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The Hour I First Believed

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When high school teacher Caelum Quirk and his wife, Maureen, a school nurse, move to Littleton, Colorado, they both get jobs at Columbine High School. In April 1999, while Caelum is away, Maureen finds herself in the library at Columbine, cowering in a cabinet and expecting to be killed. Miraculously, she survives, but at a cost: she is unable to recover from the trauma.

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Paperback, 735 pages
Published August 1st 2009 by Harper Perennial (first published November 1st 2008)
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Jen
It truly pains me to give this book only two stars, but after struggling through it, I can't bring myself to give it more. There are definitely redeeming qualities about this novel, and ultimately I ended up getting something out of it. But it was so hard to push through, and it was such a disappointment to me after loving his previous two novels. This book is just SO all over the map, and after awhile it lost me. Bottom line, I just didn't much care about the characters. Everything ends up comi...more
Alexa
Unbelievably good. I never thought I'd say that about a book that incorporates Columbine, prison, drug addiction, Hurricane Katrina and troubled youth but it's the truth. I had to stop and sit and think after I finished this long book. After thinking for awhile, I realized that I would always think of Caelum Quirk, the main character and narrator, as a good friend even if he doesn't actually exist.
Cameron
In the afterword to The Hour I First Believed, Wally Lamb says his long career in teaching influenced his decision to center his new book on the 1999 Columbine High School shooting, in which Eric Harris and Dylan Klebold killed 12 students and one teacher before taking their own lives.
“(H)aving spent half of my life in high school – four years as a student and 25 as a teacher – I could and did transport myself, psychically if not physically, to Littleton, Colorado. Could I have acted as c...more
Jeff
When an author asks you to go on a 700+ page journey, the trip should be enjoyable and/or the destination should be fulfilling. Unfortunately, I don't feel that "The Hour I First Believed" really offers either a good trip or a satisfying final destination. Rather, it is joyless, self-indulgent, and exposition-heavy. Lamb too often tells rather than shows in this book, and the telling is a little over-done. Also, the dialogue given to the teen characters and an early chapter written fro...more
Nina
Nina rated it 5 of 5 stars  ·  review of another edition
Recommends it for: Kerfe, Linda
Recommended to Nina by: NY Times Book Review
Say what you will about this book; in my opinion it's a tour de force. The author covers a wide range of topics starting with the Civil War, abolitionism, the Columbine horrors, 9/11, lost souls, death, alcoholism, the power of love, and so much more that it's difficult to quantify. I'm sure this will become an Oprah book and all that jazz, but still, reading a book like this one wonders how an author can do it. The main character is a sort of sad sack who always feels something askew in his ...more
marg
For those in my book club, you will hear this in person eventually so just ignore.
Here goes ...

Why is it that in an era of 'Green' being the new Black, of ADD being the new normal, and 'fast and snippy' the new 'slow and steady,' do otherwise talented authors suddenly feel the need to knock down innocent trees and waste our time in a most achronistic fashion? With Lamb's new book, he successfully joins the ranks of Russo and Sittenfeld (and I am sure others) who follow up perf...more
Mindy
The Hour I First Believed? By Wally Lamb? Yeah, I read it. Hey, I didn't say it was great or anything. In fact, it seems like Mr. Lamb was really inspired by that show. Law and Order? Yeah, you know the one where they use crappy dialog to push forward bizarre plot points and explain complex technical stuff so the audience doesn't feel dumb cause they're not lawyers? Even though real people probably wouldn't talk like that in real life? Yeah, it's kinda like that in some ways. (You know, I felt t...more
Asia
I picked up this book with some trepidation: first, I wasn't sure how much I wanted to read about the Columbine shootings, especially since I remember being extremely distraught upon hearing about the whole tragedy and was afraid to revisit that. Secondly, I've read Lamb's two other novels and like one but hated the other. Well, I got about 60 pages in and decided to drop this book because long ago I'd given up my neurotic need to finish a book once I've started.

Lamb's narrator, Cae...more
Kate
As my choice of 3 stars says, I liked this book but didn't love it.

In esssence, this is a book about the aftermath of violence: What do people do to thrive, or cope--or not?

There are some very powerful aspects to this book: everything from Columbine to life in a women's prison.

The first half captured me more than the second half. I think that's because the events in the first half are dramatized more than the events in the second half. By this I mean, ...more
Malcolm
Malcolm rated it 1 of 5 stars  ·  review of another edition
Recommends it for: People who aren't bored or sad enough
Recommended to Malcolm by: Amazon
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Bells
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Megan
Megan rated it 5 of 5 stars  ·  review of another edition
Recommends it for: fans of wally lamb, historical novels, and characters studies
Wally Lamb creates characters who become real as they are revealed on the page. When thinking about the book between readings, it was like revisiting acquaintances I was getting to know intimately. There are twists and turns, history that is revealed and unraveled like the labyrinth that he alludes to in the novel.

It's a book that took ten years to write, and these pages contain those ten years. Not only is does it delve into the family history of the characters for the past centu...more
Denise
Denise rated it 5 of 5 stars  ·  review of another edition
Recommends it for: anyone who loves Wally Lamb
While I can understand why the reviews of this novel range from hot to cold, I loved it. I can not think of the last time I read a novel that contained so many current events and issues, all under the same cover.

I thought Lamb took a huge risk by weaving fictional characters in with the Columbine tragedy, but it worked. Not many authors could combine the two with such sensitivity. I thought his character development absolutely perfect.

I do admit that some of the thesis...more
Janet
omg, this book is terrific! Who would think that with 750 pages and you dont want it to end!
It has about 5 different story lines going on-each of them are intriguing. Found myself gasping out loud, laughing and crying. Gives you alot to think about. The Columbine story hooks you instantly, the mental illness, prescription drug dependance, family relations, all just hit home. What a great read!
Eileen Granfors
Wally Lamb's books are unique in literature.

