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The great travel writer Jan Morris was born James Morris. James Morris distinguished himself in the British military, became a successful and physically daring reporter, climbed mountains, crossed deserts, and established a reputation as a historian of the British empire. He was happily married, with several children. To all appearances, he was not only a man, but a man’s ...more
Paperback, 176 pages
Published May 16th 2006 by NYRB Classics (first published 1974)
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Dec 02, 2008 Jordan rated it really liked it
Shelves: reviewed-books
I had to read this book for my Gay and Lesbian English Class, and it isn't a book that I would have naturally picked up. However I really was taken aback how much I enjoyed reading about the transition the writer made from James to Jane. How it felt to be a man in Wales for 45 years and the to appear back in same village that narrator grew up and was suddenly a woman. I was very much fascinated with the parallels between being a man in society, and that of being a woman in society.
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Understanding my identity as a transwoman came about for me in the late 2000's, and thus most of what I read and learned from was on the internet and not set down in ink and binding. Of the trans memoirs I've held in my hands, this ties with Jamison Green's Becoming a Visible Man as my favorite. Whereas Mr. Green's is a more political, academic and recent work, and is imminently more suited as inspiration and fodder for the kinds of public speaking work I've been fortunate to engage in, it is al ...more
Hilary G
Dec 11, 2012 Hilary G rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
Ex Bookworm group review:

Yesterday, I watched a documentary about Freddie Mercury, and it struck me how some people’s lives are so much more extraordinary than the lives of most of us. Such people do more, see more, say more, they make news, they are capable of influencing people in their thousands. This, I thought, is what makes celebrities (though, as a society, I think we have lost the plot about who is and is not a celebrity) so exciting that others want to know every detail of their lives.
Nov 27, 2012 Rachel rated it liked it
The book as a whole is primarily of interest for historical reasons, and the second half is largely a desperate attempt to reassure a patriarchal society that her transition was no threat to it.

That's an understandable response to the pressures Ms. Morris must have been under in her time and place, but her description of her life post-transition is by turns tedious and excruciating to read now, and it was poorly timed in its day — cisgender feminists spent the rest of the seventies quoting Ms.
Aaron Gertler
Jul 14, 2016 Aaron Gertler rated it it was amazing
Conundrum, as the author acknowledges, is dated: Society's views on gender and sex change very quickly, and there's no way a progressive reader could make it through the book without wincing a bit. Very few authors over the millennia have avoided this, and I can't fault Morris for failing to predict how things would turn out in 2016.

That said, it seems like Morris wrote the best book she was capable of writing. The prose is wonderful, but more important to me is that I never felt like the author
Feb 18, 2015 Heather rated it liked it  ·  review of another edition
Shelves: nonfiction, memoir
Near the end of Conundrum, Jan Morris writes about walking through Casablanca on the eve of her sex change operation as feeling like she was about to pay “a visit to a wizard,” like she was “a figure of fairy tale, about to be transformed” (119). And, as in some fairy tales, what she is to be transformed into is only what she has been all along: she writes, at the start of the book, that her earliest memory, from when she was three or four, was the realization that she “had been born into the wr ...more
Dec 07, 2010 Linda rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
I have wanted to read this book since it came out in 1974. Morris, a journalist and travel writer of the kind that Chatwin and Theroux are known for, tells us about life as a transgender. Not only that but the book tells us about the traveling that he did while figuring out how to cope with this strangely crossed life. He, is now a she-- for many years now. Morris' family of children and former wife are still enfolded within the circle of her life and she writes on.
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Jun 01, 2016 Type O rated it liked it
Exceptionally well written, in Conundrum Jan nee James Morris confirms many of the worst stereotypes concerning transgendered men. On display is a species of extraordinary narcissism where, speaking with disdain on the historical flattening of gender roles, Morris laments the loss of the particularized social treatment of "ladies" in favor of greater equality. And, of a piece with his social class, Morris appears largely oblivious to how his status as a member of an upper landed gentry or aristo ...more
May 08, 2016 Lydia rated it liked it
What a frustrating and thought provoking book. Written in 1974, shortly after Jan Morris' final (surgical) step in her transition from male to female, it firmly communicates that her 'sex change' was not optional but irrevocably imperative. This important, modern message is diluted by Morris' now-antiquated views of masculinity, femininity, parenthood, and privilege. It may be unfair to impose such newfangled concepts on a 40-year old memoir; but it's hard not to wince when she proudly blushes a ...more
Jan 06, 2016 Miguel rated it really liked it
A couple years ago I read one of the best travel books I know: Venice, by Jan Morris, who is considered one of the best British writers of today, with a body of work that emphasizes the travelogues, but that includes fiction, history , memories and non-fiction in general.

