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Confessions of a Mask

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Confessions of a Mask is the story of an adolescent who must learn to live with the painful fact that he is unlike other young men. Mishima's protagonist discovers that he is becoming a homosexual in polite, post-war Japan. To survive, he must live behind a mask of propriety.

Christopher Isherwood comments—"One might say, 'Here is a Japanese Gide,'....But no, Mishima is him
Paperback, 224 pages
Published October 27th 1998 by Peter Owen (first published 1949)
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Jul 22, 2016 William1 rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
Shelves: japan, translation, 20-ce
Second reading. A portrait of the artist as a solipsistic young queen. The model is clearly Marcel Proust's À la recherche du temps perdu, with a bit of André Gide thrown in too. I'm afraid the narrator has also read far too much Freud. It's a wonder then he didn't know something more about the concept of projection. For the early memories "recounted" here, those of a child three or four years old, are clearly imbued with the erotic sensibility of an experienced adult. This aspect of the novel ...more
Nov 04, 2016 Praj rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
Shelves: にほん, kimitake

“What we call evil is the instability inherent in all mankind which drives man outside and beyond himself toward an unfathomable something, exactly as though nature had bequeathed to our souls an ineradicable portion of instability from her store of ancient chaos.”- Stephan Zweig.

The air grew heavier as the blood soared; the sensuality insect crawled with an unprecedented ardor blinding the intoxication that arose from a monstrous swell. The naked flesh bled to the wraith of arrows and while tra
Dec 26, 2013 B0nnie rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition

A book can be a doorway into another human heart - that is the power of reading. The price of entry however is sometimes high - what we find can be so disturbing that we question if we really want to go there, even for a visit.

Confessions of a Mask takes us to some dark places.

We all have masks, of course. Living without any form of protection would be living with an open skin. But our masks are usually light, easily taken off or exchanged as need be.

This mask is made of stone.

The title see
Oct 31, 2014 Nicole~ rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
Shelves: japanese-lit, mishima

Confessions of a Mask (1949) rocketed Yukio Mishima to the literary prominence he so desperately sought as a struggling modern writer. The novel explores the obsessions of a young man suffering inwardly with erotic fantasies of men, beauty and violence. He strains to conform to a heterosexual life while secretly idolizing depictions of St. Sebastian, martyred, with his hands bound and his naked torso pierced by arrows, or becoming aroused by the sight of the muscular nightsoil man walking throug
Dec 26, 2013 Rowena rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
Recommended to Rowena by: Aki
What a great book! Mishima did a great job of depicting the story of a Japanese adolescent in Japanese society realizing that he is gay and thus having to wear a mask to hide his true self. There is so much mental confusion going through the protagonist's head, a great psychological account not only of teen angst but also of realizing you're different in a society that doesn't understand you. I've read quite a bit on Yukio Mishima and he seems to have been an interesting,intelligent and complex ...more
Dec 26, 2013 Mariel rated it liked it
Recommends it for: sweet and tender hooligans
Recommended to Mariel by: oh you pretty things
The publisher's page quotes a passage from Dostoevski's The Brothers Karamazov:
"Beauty is a terrible and awful thing! It is terrible because it never has and never can be fathomed, for God sets us nothing but riddles. Within beauty both shores meet and all contradictions exist side by side. I'm not a cultivated man, brother, but I've thought a lot about this. Truly there are mysteries without end! Too many riddles weigh man down on earth. We guess them as we can, and come out of the water dry.
بثينة العيسى
.. لم يخطر ببالي بأن ميشيما يمكن أن يكون مثلياً.

أقول ذلك لأنني كنتُ قد قرأت الرواية الثالثة من رباعية بحر الخصب " معبد الفجر " قبل أن أقرأ " اعترافات قناع"، سيرته التي امتدت منذ فترة الحرب وحتى العشرينات من عمره، والتي تتمسرح أثناء فترة الحرب العالمية الثانية التي خاضتها اليابان.

وفي معبد الفجر، كانت الطريقة التي عالج فيها جسد المرأة، مفعمة بالحسية لدرجة أن المرء لا يمكن أن يخطر له بأن هذا الكاتب .. مثليّ، وهذه نقطة لصالح ميشيما الروائي، القادر أبدا على الانسلاخ عن حقيقته والتخلق داخل أبطاله.

Dec 07, 2013 Imogen rated it it was amazing
It's interesting how much of Mishima's experience being a queermo in the first half of the twentieth century resonates with my experience of being a queermo like eighty years later: the unintentional denial, the mopeyness, the obsession, the self-consciousness, y'know. He put a bunch of stuff into words that I'd never even thought about *trying* to put into words. So yeah, that blew my mind.

