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I Am the Cheese

3.72 of 5 stars 3.72  ·  rating details  ·  10,877 ratings  ·  1,069 reviews
Adam Farmer is on a journey - he has to get to Rutterburg with a parcel for his father. But as he travels, he starts to remember the events leading up to this point, memories which are also being prised out in gruelling psychiatric interviews. What is the secret of Adam Farmer? And what will happen when he finds out?
Paperback, 233 pages
Published July 30th 1998 by Puffin Books (first published 1977)
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Nov 20, 2008 Matthew rated it 5 of 5 stars
Recommends it for: anyone
Recommended to Matthew by: my teacher
When I first saw this book, I thought it was strange book that no one would read and it was one of the books I just quote…dumb but Robert Cormier, who describes the protagonist, Adam Farmer, and his epic journey to see his father in Rutterburg, Vermont creates this amazing book -- all in flashbacks. He tells the story of Adam as if he was telling it himself.
Adam Farmer a normal kid in school, one day finds the need see his father in Rutterburg, Vermont. He abandons his mother and his precious
But I keep pedaling, I keep pedaling...

A photograph of Robert Cormier will show you an old man with a kind face, who was born and grew up in a small town of Leominster in Massachusetts which he never left, who graduated from a private catholic school and wrote articles for the local newspaper.

It might be a surprise to learn that Cormier's novels are very bleak and pessimistic; concerned mostly with young protagonists and the pains of adolescence of growing up. Betrayals and conspiracies abound,
Sep 22, 2008 Jorgina rated it 1 of 5 stars  ·  review of another edition
Recommends it for: NOBODY
Wish I had NEVER read this book. Required reading for my 10th grader so I read it first. Starts out good, keeps you reading even if it does bounce back and forth in time. Then it ends horribly, suddenly without resolving anything and with no hope no finality. It just ends where it begins. It does give you the endless circle that a mentally disturbed person must feel but GOSH! Why, during a youth's most unsettling years of self doubt, low self esteem, bouts of depression, hopelessness; the teen y ...more
I bought this young adult novel when I was a second- or third-year undergraduate student at university (the book was sold in the college bookshop as it was apparently used as a case study text on a course there). One of the two primary reasons why I bought it at the time was that I had enjoyed reading the same author’s book, The Chocolate War, when I was 11 years old and had wanted to read more books by him. However, for some reason, I don’t think I saw any of his other books in the local booksh ...more
I am the Cheese by Robert Cormier was a fantastic book because it totally caught me off guard until the very end of the book. The reason was that Adam, the protagonist, tells a story while he rides a bicycle in a circle. Adam is mentally ill and is put in a facility because Adam knows something that the government doesn't want him to remember. As a result, the government drugs Adam in the hope of erasing his memories. The ending is very surprising, so i do not want to ruin the book. The title is ...more

This is "Shutter Island" with Leonardo DiCaprio for teens. LOL

Robert Cormier was there and doing Young Adult Lit before it was hip. Long before J.K. Rowling or Suzanne Collins. Ya feel me, bro? j/k

This short novel plays with perceptions, memory, and switches effortlessly between first-person present-tense chapters and third-person past-tense segments. Also, a third, unique from of storytelling exists here--the recording between the main character and the "Doctor." Between these three avenue
mark monday
The other day on the way home from work I tuned into All Things Considered on NPR. I listened to this segment. I was mesmerized by the description of a book that had left its impression upon someone so long ago. I was intrigued.

That evening I took the children to the public library to check this out.

I loved the story here. Cormier's writing is compelling. Adam lives in a dark world that he discovers as the book proceeds. There is a great mystery that unfolds. As a reader, it is easy to be caught
Amanda Childs

Adam's whole life is like a maze. He remembers when his life was happy and normal. But a mysterious man, Mr. Grey, controls everything in his family's life, and the implications are sinister. Adam embarks on a bicycle quest, pedaling to find his dad. as he does, he starts remembering, and then things come crashing down.

This book is certainly smart. It's mostly psychological and requires the reader to keep up and pay attention. that said, I found it to be disappointing. Indeed
Mar 13, 2008 Ives rated it 4 of 5 stars
Recommends it for: Anyone who likes Mystery Books.
Recommended to Ives by: Anyone who likes mystery books.
I Am the Cheese
Robert Cormier
220 pages
ISBN Dell,1981 ISBN 0-440-94060-5.

