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3.64 of 5 stars 3.64  ·  rating details  ·  928 ratings  ·  198 reviews
Somewhere in Della’s consumptive, industrial wasteland of a city, a bomb goes off. It is not the first, and will not be the last.

Reactions to the attacks are polarized. Police activity intensifies. Della’s revolutionary parents welcome the upheaval but are trapped within their own insular beliefs. Her activist restaurant co-workers, who would rather change their identities
Paperback, 256 pages
Published May 22nd 2011 by Red Lemonade/Cursor (first published April 22nd 2011)
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Nov 25, 2012 Kris rated it 5 of 5 stars  ·  review of another edition
Recommended to Kris by: Proustitute
I went to work and a guy I wait on said he was leaving. He said everyone he knew was pulling out.
“Canada is just not far enough. Mostly Mexico. A bunch to Thailand. Some to Bali.”
He always orders a Tofu Scramble and makes me write a fucking essay to the cook. No soy sauce in the oil mix, no garlic, extra tomato, no green pepper. Add feta. Potatoes crispy and when are we going to get spelt. He holds me personally responsible for his continued patronage. I hope he dies. I’d like to read about it.

Jeffrey Keeten
”It’s about how much fear you hide in your cells: blue cells, red cells, sickle cells, sleeper cells, jail cells--people are shot through with it. But I don’t hold my fear there. Everybody needs a place where they’re fearless or they’d never survive, at least I wouldn’t. Sometimes I hate this world. Especially when it’s more beautiful than I can imagine.”

Della Mylinek is slinging tofu scrambles and other vegan concoctions at a local diner. The world is destabilizing with a series of wars against
Apr 13, 2013 Nataliya rated it 4 of 5 stars  ·  review of another edition
Recommended to Nataliya by: Kris
Shelves: 2013-reads
"Sometimes you just need to be someone else, someone who doesn’t care about anything at all. I know I do. I want emptiness but I can’t have it."

I read this book because of the amazing review Kris wrote, and she truly has an impeccable taste in books. The memory of her praise of this slim volume was what kept me from giving up through the first third of the story, until finally the book gripped my heart and insisted that I continue with it, until I finally was powerless to put it down.
The world is a violent child none of us will get to see grow up.

The writing in this book is unlike anything else I can think of. Veselka has her own style, her own voice. And it’s awesome.

This book is like a constant panic attack. The tension chokes you.

Della, our protagonist, is sharply observant and enjoyably critical of all these things in the world today. You know, tofu and de-caf and soy and vegan and


The woman behind the counter was wearing a tank top that had “Namaste!” written acro
When I saw video from the Japanese tsunami, it struck me how badly Hollywood gets it wrong when it comes to depicting disasters. Hollywood always shows bystanders standing in awe or running away hysterical, while the Japanese video showed people looking so sad at the sight of ocean waves flowing through their city streets. It’s that kind of emotional realism that drives Zazen, and what sets Vanessa Veselka apart from other novelists setting their stories in post-911 ‘life during wartime’-style l ...more
Somewhere in Della's consumptive, industrial wasteland of a city, a bomb goes off. It is not the first, and will not be the last .

A few pages into this book I said to myself ‘oh dear, this one is not for me’. I had no idea where I was and everybody was speaking in tongues. I had an hour to kill before my body pump class and thought I may as well carry on. I’d abandon ship though, defo, just a few more chapters and then I’d get on with my day.

I ended up skipping my gym class, skipped lunch, skip
i'm going to do something i never thought i'd have cause to do.


i'm going to publicly declare unadulterated book love. if i could marry this book, i would, but human-biblio marriages are not yet on the public radar. if i could have this book's baby, i would. if it were my life or this book's life, i would throw mine down gladly. five stars is not enough; if i could adorn this book with the night sky, i'd do it.

it's Zazen. it's probably not in your library, but if you live in one of those fo
Nearly every review of this that I skimmed through is glowing, but I didn't think it was that great. For one thing, it's populated almost solely by hippies and wannabe eco-terrorists, and Veselka crams it with so many hippie buzzwords that it makes one gag. Yoga, yerba mate, "namaste," rallies, leaflets, community organizing, veganism, artisan craft movements, indigenous medicine, co-ops, biodynamic farming, and other hippie affectations pervade throughout. This is clearly no accident but it gra ...more
The world is a violent child none of us will get to see grow up.

Zazen is a tidal wave of a book. It moves with a slow inevitability, an immense power which grinds down all in its path.