Still, it's all mannered and slow and reflective and all the un-viscerally-exciting things you'd (well, I'
Until then I had mistakenly thought I was only poetically attracted to such things, thus confusing the nature of my sensual desires with a system of [a]esthetics.
I can't imagine someone who's not queer understanding everything that's going on in this book, and that's not me espousing the "everyone's actually a little bit gay" bullshit. Either you've actively wrestled with a component of your sexual/gendered/etc identity that has been/is/will be a some point in history a sign of the outcast, or
I read Confessions of a Mask simultaneously with Mishima: A Biography. Reading the two books dually allowed me to have a deeper insight into Mishima's life.

Confessions of a Mask is Mishima's personal account of his discovering of his homosexuality, his desire to fit in the conventional society, and of his grief over the fact that being part of the normal society is unattainable for him.

The book poignantly describes in detail his attraction to other men, in particular the philistine types, unlike
Jan 20, 2013 jana rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
Shelves: read_2012
يعجبني الأدب الياباني, وجدت فيه ضّالة ذاتيّة. قويّ جدًا, يستند على تقاليد عريقة. كما أن الأفكار الغربية بحداثتها أثرت فيه بشكل إيجابي. حتّى الكلاسيكية الصينية القديمة أسهمت في ذلك. من هايكو ورنغا في الشعر إلى شوساكو إندو, وموراساكي شيكيو, موراكامي, هيداكي سينا, آبي أكيرا... والكثيرون غيرهم إلى كاتب القناع: يوكيو ميشيما. روائي وشاعر, كاتب مسرحي ومخرج أفلام.. قدير جدًا. قدّم مجموعة من الأعمال ممزوجة بكل القيم الجمالية والتقليدية. بعض أعماله إذا ماكانت جميعها تقريبًا حطّمت أكثر الحواجز الثقافية في ...more
mai ahmd
Mar 09, 2012 mai ahmd rated it it was amazing
كان هذا الكتاب هو بوابة الدخول إلى عالم هذا الكاتب الجميل ميشيما وبعدها حرصت كل الحرص على أن اشتري كل ما ترجم له للعربية قرأت هذا الكتاب بدهشة كبيرة رافقتني حتى النهاية في الكتاب سيرة الكاتب في الفترة التي سبقت الحرب العالمية الثانية ثم فترة الحرب، وأخيرا الهزيمة التي لحقت باليابان طفولته والأمور الغريبة التي رافقتها نتيجة لأفكاره الشاذة وكيف عاش حياة معقدة و متشابكة و كان مليئا بالتناقضات يعشق استعراض أفكاره الغريبة ويشعر بالسرور والرضى ولربما من يقرأ قصة انتحاره يرى كيف جاءت بالطريقة التي تعبر ...more
Mar 16, 2016 Cody rated it liked it  ·  review of another edition
Shelves: japan
What we have here is a classic Japanese ‘I’ novel that has been taken as autobiography and gospel by Mishima fetishists. As with Vollmann, it seems like readers want to hang their heroic (or anti-heroic) baggage around the author’s neck and praise or damn him for the actions of his characters. Big mistake. As with WTV, we must assume that Mishima’s Mask begins from a place of truth and fictionalizes from there. As the facts of his clandestine actions rolled off his hunky shoulders along with his ...more
ليلى المطوع
قراءة ثانية بعد أربع سنوات
ربما يستغرب البعض من الاعترافات التي صرح بها الكاتب، عن طفولته، خياله، شذوذه، ولكن لو كلاً منا صارح نفسه بالافكار التي تراوده، لاعتبر أن هذه الافكار طبيعية جدا.

اعجبتني قدرة الكاتب على فهم ذاته وصراعه الداخلي، ومحاولته البحث عن اجابة

يوكيو ميشيما كانت لديه أفكار متعقلة بالموت منذ طفولته، كان به هوس نحو الابطال الذين تتمزق أجسادهم، بعد سنوات من الصراع الداخلي، والرغبة في البطولة ومحاولة الانقلاب وتشجيع الحروب والانتحار على طريقة "الهراكيرى"، هذه الافكار لاقت
this novel is unusual ,shocking ,very strange....
i feel sympathy for this tragic protagonist Kochan and all his mixed feelings and struggle against himself,and his own emotions being torned between his desire to be straight and his true feelings...his

fascinations and fantasies of death ,his self confidence that seems nearly in existent because of his naturally weak body ....

his Questionable love to Sonoko ,he being

Jealous from her that she could have such pure and true love that he simply cant
ياسمين ثابت

ارتدى الكاتب قناع شخصية في رواية وتحدث عن مكونات اعمق تربة في نفسه

من الصعب جدا ان يجد قارئ مثل هذه الرواية لانها تتحدث عن بعض الافكار الغريبة وفي وجهة نظري اشكال من الخلل النفسي في بعض الثنايا مع شخصية عندها قدرة قوية على التعبير وفي كتاب مجهز امام عينيه ما عليه سوى ان يقرا

تخيلت لو ان كل شخص لديه خلل نفسي يمتلك نفس القدرة وشرح لنا مايمر به , اشد الامور تعقيدا بمثل هذه الروعة والبساطة والدقة لكنا حققنا خطى اسرع في فهم الكائن البشري

احب كثيرا هذا النوع من الروايات
واتمنى من اصدقائي قراء الجودريدز
Dec 10, 2008 Chris rated it really liked it
Shelves: japan
From what I can tell, Yukio Mishima was not a very happy man.

