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A Boy's Own Story (The Edmund Trilogy #1)

3.76 of 5 stars 3.76  ·  rating details  ·  4,009 ratings  ·  155 reviews
Edmund Whites självbiografiska roman En pojkes egen historia blev en omedelbar modern klassiker i USA när den kom ut 1982.

Romanen berättar om en pojke som upptäcker sin homosexualitet på fyrtio- och femtiotalet. När han är femton har han sex med en tolvårig kamrat. Det är en troskyldig lek, ännu ostörd av det självhat som ska komma att prägla den växande medvetenheten om v
Paperback, 218 pages
Published 1983 by Picador (first published 1982)
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mark monday
Edmund White portrays his younger life in a narcotic and poetic style. not exactly the most flattering self-portrait... the protagonist's travails are emotionally affecting yet he remains creepily distanced from the events and people in his own life - in particular from his equally creepy, distant, self-absorbed father. the apple does not fall far from the tree, i suppose. overall, the language is some of the most beautiful, in my experience, of all of gay fiction - rivaling even Giovanni's Room ...more
There's a kind of bittersweet loneliness/excitement at sexual awakening that most gays will intrinsically understand and that White always manages to caputure so perfectly. Somehow, he romances the unromantic, charming us with images of cruising in parks and getting STD's.
K.D. Absolutely
Mar 07, 2010 K.D. Absolutely rated it 3 of 5 stars  ·  review of another edition
Recommended to K.D. by: 1001 Books You Must Read Before You Die
Shelves: 1001-core, gay-lit
A book about a gay boy in the US during the 50's. This coming-of-age story is peppered with lyrical prose and said to be an instant hit when it was first published in 1982. Considering that the setting of the story is in the heartland of the conservative US and it was in the 50's (before the rock n roll era), the difficulties that the author of this semi-autobiographical novel went through to fight for his desire to be loved (by men including his father) are something worth knowing. As the blurb ...more
The last of White's novels that I picked up, and to be honest I wasn't expecting any surprises. Was I stupid! I cringe when I hear this book praised as if it were the first and best thing White ever wrote...but it is very good. After the fervid manner of Nocturnes for the King of Naples (still my favorite of his books) White took to heart Isherwood's advice to write more plainly. The style he achieves in this book is a marvel. A formal chasteness that doesn't trammel lyricism, a clarity that doe ...more
This wasn’t what I expected to find when I picked this book. I expected a story based on a real life experience…what it turned out to be was a collection of anecdotes from a life, tied together loosely through a vaguely chronological perspective and a bunch of generously worded descriptions of people, emotions and locations.

The narrative is personal and from the foreword we learn that it is indeed an autobiographical story. The author also lets us know that he was an addict while he wrote this
An account of growing up queer when growing up queer wasn't as mainstream as it is today. I think will appeal almost universally to a gay audience, but also to anyone who has felt different or like an outsider. It also deals with some interesting father-son issues.
Prima parte di una tetralogia autobiografica, questa storia di un giovane americano si distingue per la sua accecante bellezza in un panorama ricco di storie simili.
Il racconto scordinato, non progressivo cronologicamente, con salti improvvisi avanti e indietro nel tempo, scardina di fatto la classica struttura del bildungsroman, liberandolo dalle grinfie del genere e permettendogli di librarsi in volo. I pochi, ma sostanziosi capitoli, sono quasi delle storie indipendenti, che mostrano lo stess
I don't know what the deal was. I just couldn't get into it. I really liked The Beautiful Room is Empty. This one seemed more fragmented. I started getting into the second half, when he went off to boarding school. That was when the pace started to pick up.

I didn't care much for his relationship with his father, though it played a role later in his life. It was kind of interesting that he fantasized about being his father's lover, not unlike Allen Ginsberg. I haven't heard much about a homosexu
Shelter Somerset
To be sixteen again, curled up on a bed devouring a novel in one afternoon! Of course, in 1982--the year ABOS was published--few gay-themed novels were readily available. I was lucky to live in an area with a public library that stocked the book. The 1980s: the apex of gay fiction (written by gay men for gay men). A celebration of the American spirit, with a homoerotic twist. The essence of individuality. Man versus society. American authors fed us the antihero (from surname-less Ishmael to drop ...more
I’ve been eager to acquire this book for some time now and although I didn’t enjoy it nearly half as much as I thought I would, I’m still pleased I finally managed to read it. Here we go:

