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The Center Cannot Hold: My Journey Through Madness
by
Elyn R. Saks
Elyn R. Saks is an esteemed professor, lawyer, and psychiatrist and is the Orrin B. Evans Professor of Law, Psychology, Psychiatry and the Behavioral Sciences at the University of Southern California Law School, yet she has suffered from schizophrenia for most of her life, and still has ongoing major episodes of the illness. The Center Cannot Hold is the eloquent, m oving ...more
Paperback, 368 pages
Published
August 12th 2008
by Hyperion
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In the tradition of Kay Redfield Jamison, Elyn Saks, a person with a major psychiatric disorder, presents her own history from childhood to her present status as a successful professional specializing in that disorder. In Saks's case, that disorder is schizophrenia, a diagnosis with a much poorer prognosis for a successful adulthood than many others.
Saks's account is both readable and meticulous, with only a few editing problems. She is careful neither to overdramatize nor underplay ...more
Saks's account is both readable and meticulous, with only a few editing problems. She is careful neither to overdramatize nor underplay ...more
It's a little sad and frustrating when people read this and say things like "whenever she's off her meds, she has an episode, she should just stay on them!".
The most difficult thing in treating mentally ill people is getting them to take and stay on their meds for reasons she details in her book. First, there are usually pretty severe side effects such as permanent nerve damage that causes you to twitch and spasm constantly, have trouble thinking clearly, have no energy and...more
The most difficult thing in treating mentally ill people is getting them to take and stay on their meds for reasons she details in her book. First, there are usually pretty severe side effects such as permanent nerve damage that causes you to twitch and spasm constantly, have trouble thinking clearly, have no energy and...more
The Center Cannot Hold offers a rare peek into the raging mind of a schizophrenic. While the author is anything but a case study (she is brilliant and accomplished even by mentally intact standards, whereas schizophrenia is usually accompanied by low IQ and functional impairment) her uncommon mental clarity enables her to shed light on an otherwise inscrutable disorder.
Of the several memoirs of mental illness I've read, this book offers the most convincing dialogue of psychotic and d...more
Of the several memoirs of mental illness I've read, this book offers the most convincing dialogue of psychotic and d...more
This book is written by a friend/mentor of mine at USC. It was extremely bizarre to read something so intimate by & about someone I know, so my experience of reading it will be different from the experience of others. That said, I think it's quite powerful. What Elyn is able to pull off is describing, from her currently "sane" place, what it feels like to be severely schizophrenic. Her bridge-building into that experience is rare and worthwhile, and can move a reader's empathy for ...more
While this book is pretty rough reading, at the same time, I found it kind of cool. Not only does the author really lay her life out there for everyone to see, including all her thoughts about killing people, but she ends up a totally successful person. Probably more so than I will ever be. At the end, when Saks is trying to sum up what she wants this book to be and why she wrote it, it gets kind of weird: inspiration to other schizophrenics, even though she admits many people with her disorder ...more
An eye-opening memoir. What it what it lacks in stylistic flare, it more than makes up for in bracing sincerity. The author pulls back the curtains on the subjective experience of schizophrenia.
This is an unflinching testament of what it FEELS like -- not just what it LOOKS like from the outside -- to be in the grip of psychosis. It's also an indictment of the draconian methods often used to "treat" psychotic patients.
Even readers who are well-versed in the l...more
This is an unflinching testament of what it FEELS like -- not just what it LOOKS like from the outside -- to be in the grip of psychosis. It's also an indictment of the draconian methods often used to "treat" psychotic patients.
Even readers who are well-versed in the l...more
This is a great book. Occasionally, it was difficult to read the author continuously making the same mistakes in her recovery process. Though at the same time it was comforting, because it was a clear representation of the human character. The attempt to abolish the reality of the situation to the point of bringing on your own delusions. Whether that be trying to deny your illness or to think you can change a cheating and abusive boyfriend. I reflected on the mistakes I make time and time again ...more
Tracy
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those interested in a personal account of schizophrenia
Saks presents an articulate and honest portrayal of her life with schizophrenia, from its early days to the present. She doesn't deny the severity of her symptoms, while also acknowledging that the life she's built for herself is atypical -- she is a married, tenured law professor at USC with degrees from Vanderbilt, Oxford, and Yale. The most devastating part for me was Saks' account of her days in the Yale psychiatric centers, acting out and recognizing that the staff didn't particularly care...more
Melissa
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anyone interested in mental health issues
The author, Elyn Saks, is an academic (Yale Law School, Oxford scholar, etc.) who has struggled with schizophrenia all her life. It's very well written and easy to read. As an MD, I was interested about the mental health issues raised in the book and what schizophrenic persons are really experiencing when they talk about "delusions" and "hallucinations". As a Christian, I wondered about the spiritual aspect of schizophrenia. For instance, I noticed that the author was incred...more
A fascinating and enlightening memoir about a life lived to its fullest despite suffering from schizophrenia. I learned so much about the inner life of a person with this particular mental illness, and found my heart stirring over and over with compassion for anyone so afflicted. The book is filled with keen metaphors and rich descriptions of psychotic episodes, so intense and so well-described that even though I have never experienced anything similar, I was easily able to imagine such terrifyi...more
The Center Cannot Hold: My Journey Through Madness, by Elyn R. Saks, produced by Recorded Books, narrated by Alma Cuervo.