Have you ever thought about living the life of a victim? Always having the fear of being heard or watched from left to right, up to down? A little taste in what the "bitter-sweet" life is here in this compressed, and brilliant book. The lives of a small, mysterious family of the Farmers (Adam Farmer: Student, son of Mr. & Mrs. Farmer) are on stake. This small family is being hunted down by the g
When a friend of mine recommended me that book i thought it was a ''funny'' one. I mean ''i am the cheese''?Come on. Well funny is the last word that anyone would use to describe it. A really sick book, manages to keep you in agony till the very last page of it. The stories connect between them in a very clever way, the puzzle is being connected perfectlty and the final result leaves you dumbfounded when you realize what you had been reading all this time.

Answers are being given, although the wr
It's difficult to find the words to describe an experience in literature like this one. I Am the Cheese is so deeply wrapped in the profundity of its own enigma that it stands alone from nearly anything else that has ever been written. The feeling that one gets from reading Robert Cormier books is vastly different from the aura of any other author's material because one senses the fact that a content, pleasing ending is not at all a foregone conclusion, that things just as likely (if not more s ...more
I gave the book four stars because it is very well done and so it move up from three stars. I have however a love hate realtionship with Robert Cormier. I love his suspenseful plotting and his vivid descriptions. I hate his endings because they are all the worst possible ending. I will say though his endings fit the stories with the exception of Fade. I felt he cheated in making a horrible ending for that story.

One other note I Am The Cheese is the most difficult book I have read so far by Cormi
Apr 26, 2013 Daria added it
In I Am The Cheese, Robert Cormier tells of a young boy living in Monument, Massachusetts. At ten o'clock in the morning, Adam Farmer sets out for Rutterburg, Vermont by bicycle. During his journey, Adam meets the inhabitants of the small towns in New England although determined to arrive at his destination, he sings to himself all the way. The book switches to a series of undated, taped transcripts between Adam and a doctor named Brint, and he asks Adam to remember his earliest memories. Toget ...more
Aaron (Cedar Sun)
A great psychological thriller with a number of different aspects I felt I could relate to, personally. It trusts the reader to make connections and do a bit of thinking on their own part to really grasp what happens by the end, but I do wish it had explored the protagonist's state of mind a bit more.

If you like psych-thrillers, and appreciate books that don't spell everything out for you, I'd recommend this.
I Am The Cheese is Robert Cormier's nightmare version of Peter & The Wolf - this Peter's feverishly pedalling a rickety bike across New England in the dead of night. Cormier's jagged narrative kicks up a hornet's nest of touchy topics like politics, religion and Freudian analysis.

Several of the episodes in the book reminded me of recurring nightmares that I've had, so Mr. Cormier's novel, it can be said, crawled inside my head and stayed there for awhile. The controversial ending to I Am The
Hong Deng
This book is about a boy named Adam who was going on a personal journey of finding his real identity. He lived happyliy with his family until one day he became suspicious of his parents and later on found out that his real name is Paul Delmonte. His family had being disguised since he was litte to avoid terrorists. Not long after he found the truth, his parents both died from a car accident and he lost his memory and had to stay in a hospital to recover. The book is really interesting because th ...more
Ashley Arredondo
Would you go to another town on your bike to see your dad ? The genre of this book is realistic fiction. I think this book is really good because i likethe way he tells us what happens on his trip to see his dad.
Adam lives in a small town with his mother. He goes to Rutterbug, Vermont to see his father. But in the story he is also in a place that might be a hospital or jail but they always ask him question.The story is mostly about Adam telling you about his journey to see his father and all t
Cory Dorn
I feel the “I Am The Cheese” is for any age or gender, but I mostly prefer teens to read it because the main character is a teen. What this young man does to see his father, And this Young man name is Adam Farmer. He will pedal 84 miles to see his father in the hospital this 84 mile trip is from Massachusetts to Vermont. Another reason why I Say this should be preferred for teens is that we became more of technology. Teens Eat sleep and dream on Technology. A Teenager at this time would just Fa ...more
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This book was beyond my expectations ! At first I just got the book because it was on sale and it seemed interesting but as I read it I was hooked ! I cherished the descriptive and wise tone the author provides. He made me savor the book . I took my time reading it and I felt like the main character. The main character Adam Farmer is psychological ill because he faces trauma that is later mentioned in the book. It very cryptic as well but you have a sense of empathy with Adam because he is also ...more
This was definitely a book that I thoroughly enjoyed! It was engaging, unique, and a great experience to read. I think the title was slightly misleading since it sounds as if it would be something humorous and whimsical, which this book certainly is not. (view spoiler)