A Boy’s Own Story features a nameless protagonist living in America and struggling to discern his own identity through an intangible web of pain, loneliness, and homophobia. After a somewhat innocent commingling with a younger boy, purely for experimental (read: pleasurable) purposes, he begins to realise his fe
This book starts out well, giving an interesting evokation of a gay man's youth in the Midwest, small town America, but when the main character enters boarding school, it veers off course and I lost interest. In the end, White's story supposedly autobiographical comes off as a bit difficult to believe, as though halfway into the composition he decided his goal was not to write a realist rendering of his life, but to shock and be sensationalist. Perhaps in the time it was written, there was some ...more
Mike Mills
A collection of anecdotes and vignettes strung together to tell a story of a boy growing up gay in 1950's Midwest, small town America. While it started off great, with stories of his home life, especially his relationship with his father. But by the time he got to boarding school, the narrative becomes very convoluted and disconnected at times. We are suddenly introduced to numerous tragic and off-beat characters in a short amount of time. These characters, whether positive or negative influence ...more
Edmund White is the type of writer who freely uses words like “uxorious” in his novels without batting an eyelash. Thus it’s small wonder it was such a chore for me to plod through this book back as a young twentysomething - my little punkass simply wasn’t ready for such writerly erudition and I henceforth banned Mr. White to the shameful rank of Privileged Irrelevant Old Gay White Male Writer (PIOGWMW), basically the literary equivalent of a Sweater Queen to my judgmental young mind. But that’s ...more
Sep 04, 2007 Haengbok92 rated it 3 of 5 stars  ·  review of another edition
Recommends it for: people who grew up to the beat of their own drummers
This book is chock-full of beautiful prose and a cast of varied and unique characters that cling to you after the pages are closed. It's a window into the life of a young homosexual boy growing up in the fifties, his relationships with his parents, friends, and other mentors--both positive and negative--in his life. I think there is a lot to relate to here, whether you are gay, straight, or bi. Some sections definitely made me laugh out loud, others raised by eyebrows to my hairline.

At the same
If he wasn't writing about gay men, he would be as famous as any major modern author. From what I've read of the modern canon, he and Toni Morrison are the best writers. I didn't mind the nonlinear, even random, sequencing of the book. His metaphors and imagery are so stunning and so specific. The book isn't the most emotional, by design I imagine, but you can identify with his passing summations of what the character is feeling at any given moment. White really spells out what it's like, more t ...more
This book is often named as a classic gay coming-of-age story. It is well-written and readable, but beyond that I found it utterly depressing. The main character seems to always be looking for love, or at least some emotional connection, but only finds sex (sometimes exploitative) and ultimately, ways to manipulate others with sex. I wanted to care about him, but by the end it was a very unlikeable fellow that I closed the book on.
May 29, 2011 Valerie rated it 4 of 5 stars  ·  review of another edition
Recommended to Valerie by: Alex
Shelves: gblt-friendly
The anguish this young man feels about his sexuality, both the coming of age and the realization that he is actually a homosexual, is so beautifully written. The author's verbal cleverness makes erotic poetry out of the most mundane features of growing up. Of course, this made me think of all the young men who don't fit in, and feel bullied and desperate as they sense the growing gulf between themselves and their age-mates.
Kirk Wilkins
This is not your typical bildungsroman, and much better than your typical bildungsroman. In this semi-autobiographic novel, Edmund White describes the experiences, struggles, and thoughts of a closeted young man as he discovers, copes with, experiments with, and wonders about his sexual orientation. Though this book effectively and poignantly captures the experience of realizing one's sexual orientation in a past, more fearful time, it also does so with a compassion and grit that still seems dis ...more
I enjoyed this quite a bit, and I appreciate how White resisted the impulse to describe coming of age as a linear narrative. Instead he jumps around, and things happen, not necessarily with any particular order, and it feels a lot more genuine. I love his almost flamboyant prose, and I'm very curious to read the next book in his coming of age series.
remember reading this over 15 years ago and being struck by the harshness and lack of empathy on the part of the 'hero'. Picked it up again a couple of days ago and in just looking at random here and there found my opinion hadn't really changed. Cold and manipulative. I do love White's style of writing but not his characters
A good read. A very different writing style. Interesting structuring. Hoping that the two sequels in the trilogy make up for unfulfilled expectations in this one. Going to write a book review on the book soon on my blog
I read this so long ago i can't, can't give it justice. i just remember it being short, raw, and sad to pieces.... thats my lasting impression since five/ten? years ago.
It was a pretty good book. At the beginning, there is a relatively graphic scene. However, having read Dennis Cooper's books, I wasn't too phased, but others may feel uncomfortable reading it. The writing is beautiful, I am looking into reading more of Edmund White's works. However, I feel that at times, the description of situations smothered me and was drawn out. Other times, I felt it suited and described what was happening beautifully. I like the comparison he draws with "...density and tedi ...more
Kathleen Hagen
A Boy’s Own Story, by Edmond White, Narrated by George Backman, Produced in Audible Studios, downloaded from

