate struggles to go...more
I definitely prefer the father's book over the son's, not to say that the son's memoir isn't powerful, it just isn't enjoyable to read. First, it clearly reveals the seedy, dangerous and horrific underbelly of drug abuse and addiction in American cities.
It's hard to say if it is by design, but you begin the book expecting to feel sympathy for Nic and his drug addiction, but as you ride the roller coaster of addiction, sobriety, and relaspe with him, you begin to feel the frustration that his par...more
It's hard to say if it is by design, but you begin the book expecting to feel sympathy for Nic and his drug addiction, but as you ride the roller coaster of addiction, sobriety, and relaspe with him, you begin to feel the frustration that his par...more
Apr 25, 2009
Moira Russell
rated it
2 of 5 stars
·
review of another edition
Shelves:
2009-50-new-books-challenge
The Twit-like update box is not enough to contain my ennui and annoyance at this point(p 259). OH MY GOD. You can just tell when Zelda enters his life again everything is about to totally fall apart, and lo, it does. Story of an addict's life. But, just as the writing about drugs is sort of totally emotionless, this has a real I-was-at-a-movie-and-it-went-like-this quality now -- it's told _about,_ but the people are really hard to get a handle on, or even to see, and therefore to care about. Th...more
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I don't like Nic Sheff. But he is okay with me not liking him. In fact, throughout this entire memoir, I believe he is pracitally daring me to hate his superficial, self-absorbed, rentable ass. Showing us all his past faults is part of the theraputic nature of memoir writing, I guess, and I don't actually resent him for that. God knows he's entitled to his therapy. And actually... I don't think I resent him all that much. He knows his problems. He's very intelligent, and able to look at himself...more
I read this book very quickly. I read the father's book, "A Beautiful Boy" first. Both give insight into the devestating world of addiction. I felt a lot of emotions reading both books and was very tearful at times with the dad's book because I think I could relate to him. As a parent you just want you children to be happy and whole and to watch him 'lose' his son to drug addiction is heart-breaking. I won't go into my own personal experiences with those I love and their addictions but let's jus...more
Tweak is a tale of addiction describing the experiences of Nic Sheff, who was for many years addicted to various drugs (meth and heroin to begin with, later coke and various prescription medications). This book was actually written in response to a book by David Sheff called Beautiful Boy, about the experience of dealing with his son's addiction(s) and their consequences for his family.
The first third of Tweak is a demonstration of the kind of depraved lifestyle Nic's addiction leads to—a study...more
The first third of Tweak is a demonstration of the kind of depraved lifestyle Nic's addiction leads to—a study...more
For some reaon, I love books about addiction. I think that if I were still pursuing a career in social work that that's where I would be.
Meth is something that is so prevalent in our society, but a drug that I know very little about. This book taught me a lot about how it feels to take Meth and how it has become so common among kids and other users. Having read Beautiful Boy first, I sort of knew the outcome of Nic's story so the element of surprise was gone but it did not in any way take away f...more
Meth is something that is so prevalent in our society, but a drug that I know very little about. This book taught me a lot about how it feels to take Meth and how it has become so common among kids and other users. Having read Beautiful Boy first, I sort of knew the outcome of Nic's story so the element of surprise was gone but it did not in any way take away f...more
Jul 26, 2008
Heather
rated it
4 of 5 stars
Recommends it for:
Anyone
Recommended to Heather by:
Danny & Justin
This book gives us an honest and transparent account of life as an addict. It's hard to imagine what an average day is like for a drug addict, but this book illustrates that for us, including some of the worst days as well. The insight provided on the thoughts in an addict's mind, and how an addict views life and circumstances, is enlightening and intriguing. I believe it will evoke many different emotions for each different reader, as it's a very 'personal' book to read. After 'hearing' what wa...more
Apr 22, 2008
Melissa Scholling
rated it
5 of 5 stars
Recommends it for:
anyone who doesn't mind a good cry :)
Recommended to Melissa by:
a friend
So this book is written by the son from the book "Beautiful Boy". Some people who know me and know that I have read both of these books now think I might be torturing myself... However I found this book to be helpful in understanding why people make mistakes. I'll admit it was extremely emotional for me, a roller coaster really, complete with tears, breathlessness, and fright! It's amazing to see how drugs can change a person, how their lives can be overtaken in such a powerful way. It's scary t...more
I read "Beautiful Boy" first and was so moved by the father's story that when I found out the son had written his version of the events, I couldn't wait to read it. Nic has a totally different style of writing, which is in keeping with his age. It is rare that you get to read two memoirs about the same events told from different perspectives. This book is not for the faint of heart. It is graphic and dark, but painfully honest. I am haunted by Nic's story.