I'm overwhelmed enough that I can't give this book the praise it deserves, so I will defer to my friend Kris' review here. I advise you read it.
Stephen P
Jun 08, 2014 Stephen P rated it 3 of 5 stars
Recommended to Stephen by: P, and Kris's Review
Brilliant writing flaring into bursts of flame and explosion of wildfire. This is a first novel, eye opening, jaw dropping for the apparent talent and promise. When she is soon able to corral the kindling of associations leading to other brilliant associations, not to limit, but to organize the lightning into a clearer sense of what she wants to say, she will be at the top of current literary writers.
Nov 28, 2012 Mosca rated it 5 of 5 stars  ·  review of another edition
Recommends it for: Good Friends
Recommended to Mosca by: Siiri

Almost anything I say will insufficiently describe this book. But I will say a few things that will, hopefully, do this book some justice.

Vanessa Veselka is one of those priceless writers who speak their own language with skill, wit, compassion, and vision. I have read no other writers who write like she does. As far as I can tell, she imitates no one. But she may, indeed, inspire imitators.

Vaselka's prose is a treat. She repeatedly teases us with humor,
Richard Thomas
[This review was originally published at The Nervous Breakdown.]

“From each according to his ability, to each according to his need.”
—Karl Marx

One of the first books released by Red Lemonade, the visionary new press brought to life by ex-Soft Skull patriarch Richard Nash, Zazen by Vanessa Veselka is a powerful, political, sometimes humorous, often frightening portrait of a parallel world that lurks in the near future in all of its dystopian glory. Della is caught in an emotional battle, deciding
Portlandia meets Children of Men for a third wave feminist Fight Club. Veselka excels at satirizing the escapist antics of organic radicals in an age of perceived U.S. decline. But in doing so, does she paint herself into a corner? The resolution - to make peace with our absurd and symptomatic reactions, to perhaps even love them - hazards a rescue of the titular stance from irony to the best mode of response.

It is still easy to fall for Veselka's prose. The final lines stunned me. But I am amb
this is like a queer feminist fight club, a million times more complicated and interesting. i have not seen contemporary radical/anarchist politics handled so effectively in fiction, except in scifi, and i guess there's a touch of that here. this future is near, though. it's like, tomorrow. i am particularly impressed by how veselka sets up different ideological systems via character, with some systems/characters rendered unstable by della's limited knowledge and changing allegiances. people app ...more
Capsule review from first read, 25 Jan 2012, edited to add link to Kris's review:

A fantastic debut that makes me less worried about the future of fiction. This is a book like no other, and Veselka's prose is raw, poetic, gritty, and tapped in to social anxieties and political unrest in almost prophetic ways.

Kris's review is well worth reading, so I will direct you there.
dystopian new/now future novel of usa after haliburton does truly take over. or was it wal mart? Main character Della has gotten her phd in geology (i think she got it) but is traumatized by a school bombing, so is chilling in the city working at a cafe. when bombs and threats of bombs start going off in the city, Della starts freaking out a bit, but meets some off-the-griders and so moves out to the country to chill. But then THEY turn out to be bombers too. etc etc
why 5 stars? author's turn o
Zazen is a novel set in an slightly alternate reality, a place where Portlandia quirkiness takes on a dark edge in a nation bracing for the onslaught of an impending war.

The story is told to us by Della, a PhD paleontologist who, after leaving school under unexplained circumstances, finds herself living with her brother and his pregnant partner in a rainy, bridge crossed city where consumerism has been elevated to a religion and riot police and curfews are used primarily to ensure shopping can c
I loved this book and all of its creativity, but typos got in my way. I'm surprised to have found as many as I did, given the public curation aspect of Red Lemonade. The plural of bus is buses, not busses (that's the plural of buss), cars have brakes and not breaks, and the activist was named Valerie Solanas, not Valerie Solanis. Maybe this sounds nitpicky, but these errors--albeit small ones--seemed so out of place in a book such as this.

The story and characters are fantastic and Veselka's wri
On a very rare occasion do you open a book and know after the first few lines that you’ve stumbled on a new species, something fresh and unapologetic and completely wild. Such is Vanessa Veselka’s iconoclastic debut novel Zazen. It is a work that not only challenges world views, but one that pushes you through to the other side—through the prison bars of Old Honduras—where everyday injustices, as seen on a shopping trip to Walmart, take on a stark new dimension.

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I think this is the type of book that people will either love or hate. It has the distinction of being the only book I can think of that involves twenty-something angst, domestic terrorism, hipper-than-thou vegans with names like Mirror and Devadatta, BDSM sex parties, paleontology, and a papier-mâché bust of John the Baptist constructed out of junk mail. It's also full of ridiculous conversations like this:

'It's supposed to be sexy," she screamed, "not some hippy soft porn garden scene. Nobody
This book smells so good. Like Wegmans and cologne. Too bad the copy I read is from the library.