Originally published in 1982 as the first of Edmund White's trilogy of autobiographical novels, A Boy's Own Story became an instant classic for its pioneering
portrayal of homosexuality. The audiobook's unnamed narrator, growing up during the 1950s, is beset by aloof parents, a cruel sister, and relentless mocking
from his peers, compelling him to seek out works of art and liter
Tristan Goding
Edmund White's writing is very tender, loving, and intimate, not to mention refreshingly innocent, and A BOY'S OWN STORY is a perfect example of this. While I cannot imagine everyone appreciating this particularly wide-eyed approach to growing up in the 1950s, for someone like me it is a total breath of fresh air and undeniably moving, and, even if it's not necessarily a book that offers much beyond its surface, the sweet-natured tone of it makes whatever flaws the book may exhibit totally forgi ...more
Tex Reader
3.0 – Intelligent, Sometimes Too Intellectual Story of Gay Teen in 50's.

This was an intelligent story narrated by the MC about his teenage years. At first I thought it might be a historical fiction, but that was not really the case. Even though it was set in the 50's in the midwest, the place and times weren't described much in order to get a feel of what it was like - so it could have been any time any place. It was more the MC reminiscing about his coming of age and struggling with being gay.

David Gee
First published in 1983, the opening volume of Edmund White's three-part autobiographical novel sequence made its way onto my re-reading list after an article in Polari, the gay online magazine. This novel in the form of a memoir deals with the 1950s boyhood of his unnamed protagonist, watching his parent' marriage dissolve, moving from the country to the city with his mother and sister, beginning to discover a love of books and realizing that he is gay. The narrator is a hopeless romantic: afte ...more
A Boy's Own Story is the first in a trilogy of semi-autobiographic novels centered around the unnamed narrator's queer sexual identity and experiences from his childhood in 1950s America on into early adulthood. For ease of reviewing this book, I will name the narrator 'Teddy' from here on. (He seems like a Theodore to me; his family is monied, he attempts to cultivate a sense of charm about him and his is bookish.)

Teddy is a highly observant child and honest narrator, who shares with us his sha
Larry Buhl
"A memoir of gay teen's coming out journey in the 50s" might sound a bit precious, or pretentious, or too navel-gazing. It is all of those things, for better or worse. But the prose is stunning - florid, and perhaps too studied and measured for even the most precocious teen, but that's its strength. White's use of language is lyrical, dreamlike (almost narcotic), surprising and yet precise.

On one of his sexual encounters:
"Well yeah, but since there aren't any girls around." I felt like a scient
Khenpo Gurudas
I found this autobiographical novel interesting, having read it as a very young man myself, in 1982. White's somewhat lyrical and evocative narrative has been considered one of the great pieces of LGBT literature. And I will agree that it was a captivating novel.

I am uncertain of the whole "great LGBT literature" concept itself, because many of those books that get categorised with White's work are not, in my opinion, of the same calibre or literary style of this book. White writes in the style
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Edmund White's novels include Fanny: A Fiction, A Boy's Own Story, The Farewell Symphony, and A Married Man. He is also the author of a biography of Jean Genet, a study of Marcel Proust, The Flâneur: A Stroll Through the Paradoxes of Paris, and, most recently, his memoir, My Lives. Having lived in Paris for many years, he is now a New Yorker and teaches at Princeton University. He was also a membe ...more
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