Granted, the only works that I have read of this very prolific author are this and Kinkakuji, but I'm seeing a pattern already, and it doesn't point towards Mishima being a cheerful, laid-back guy. Of course, his suicide by seppuku is also a good indicator that he took things way too seriously.

Published in 1948, Confessions of a Mask addresses a subject that would have been taboo anywhere, not just Japan. The main character, whose name
Feb 22, 2014 kaelan rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
Yukio Mishima's Confessions of a Mask is of a particular species of literature, one that—despite encompassing such venerable works as Dostoyevsky's Notes From the Underground and André Breton's Nadja—is no longer in vogue. For the sake of a name, we might dub this species "the subjective novel," insofar as it tends to neglect the furtherance of story or plot in favour of charting out an intricate and scrupulously characterized first-person subjectivity. In the case of Confessions, the subjectivi ...more
İbn Zerhani
Apr 03, 2016 İbn Zerhani rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
Shelves: asian-literature
Bu aralar Asya tarafından gidiyorum, Kenzaburo Oe'den sonra Mişima'yı okudum. Bir Maskenin İtrafları'nı da çok beğendiğimi söyleyebilirim. Mişima kendi hayatından yola çıkarak yazmış, salt otobiyografi değil sanırım.

Öncelikle bence, gerçekleri gizleyen ve yalan söylemeyen romancı olamaz. Yani hem kendine ve biz okurlarına karşı dürüst olmalı, kendini tanımak için iyi bir çaba harcamalı, hem de yalanı -yani kurguyu, doğru şekilde metnin içine yerleştirmeli. Ben Mişima'nın bu metinde ilkini iyi y
Chiara Pagliochini
« Quali sentimenti proverei se fossi un altro ragazzo? Quali sentimenti proverei se fossi una persona normale? Fui ossessionato da queste domande. Mi torturarono, distruggendo istantaneamente e radicalmente persino quell’unico frammento di felicità che avevo creduto di possedere per certo.
A lungo andare la “recita” è diventata una parte integrante della mia natura, riconobbi fra me. Non è più una recita. La consapevolezza con cui continuo a camuffarmi da individuo normale ha corroso addirittura
Debbie "DJ"
Dec 03, 2014 Debbie "DJ" rated it it was amazing
What an incredible book, unlike anything I have read before. It took me awhile to read, as almost every paragraph carries the weight of a poem. This is a story of a young Japanese man discovering he is gay, set against the U.S. air war in the mid 40's. It speaks to the split that occurs in one's psyche for those who do not meet the social norms. It tears the soul in two at so many different levels. The entire book focuses on the author's inner life. All his thoughts, feelings, fantasies, and ...more
Jun 22, 2015 April rated it really liked it
Never has a title been quite so fitting of a novel!
It took me far too long to complete this book, but I'm really glad I did. Any Mishima reader will know the detail and precision with which he pours into his work, and with a somewhat autobiographical novel documenting next to nothing save the human psyche of Mishima himself, I can understand it seeming an achievement to get through even one page. This begs the question: is it worth it? To which I’d answer: hell yeah.

Mishima is a Japanese author
Aliaa Mohamed
Jul 30, 2015 Aliaa Mohamed rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
Shelves: 2015
بداية أود الاعتراف بكوني لست من النوع الميال إلى السير الذاتية وقليلاً ما أحب قراءتها وقليلاً ما تستهويني .

" اعترافات قناع " كانت من السير التي جعلتني مستمتعة للغاية أثناء قراءتها لكونها تميل إلى التشبه بالروايات الأدبية أكثر من كونها تنتمي إلى فئة السير الذاتية .

ف البداية تجد نفسك مشتت وقد تراودك فكرة التوقف عن القراءة لحين وقت آخر ولكن بتوالي الصفحات تجد نفسك منغمساً مع الكاتب ف أحداث حياته ومتأثرا بما يمر به .