I read some of the other reviews and I...more
I read some of the other reviews and I...more
Incredible story from the view of the addict, at times this was very difficult to read.....I hope this young man can stay clean.....Read this first & then I read the father's book , Beautiful Boy.
Not sure what makes one person become an addict & another a casual user & someone else have no interest at all. While I read this I got a feeling that there was a lot of impulsiveness from Nic & from his dad. There seemed to be no or very little boundaries with Nic when he was young &...more
Not sure what makes one person become an addict & another a casual user & someone else have no interest at all. While I read this I got a feeling that there was a lot of impulsiveness from Nic & from his dad. There seemed to be no or very little boundaries with Nic when he was young &...more
I actually picked up this book after reading a review of "Beautiful Boy," written by this author's father. Both are about this young man's methamphetamine addiction. I wanted to read them because meth is huge here, and a big part of so many of the crimes we cover. There are a lot of nitpicky things that bugged me - this kid had a pretty pampered life, and blames a lot of problems on his parents. He brags that his dad took him to parties and he hung out with adults, then said that robbed him of a...more
In my neverending pursuit to read other random things and never get through Hunger Games (it's good but depressing!) so I can give it back to Elissa, I read this.
I love to read about methheads. I don't find it depressing, which probably means I am a bad person. When I worked for Medicaid in upstate NY they made us take a class about meth because it is a big problem there. And I am just really into teeth, so I got really into learning about meth-teeth. My interest was peaked and now anything abou...more
I love to read about methheads. I don't find it depressing, which probably means I am a bad person. When I worked for Medicaid in upstate NY they made us take a class about meth because it is a big problem there. And I am just really into teeth, so I got really into learning about meth-teeth. My interest was peaked and now anything abou...more
Overall, it was just an..."eh, so what" feeling about the book. I wasn't incredibly impressed with Nic or his writing. While it was very difficult to read and he bared a lot, he mostly came off as whiny and self-absorbed. It could be that we are dulled by movies and the plethora of personal grief stories about the impact of drugs and how they suck the soul from people. Specifically: Spun, Trainspotting, Go Ask Alice, Girl Interrupted and even A Million Little Pieces, although it was fake.
I am l...more
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Reading Nic Sheff's tale of addiction and recovery really gave me an insight into an addict's mind. It was fascinating to see how much of daily life was focused on getting high. If he wasn't t actively getting high, the rest of his time was spent planning how to get high. Sort of shows you how most people cannot be "functional" addicts -- if they were physically able to put the same amount of effort into work, hobbies or any other interests, they'd be the most productive people on earth!!
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Honestly after reading Beautiful Boy this book was a let down. I felt our writer was one of the most selfish, self-inflated narrative voices I have read in a long time. By the end of the book I hated the kid--and found that he glamorized and legitimized his meth addiction. I am curious if this book was only published thanks to Nic's father's connections. A cliched story of an addict who really is too concerned with his California land of plastic existence. Barf. I am sure the movie starring so g...more
I love the way that Nic Sheff portrays himself in the most unflattering way possible. And that you can (somehow) continue to root for him. I'd like to read Beautiful Boy now because I had NO sympathy for David Sheff by the time I got to the end of the book.
Maybe it's because I know too many people who are like Nic, it was so accurate at times I was picturing my friend. (who luckily got out of it too)
The book does get a little long and repetitive at times, but the end is so satisfying, and I thin...more
Maybe it's because I know too many people who are like Nic, it was so accurate at times I was picturing my friend. (who luckily got out of it too)
The book does get a little long and repetitive at times, but the end is so satisfying, and I thin...more
Mar 17, 2009
Cheyenne
rated it
4 of 5 stars
Recommends it for:
everyone.
Recommended to Cheyenne by:
a friend.
I don't mean to put down other people's opinions but you all are being incredibly harsh. This is Nic's true story, of growing up on Meth, and unless you have also overcome such a drug, it's not your place to call him a horrible, pathetic person. And to say that throughout some of the book, he's putting the blame on other people is wrong and you've obviously misunderstood. He looked up to his father a great deal. I remember him writing about how him and his father used to go on walks together and...more
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Due to his parents' divorce, at age 4, Sheff spent much of his childhood bouncing back and forth between the San Francisco Bay Area and Los Angeles. He began using alcohol and drugs early on, even before his teen years. By high school he was a regular user of ecstasy and cocaine. Living on the street much of the time, Sheff became involved in various destructive behaviors such as selling drugs and...more
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“And though I have done many shameful things, I am not ashamed of who I am. I am not ashamed of who I am because I know who I am. I have tried to rip myself open and expose everything inside - accepting my weaknesses and strengths - not trying to be anyone else. 'Cause that never works, does it?
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