Venice is a majestic book, which made me feel naturally curious about its author. At the time it was published in Portugal an article in a portuguese newspaper aroused my curiosity: I found out that Morris was a transsexual havi
Jun 15, 2013 Laura rated it it was ok
I began this book with a real thirst to understand better the identity and experience of transsexuality. The writing is fluid and evocative; key moments, like Morris hiding under the piano at age four, and undergoing surgery in a secret North African ward, will stay with me vividly. But I became progressively more disappointed by the essentialist, even sexist, statements Morris makes (and applies to herself). For instance, she writes that she did not enjoy working for the Manchester Guardian as ...more
Aug 08, 2009 Sue rated it it was amazing
Shelves: nonfiction, own, memoir
I have to push down the urge to now run out and buy every single book that Jan Morris has written. She writes travel books, and also wrote a three part work on the history of the British Empire. This is a travel book... of her journey through the search for her Identity. It is written so, so well. She is sincere without ever being close to schmaltzy. You can feel as you read that she delved deep into her past psyche and really, really worked to make her feelings describable, even tangible. That' ...more
Feb 02, 2013 Nathan rated it it was amazing
Jan Morris is a pretty amazing woman. I didn't realize when I brought this book home that she had such an interesting life! Of course, I knew that she is a transsexual, but I didn't know she had served in the army, that she was a journalist, that she had climbed Everest. Seriously, she's pretty bad ass. I was totally enthralled by her life throughout the book, even before it got to the part about her "conundrum".
I was impressed with this mostly because of Morris' ideas regarding transsexual-ness
Maggie Holmes
Jun 17, 2016 Maggie Holmes rated it really liked it
Shelves: nonfiction-2016
I had heard of Jan/James Morris several years ago so I looked up his memoir for our study of various types of life experiences. She is a very expressive writer and really makes you understand how she felt growing up, why she felt she was in the wrong body, and why she made the choices she did. Her comments about how life as a woman was different from life as a man were intriguing. Read this book to understand more about what a transsexual person is. There is more than just the flash of Caitlyn J ...more
Goddess Black
Feb 18, 2016 Goddess Black rated it it was amazing
Conundrum by Jan Morris- the extremely well known travel writer- is a fascinating and beautifully written account of her transgender journey. She beautifully captures all the emotions that one feels inside when their body does not reflect how they feel both emotionally and psychologically. At the time her decision to become the woman that she knew herself to be was a remarkably brave one.
Jul 16, 2016 Michael rated it really liked it
An understatedly lyrical tour of an odd and singular mind. Not at all some sort of prototypical trans memoir: the politics would, I suspect, have felt dated even when first published in the 70s, since Morris has a strong conservative bent and a deep affection for empire. But if you can remain unangered by said politics, you'll find a gorgeously written and softly thrilling exploration.
Apr 19, 2015 Xander rated it did not like it
i have never read a memoir of a woman that was so anti-woman and so anti-man. i have never been so upset by a queer novel refusing to do anything but reinforce the gender binary. i was personally insulted by the lack of humanity i found in these pages, and i am sad that this book is one of the few famous memoirs of a trans woman.
Jun 12, 2015 Annika rated it liked it
Shelves: lgbtq, non-fiction
Morris writes beautifully with a bit of flourish and Conundrum was an engaging read.

I did have problems with the way Morris portrays men and women in her book, by reinforcing harmful gender stereotypes in her writing. For her men and women are each described as a homogenous group, without remembering that every person is different. She does say at the end of her book that every person feels different and that no one can know what the other person feels exactly, because we all have different exp
Ellen Shull
May 23, 2011 Ellen Shull rated it liked it
This is not a book about transsexuality, nor is it a book about one person's experience with transsexuality, but rather a book about one person's life, and how that was shaped in part by their transsexuality. If you go in expecting one of the former you should expect to be disappointed (or misinformed) to some degree, but by shifting your expectations to the latter you may actually find yourself enjoying it.