Going into this book, I didn't know exactly how weird it was going to be. It is very very weird.

The world of Zazen is like ours but different. You could call it a parallel Earth, or a scary possible future earth. The main character, Della, lives in a world in which governments try to hide wars from the general public and bombs are constantly going off in the city. It is sort of a dystopian world, with
Dec 12, 2011 Patrice rated it 4 of 5 stars
Recommends it for: anyone who's lived in Oregon
Shelves: 2011, oregon, portlandia
This book reminded me so much of living in Oregon. It felt good to read this book and connect with the scenes, characters, language, and plot.

I felt like I had met some of the characters in this book while living in Ashland, Oregon and Portland.

Set in a dystopian society possibly in the future - possibly in the present this book is a must read for anyone who has spent any time living in the Pacific Northwest.

The main character, Della is up at odds with the state of her world. Mix in anarchist
It took me a while to get involved in Zazen, and there was a pronounced difference between my investment in the first half of the novel and the second. The second half was so strong, though, that I ended up really liking it, and being challenged in the ways I like fiction to challenge me: it made me think, and not just abstractly. I was reminded quite a bit of both Joy Williams and and Helen Garner, especially Garner's Monkey Grip which is also set deeply within a particular countercultural mili ...more
Read 7/21/11 - 7/29/11
5 Stars - Highly Recommended / The Next Best Book
Pgs: 257
Publisher: Red Lemonade

The first title published under Richard Nash's newest publishing platform is a poetic, obsessive, unsettling novel that details the chaotic small town life of Della, a twenty seven year old waitress dealing with the fear and anxiety of a country on the edge of war.

Zazen, by Vanessa Veselka, is a powerful look at what society could do to itself in uncertain times. In dystopian America, where it's
I finished Zazen two days ago (devoured it in two days) and I can't stop thinking about it. I won't call it perfect, because what's a perfect novel and really who would want to read such a thing. What it is is that rare work of art that is completely, precisely itself.

This is where I reveal myself as a lousy book reviewer because I can't explain it better than that. What is it, exactly, that makes Zazen such a remarkable book for me? I mean, yeah it's super smart and the prose is gorgeous and t
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Apr 24, 2013 Simon marked it as unfinished
Another one I'm giving up on, knowing the fault is mine. This seems like a great book, but it's just not doing it for me right now. I seem to be in a weird space, having a hard time reading, and choosing books to read.
What a stunning debut novel. I hope to give a full review soon - the last 30 pages are amazing, the final 100 words are some of the best to finish a novel I've read in a long time.
Marc Kozak
May 26, 2015 Marc Kozak rated it 2 of 5 stars
Recommended to Marc by: The Millions
"Zazen" is a central part of the Zen Buddhist practice, and refers to the act of literally just sitting still. You're supposed to suspend "all judgmental thinking and let words, ideas, images and thoughts pass by without getting involved in them." (thanks Wikipedia!)

I'm gathering that this (and the book itself) is a shot at what the author perceives to be the total ineffectualness of modern youth culture's activism. There are so many "buzzwords" used: vegan, organic, gluten-free, yoga, co-ops,
This is one of the best books I’ve read this year. I immediately connected with Della because I know exactly how she felt. Every time I check the news I get more depressed about what I view to be the state of this country. I read about murders, social injustice, a**hole politicians, all of the -isms, you name it–and sometimes it’s really hard for me not to say “f*ck it” and throw in the towel. There are days when all I really want to do is sit on my couch and stare out the window for hours at a ...more
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Vanessa Veselka is a writer and musician living in Portland, Oregon. She has been, at various times, a teenage runaway, a sex-worker, a union organizer, a student of paleontology, an expatriate, an independent record label owner, a train-hopper, a waitress, and a mother. Her work has appeared in Bust, Bitch, Maxmum Rock ’n’ Roll, Yeti Magazine and Tin House. Zazen is her first novel.

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“I looked at the woman crying over the doll and felt something else. I was sick of people acting against their own interests. Mooing about how to refinance the slaughterhouse. Putting skylights in the killing pen and pretending the bolt in the brain was a pathway to a better field. I paid my bill. Save your fucking pennies for a gun and a history book, I thought.” 9 likes
“But I know what it means to crave what you're not. To want to sew up that rift because it's exhausting to hold it open. Sometimes you just need to be someone else, someone who doesn't care about anything at all. I know I do. I want emptiness but I can't have it.” 7 likes
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