It had some stylistic el
This book is a very difficult one to summarize. We have Adam Farmer, a 14-year-old boy who is biking his way to Vermont from a small town in Massachusetts with the goal of visiting his father. Yet these first-person, present-tense accounts are alternated with taped conversations Adam has with a man named Brint, supposedly a psychiatrist of some sort—these conversations are an attempt to get Adam to remember his past which is so horrible that he has been repressing the memories. What does this al ...more
Have you ever watched the movie "Abduction" staring Taylor Lautner? Well this book is just like that movie but it actually puts a modern twist to it. Although this book is a fictional book, the way the author tells it makes it so much more realistic. This book is full of deception and lies that it makes this book interesting.

This book is about a kid named Adam Farmer who has been drugged into finding out more information about his family, mainly his father. As Adam is induced in the drug, someon
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This is on a list of short books that were somehow life changing for me.

My original read was years and years ago - I was maybe around 12 or 13. I have this distinct memory of finishing the book very late at night - when everything is dark and the house and the world are asleep. I was completely overwhelmed by two things, (1) all encompassing loneliness - not in a boo-hoo sort of way, but more in a born alone, die alone Ultimate Truth epiphany moment, and (2) being absolutely unsure whether or n
Tommy Gibbs
This is one of my all time favorite books. I first read it in 7th grade. The story is of a boy Adam Farmer (actually Paul Delmonte). The story is complicated in that there are three developing plots. One is of Adam Farmer who is riding his bicycle from his home town of Monument, Massachusetts to an unknown location. This plot is simply of his journey and several trials that occur during it. The second plot is of, presumably, Adam sitting with an unnamed interviewer, presumably his psychiatrist, ...more
Sydney White
When I was four years old I went through a terrible night terrors phase. My parents said that I would wake up in the middle of the night for weeks on end after having recurring nightmares. Fortunately I don't remember any of them today, but I do recall how nice it was to crawl into bed with them and feel safe enough to continue the rest of the night's sleeping hours. When I finished Cormier's I am Cheese it was 11:00 pm, my house was dark, and the trees outside the bedroom were looming through s ...more
Name: Michelle Muro
Citation: Cormier, R. (1977). I am the cheese. New York, NY: Pantheon.
Genre: Mystery
Format: Print
Selection Process: YALSA website


Adam Farmer is on a journey by bicycle to see his father in the hospital while also battling the mysteries of his mind. The story is told in two different formats. It starts with a narrative of Adam on a bicycle going to give his father a package. The next chapter is a transcript between an interviewer and Adam who is trying to remember his pa
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Robert Edmund Cormier (January 17, 1925–November 2, 2000) was an American author, columnist and reporter, known for his deeply pessimistic, downbeat literature. His most popular works include I Am the Cheese, After the First Death, We All Fall Down and The Chocolate War, all of which have won awards. The Chocolate War was challenged in multiple libraries. His books often are concerned with themes ...more
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“He was intrigued by the power of words, not the literary words that filled the books in the library but the sharp, staccato words that went into the writing of news stories. Words that went for the jugular. Active verbs that danced and raced on the page.” 37 likes
“A: Funny about my mother. All my life, from the time I was just a little kid, I thought of her as a sad person. I mean, the way some people are tall or fat or skinny. My father always seemed the stronger one. As if he was a bright color and she was a faded color. I know it sounds crazy.
T: Not at all.
A: But later, when I learned the truth about our lives, I found she was still sad. But strong, too. Not faded at all. It wasn't sadness so much as fear--the Never Knows.”
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