This is the unflinching look at a history of schizophrenia, undiagnosed and misdiagnosed for a long time. Elyn Saks, now a tenured professor of law, who has garnered many awards, teaches and writes at University of Southern California. This is her own story. She gives us very detailed glimpses of what happens to her when she has a psychotic break. She talks abo...more
This is the unflinching look at a history of schizophrenia, undiagnosed and misdiagnosed for a long time. Elyn Saks, now a tenured professor of law, who has garnered many awards, teaches and writes at University of Southern California. This is her own story. She gives us very detailed glimpses of what happens to her when she has a psychotic break. She talks abo...more
We rarely have the opportunity to hear from people diagnosed with schizophrenia. As a result, the disease remains misunderstood and maligned, confused with multiple personality disorder, and the butt of several jokes. In writing The Center Cannot Hold, Elyn Saks has, in part, set out to remedy this, and she has acquitted herself most admirably.
Saks’s life is an interesting one. Raised in Miami, Florida, she exhibited, as she can recall, a few early signs of the disorder in high school ...more
Saks’s life is an interesting one. Raised in Miami, Florida, she exhibited, as she can recall, a few early signs of the disorder in high school ...more
Amazing memoir about her lifelong battle with schizophrenia and how she managed to battle, cope and come out on top with a law degree and tenor at USC. Her diagnosis took a long time and she suffered deeply. But she was a highly driven person who would not give in to her madness and wouldn't let it define her or be her. Like many who struggle with thought disorders, she fought taking medicine, in fact she fought her illness and for her life every step of the way. Yet it was her school and he...more
Amazon review:
Elyn Saks is a success by any measure: she’s an endowed professor at the prestigious University of Southern California Gould School of Law. She has managed to achieve this in spite of being diagnosed as schizophrenic and given a "grave" prognosis -- and suffering the effects of her illness throughout her life.
Saks was only eight, and living an otherwise idyllic childhood in sunny 1960s Miami, when her first symptoms appeared in the form of obsessions and night t...more
Elyn Saks is a success by any measure: she’s an endowed professor at the prestigious University of Southern California Gould School of Law. She has managed to achieve this in spite of being diagnosed as schizophrenic and given a "grave" prognosis -- and suffering the effects of her illness throughout her life.
Saks was only eight, and living an otherwise idyllic childhood in sunny 1960s Miami, when her first symptoms appeared in the form of obsessions and night t...more
In reading this book I am amazed at how vivid and true it is. Not many people have endured psychosis, depression, delusions or paranoia yet are able to communicate the experience in a way others can understand. This book is marvelous. The truth behind so many of her simple statements is what really got my attention.
Saks should be applauded for opening up her mind to others in a way that hopefully will work dispell the stigma associated with those who have a "severe mental illn...more
Saks should be applauded for opening up her mind to others in a way that hopefully will work dispell the stigma associated with those who have a "severe mental illn...more
Who says someone with schizophrenia can't win a MacArthur (genius) award? Or, for that matter, a Nobel Prize? In this amazing book, Elyn Saks details her own experience of schizophrenia, rife with psychotic breaks and an adversarial relationship with the medications that helped to prevent that as she graduates summa cum laude from Vanderbilt, gets an MA in Ancient Philosophy (highest honors) from Oxford, becomes a tenured professor at USC Law School and Med School while training as a psychoanaly...more
I wanted to like this book, the world of the mentally ill is extremely hard for anyone else to fathom.
There are so many people with mental problems, an inside look would be interesting.
But the book is overly long and very repetitive.
About 2/3 of the way through I began to wonder how much of the story is really true.
The author claims the drugs fogged her brain.
When she took an IQ test she scored slightly retarded <while on drugs>.
Yet many d...more
There are so many people with mental problems, an inside look would be interesting.
But the book is overly long and very repetitive.
About 2/3 of the way through I began to wonder how much of the story is really true.
The author claims the drugs fogged her brain.
When she took an IQ test she scored slightly retarded <while on drugs>.
Yet many d...more
Insofar as I can judge -- knowing very little about schizophrenia, psychology, philosophy, or the particular areas of law that Saks specializes in -- this is an excellent book.