أكثر ما أعجبني هو عدم خجل الكاتب من ذكر الأشياء الخاصة ف حياته وميوله الجنسية بل الع
Aug 02, 2016 Dania rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
Confessioni di una maschera parla del l'introspezione della voce narrante - lo stesso Mishima - e la sua scoperta di sé stesso e della sua omosessualità.
La lettura è stata molto interessante, a mio parere, soprattutto lo scorcio storico del Giappone negli anni '30 e '40, oltre che per lo stile a tratti crudo e a tratti poetico di Mishima. Lo stile nel suo insieme risulta scorrevole e intrigante.
In generale mi sento di consigliare il libro (anche se ci sono cose come il knife/blood play che poss
This novel is one of its kind. It revolves around the problems of a adolescent in Japan during the second world war.
Yukio is becoming one of my favorites easily.
Dec 29, 2015 Radwa rated it liked it  ·  review of another edition
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حيرتني الرواية دي جدًا، فرغم أنها تأخذ شكل السيرة الذاتية إلا أنني لا أعرف ما إن كانت سيرة ميشيما الذاتية أو أنها مجرد رواية من رواياته. حياة ميشيما مثيرة للاهتمام، فطول حياته كانت هناك الكثير من التكهنات حول ميوله الجنسية، كان يعتقد الكثيرون في شذوذه، رغم نفي زوجته المستمر. وكان معروفًا تردده على حانات الشواذ، حتى وإن كانت لمجرد التعرف عليهم لكتابة إحدى رواياته، ولكنني على الرغم من ذلك أشعر بالكثير من حقيقة ميشيما في هذه الرواية.

تبدأ الرواية فيما يشبه توثيق لحياة شخص ما، فيبدأ بذكر بطفولته في م
Ismael Galvan
Jan 22, 2016 Ismael Galvan rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
Confessions of a Mask is Yukio Mishima’s second novel, a semi-biographical work that gained him recognition as brilliant young writer. The story centers on Kochan, a boy growing up in Imperial Japan during WWII, who realizes he is a homosexual, yet forces himself to pass as a heterosexual in a Right-wing militaristic society. Kochan has a perverse fascination with death. From his early childhood, he fantasizes about the heroic death awaiting him. As he becomes a young adult, his fatalistic ...more
Jan 04, 2012 Alex rated it really liked it
Este libro fue la primera novela de Mishima y, considerando el contexto histórico en el que se publicó, creo que es muy audaz. No obstante, Los Colores Prohibidos es un libro todavía más audaz en el que Mishima presenta la homosexualidad de manera mas explícita y profunda. Creo, de hecho, que los dos libros están conectados por la estética tan corpórea de Mishima, por el fatalismo d'après guerre japonés y por la exploración del tema de la homosexualidad y la búsqueda de la identidad y la ...more
اول لقاء لي بالأدب الياباني و الأسيوي عموما بالتالي أول رواية أقرأها ليوكيو ميشيما ...كل ما عرفته على هذا الكاتب أنه انتحر بطريقة رومنطقية و لأني لا أحب المنتحرين لم أرغب قي قراءة المزيد عنه...و بالصدفة أقرأ له اعترافات قناع و هي سيرة ذاتية للكاتب منذ ولادته لفترة الشباب اي بعد نهاية الحرب العالمية الثانية بقليل سيرة بداها بأول رؤية له للشمس لتستمر السيرة في ضباب كثيف من نقد ذاته و محاولة فهم المحيط حوله و ايجاد مكان له وسط كل هذا الرواية جدل بين يوكيو و رغباته الجسدية و رغبة مستمية في العنف ...more
Dec 17, 2009 Clint rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
Holy shit!!! This book is about a super smart gay teenager who fantasizes about raping, killing, and eating some dumb jock in high school, and yet it gets 5 stars, and more would the programmers at goodreads let me do it. Mishima was like 21 years old when he wrote this, unfuckingbelievable!
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Yukio Mishima (三島 由紀夫) is the pen name of Kimitake Hiraoka (平岡 公威) who was a Japanese author, poet and playwright, famous for both his highly notable post-war writings and the circumstances of his ritual suicide by seppuku.

Mishima wrote 40 novels, 18 plays, 20 books of short stories, and at least 20 books of essays, one libretto, as well as one film. A large portion of this oeuvre comprises books
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“What I wanted was to die among strangers, untroubled, beneath a cloudless sky. And yet my desire differed from the sentiments of that ancient Greek who wanted to die under the brilliant sun. What I wanted was some natural, spontaneous suicide. I wanted a death like that of a fox, not yet well versed in cunning, that walks carelessly along a mountain path and is shot by a hunter because of its own stupidity…” 98 likes
“When a boy…discovers that he is more given into introspection and consciousness of self than other boys his age, he easily falls into the error of believing it is because he is more mature than they. This was certainly a mistake in my case. Rather, it was because the other boys had no such need of understanding themselves as I had: they could be their natural selves, whereas I was to play a part, a fact that would require considerable understanding and study. So it was not my maturity but my sense of uneasiness, my uncertainty that was forcing me to gain control over my consciousness. Because such consciousness was simply a steppingstone to aberration and my present thinking was nothing but uncertain and haphazard guesswork.” 59 likes
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