This one, "The Hour I First Believed," focuses on the tragedy of the Columbine shootings. Names are not changed; the killers and the victims are the real ones.

For more about this book, see my review on amazon.com under the title and my reviewer's name, EGranfors.
Amy
Loved it! I love this author. Easiest 750+ page book I've read in a long, long, time. He keeps you interested, jumping from Columbine tragedy, to Katrina tragedy, to mental illness, etc. Lots of twists & turns; you never know what's gonna happen to the poor main character & his wife next.
Paula
Paula rated it 5 of 5 stars  ·  review of another edition
Recommends it for: people who like mixing reality into their novels
Recommended to Paula by: Chris at HC
Shelves: 2008-reads
This is a heavy, but gripping read. In the back of my mind I wonder how the people who were involved with Columbine will handle the inevitable media attention to the case but the novel has me hooked.
Caelum is trying to live in the aftermath - guilt because he could have said something about the two students; guilt because he wasn't in the building at the time; guilt because his wife was. And Maureen isn't coping. His life has turned 360 and he's struggling to see the future.

So ...more
Miranda
I just finished reading this book, Wally Lamb's latest, and as much as it saddens me to say I don't think he lived up to his full potential. I could also just be a little biased; expecting something more.
He truly did give you all the information you could ask for, chalked full of history and facts this book does fill the brain for thinking later on. I also truly enjoyed the connections with both his other books which was quite a pleasant surprise, but perhaps there was TOO many connection...more
Karla Anne
I feel like my friends and I waited forever for this release of this book, and I planned ahead to buy it on its release date. I didn’t even leave the store before I started reading it. It started out intense, dramatic and Caelum became a character I was dying to love like Delores or the Birdsey twins. However after the initial intensity of the columbine incident, the story seemed to deflate and become either over-dramatically predictable or completely just... boring as hell.

I feel l...more
Sfdreams
This is not the easiest book to read...it covers a lot of ground in its 723 pages (...Not counting the 17 pages of afterword, author's notes, acknowledgments, list of sources, and charitable donations.) It was gripping, and fascinating. There were times I laughed out loud, and times I had tears running down my face. Although it was extremely painful in parts, it had an undercurrent of hope for the future. This is one book that will stay with me for awhile. I think I would like to re-read this bo...more
Betsy Sneath
Ahhh! Don't bother! Too long! Too many plots and characters, and it just drove me crazy. I like this author alot. I've heard him interviewed, and he's a cool guy, and I give him credit for trying to address the Columbine thing, but there were just way too many other stories, and I ended up feeling really unfullfilled after a very, very, long book. Where are the editors these days?
Kelly
This is an awesome book!! I'm reading it at the same time as my sister, and its motivating me!! :) It's one of those books that through someone else's major catastrophy life turning event makes you think about your own traumas, and maybe borrow strenghth and humility from the characters. It's giving me hope, even though it's making me cry. Maybe some faith too......I am very excited to finish this book. Definitely commenting I think a lot on what people go through, and how we are even connected...more
Bess
One thing I learned not from this book, but from a recent magazine interview, is that Wally Lamb lists Joyce Carol Oates as one of his favorite authors. That's just about the most life-affirmingly endearing thing I've ever heard.

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Susan
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Patti
Patti rated it 3 of 5 stars  ·  review of another edition
Recommended to Patti by: HarperCollins sent ARC
Shelves: read-in-2008, fiction
As an Advance Reader's Copy, the book comes in at 700+ pages. Whew! It covers the Columbine tragedy, one couple's path throught their marriage, drug addiction, family (both past and present, and how the two are connected), and a history of women's penitentiaries in New England, to start with. Most of the story is told from Caelum Quirk's point of view, in first person, but occasionally tells the story from other characters' points of view, in third person. This is not confusing, as it has been f...more
Ab
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Jen Covey
This was not an easy book to read. For all the effort I put into it, Wally Lamb should have been standing on the last page offering me a sash, a trophy, and large sums of money. It kind of turned into a joke as every night I would tell my husband what the new plotline was. Some of the subjects were: Adultery, Columbine, PTSD, Drug Addiction, Murder, Womens prisons (In great detail), buried corpses (in greater detail) and a paper about civil war times (in RIDICULOUS detail). Not my favorite.
Nancy (Hrdcovers)
Like many of Wally Lamb's fans, I waited with great anticipation for this book to come out. I had read his two previous novels, She's Come Undone (just okay in my opinion) and I Know This Much Is True (a great read), and was wondering if this next one would put Lamb on the list as one of my admired authors. Based on I Know This Much Is True, I knew he had great potential to be added to a list that includes such esteemed authors as Pat Conroy and John Irving. Unfortunately, with this latest offer...more
Shelah
It's been a long time since I read a Wally Lamb novel, and I was a bit daunted that this one weighed in at about 800 pages. But the story of Caelum and Maureen Quirk grabbed me and held me tight. Already messed up by life and abuse and loss and hard knocks, the couple tries and fails (and tries again) to pull their lives together after Eric Harris and Dylan Klebold open fire at Columbine, where they both work. At first I was really mad about the way the novel ends, but I began to see it as redem...more
Nancy
Well, gee, Wally Lamb. This is what I have to tell you, Wally: you are a good enough writer to make me plunge into the unrelenting misery of this book and finish the whole thing. And I am a charter member of the Happy Ending Fan Club, so that means you are a pretty darn good writer.

Seriously, Lamb has a gift for producing a phrase so well-turned, an image so sharp, that the pang of pleasure it gives is worth the sadness/bleakness/misery of the event or character that inspired it. ...more
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