The prose is a bit stuffy and overblown; a fault that the author admits in the text itsel
Dec 04, 2015 Gail rated it really liked it
Jan Morris is one of my favorite travel writers and I love his trilogy about India so I was interested to read this memoir. Here he talks about his personal journey from James to Jan, with honesty and elegance.
Mar 08, 2015 Peggy rated it it was amazing
Can a boo about the process of going thru the process of turning oneself from a man into a woman ever be described as 'lyrical?'
Yes, if it's Jan Morris who is not only the writer, but also the subject of this exquisite book.
I'd read Morris's travel pieces for decades without ever knowing that she began life as a man...even rising thru the ranks of the British military.
Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful...
Aug 02, 2015 Karen rated it it was amazing
Fascinating insight into another human being's mind. Beautifully, elegantly written. Those keyboard warriors who cruelly judged Bruce Jenner should be forced to read this important book.
Ann Fathy
May 23, 2016 Ann Fathy rated it really liked it
I loved all of Jan Morris's books written when he was a man. This is his/her personal account of becoming a woman, which happened at a time when this was uncommon.
Oct 26, 2013 Judd rated it it was amazing
This book written nearly 40 years ago tells us how much has changed in technology available for transgender gender treatment, and perhaps more disturbingly how little has improved in society's understanding and reaction to trans people. Perhaps, it seems from Morris' s narrative, the American culture is even less tolerant and compassionate than the culture she struggled through. Morris is an artist of English language, and perhaps the allegory was the most challenging part of reading this book f ...more
Begoña Merino
Sep 01, 2015 Begoña Merino rated it really liked it
Shelves: to-read-again
Un texto autobiográfico marcado por el singular vericueto que ha sido la vida de esta autora que fue antes lancero, corresponsal, explorador... para acabar finalmente felizmente transfigurada en una adorable abuelita galesa.

Interesantísima la introspección que la autora es capaz de realizar para describir la naturaleza del sentimiento de ser mujer en un recio cuerpo masculino. Una vida singular narrada por una excepcional reportera y escritora de viajes. Su inglés es elaborado y exige un buen ti
Feb 02, 2011 Clare rated it really liked it
Jan Morris, the travel writer, relates the story of her gender transition in Conundrum, where she applies her gifts of setting a scene and imagery to the differences between being male-bodied and female-bodied and her journey towards being, well, who she really is. While I was personally delighted to find that Morris has, if not asexual tendencies, an understanding and appreciation for the asexual mindset, I was also a bit concerned about some of her dated views towards race and, yes, gender. Wo ...more
Jun 13, 2016 Anne rated it it was amazing
I've never read any of Ms Morris's travel books but knew her 'story' from way back. This book was so revelationary for me. I was expecting a lightish read on a tough topic but was overwhelmed by her ability to get to the heart of her trans-sexualism. It is so hard to understand what trans-sexuals go through and I would never dare to suggest that I fully understand, but the glimpses I got were like a kick to the stomach in their impact.
Her searing honesty and amazingly positive perspective on on
Oct 22, 2008 Angela rated it really liked it
A very interesting autobiographical story of a well educated upper-class journalist and writer, from a very traditional background, who underwent a sex change in the early 1970s. It's a very tender, intelligently written transmission of feelings, experiences and conclusions, which reach the reader very effectively and make you want to read more of her writing. Her reflections on gender differences and perceptions are extremely interesting, especially taking into account the time and the social s ...more
Jennie Stone
Aug 25, 2013 Jennie Stone rated it really liked it
This book rocked my world. Not only does Jan Morris tell a great story, but her life is absolutely fascinating. I will never forget her line, when writing about how undergoing gender reassignment surgery was a great thing to do as a writer, because it gave her such fodder, she said: "In every way, at the level of every day, the world treats women completely differently than it does men". This book is like an anthropological account of that statement.
Elizabeth Bolden
Jan 15, 2015 Elizabeth Bolden rated it it was ok
Shelves: non-fiction
This book is interesting as far as learning what the author was thinking and feeling while going through transition, but based on what she shared, I found her to be arrogant and racist. Also, in the section where she describes what being feminine means to her after she had her surgery, i thought what she described was highly stereotypical--what a man's take on femininity is instead of a woman's conception of it.
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NYRB Classics: Conundrum, by Jan Morris 1 7 Oct 22, 2013 11:29AM  
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  • She's Not the Man I Married: My Life with a Transgender Husband
  • Becoming a Visible Man
  • Transition: The Story of How I Became a Man
  • The Testosterone Files: My Hormonal and Social Transformation from Female to Male
  • Voltaire in Love
  • Bumbling into Body Hair: A Transsexual's Memoir
  • How Sex Changed: A History of Transsexuality in the United States
  • Imagining Transgender: An Ethnography of a Category
  • Normal: Transsexual CEOs, Crossdressing Cops, and Hermaphrodites with Attitude
  • Black Sun: The Brief Transit and Violent Eclipse of Harry Crosby
  • Crossing
  • On Being Different: What It Means to Be a Homosexual
  • From the Inside Out: Radical Gender Transformation, FTM and Beyond
  • An African in Greenland
  • The World I Live In
  • I am My Own Wife: The True Story of Charlotte von Mahlsdorf
  • Fighting for Life
Jan Morris previously wrote under the name "James Morris".

Jan Morris is a British historian, author and travel writer. Morris was educated at Lancing College, West Sussex, and Christ Church, Oxford, but is Welsh by heritage and adoption. Before 1970 Morris published under her former name, "James Morris", and is known particularly for the Pax Britannica trilogy, a history of the British Empire, and
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