I make that disclaimer because part of the book's excellence is in how much it teaches the reader about these subjects: more of an education than I would have expected from a memoir, but appropriate to Saks' brilliance, knowledge, and life's work as a professor and legal advocate for people with mental illnesse...more
I make that disclaimer because part of the book's excellence is in how much it teaches the reader about these subjects: more of an education than I would have expected from a memoir, but appropriate to Saks' brilliance, knowledge, and life's work as a professor and legal advocate for people with mental illnesse...more
"Place yourself in the middle of [a] room. Turn on [a] stereo, [a] television, and a beeping video game, and then invite into the room several small children with ice cream cones. Crank up the volume on each piece of electrical equipment, then take away the children's ice cream. Imagine these circumstances existing every day and night of your life. What would you do?" (Page 229, Elyn describing the effects of schizophrenia on her mind)
This book is Elyn Saks' "survival s...more
This book is Elyn Saks' "survival s...more
certainly a very informative and moving memoire about living with schizophrenia. i enjoyed reading the intimate description of the internal processes associated with psychotic episodes. it truly is unique in that way as few remain as cognitive intact as this author once diagnosed with schizophrenia. yet, i think this is story of a very privilged woman who was fortunate enough to have cognitive, social and financial resources to succeed while plagued by this often debilitating illness. many are n...more
The most detailed, insightful and informative account I've seen about what it is like to live with schizophrenia, from an extraordinary individual - her observation that there are many people with bipolar disorder who are high achievers, creative, etc. but not really a similar list of people with schizophrenia is true - if her diagnosis is accurate, she really stands out. Also, a very interesting illustration of how psychotherapy can be helpful even with schizophrenia, which most mental health ...more
Just an incredible book. Elyn Saks writes about her experience living with schizophrenia, and it's scary, sad, hopeful and thought-provoking all at once. I was especially horrified by her treatment within the american medical system - parts of this read like an actual horror novel and I had to keep reminding myself it was all real. I realize many of the events described happened in the 70s and 80s, but mental health issues are still so stigmatized today, it's not hard to imagine that these th...more
I'm working more and more with clients who have mental disabilities and have been reading memoirs o get a sense of how they work. This book, while at times repetitive in theme (as in the author does follow the same pattern for decades), has been very helpful for me, a non-psych. I certain feel less worried about talking with a client who has had delusions, knowing that those delusions are probably a coping mechanism for someone who is scared or hurt. Scared and hurt I can handle.... So this h...more
I listened to this on Audible. It is very good. It is among the better first person accounts that I have read. It drives home the idea that serious psychological problems don't put you in a position of making a decision to do the wrong thing, but instead in a position of not having the power to make any kind of decision. This is when the thinking problems have you in their grip, of course. There is the idea of the shattered personality rather than the split personality. There is a good com...more
this book is one of a kind and a fascinating read. Elyn Saks is a law professor at USC whose specialty is mental health issues, patients rights as affected by law, etc. This is a topic close to her heart, as she experienced a psychotic breakdown while studying for her masters at Oxford and was diagnosed with schizophrenia. She then goes on to get her law degree at Yale and a professorship at USC, all the while struggling with her illness. An amazing woman, she finds help through, suprising...more
This straight forward re-telling by Elyn of her journey through the first indicators of schizophrenia on up to her life with the illness today was a revelation for me. Although some people reading this book struggle with the fact that the author went off medication so frequently even though it's clear to everyone (even herself, sometimes) that the medication is what is allowing her to progress (as she does, quite successfully) in her life. I however found this period she describes of always want...more
The author of this book gives us a front-row seat of her journey through her life, through being diagnosed with schizophrenia, to finishing up law school, to being offered a teaching job at USC Law school, and even getting married. I learned from her that most people with schizophrenia are not violent and murderous; that's just what we hear about the most through the media.
This is a fascinating, well-written book. I give it four stars because there's so many verbatim conversations rec...more
This is a fascinating, well-written book. I give it four stars because there's so many verbatim conversations rec...more
This is the memoir of Elyn Saks, a tenured USC law professor who graduated from Yale Law School, was the valedictorian of her undergraduate class at Vanderbilt and a Marshall Scholar. She also happens to be schizophrenic. Saks's first-hand account of her battle with the disease is absolutely incredible. Beginning in her early adolescence, Saks recounts the constant voices in her head, her hallucinations, and her paranoia that people are out to kill her or that she should kill herself. She ignore...more
An interesting look at schizophrenia in the 'real world'. I would have liked more detail on her schizophrenic episodes, though. During the story of her life, Dr. Saks was convinced that she never had a mental illness in the first place. She repeatedly tried to taper her antipsychotic medications, always with the same result - a psychotic break. It got a little old after the 50 billionth time. Isn't the definition of insanity (according to Einstein) repeating the same actions and expecting t...more
I think Elyn Saks has written a courageous and realistic book about what it means to be diagnosed with a serious mental illness. Her passages about being diagnosed with schizophrenia are hard hitting and completely believable. My only criticism of her book is that she glosses over the financial implications of psychiatric treatment. She only acknowledges in the last few pages that she was very lucky to have been born into a family with means to finance treatment. Most patients would not be a...more
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Elyn R. Saks, training to be a psychoanalyst, specializes in mental health law, criminal law, and children and the law. Her recent research focused on ethical dimensions of psychiatric research and forced treatment of the mentally ill. She teaches Mental Health Law, Mental Health Law and the Criminal Justice System, and Advanced Family Law: The Rights and Interests of Children. She also teaches at...more
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