Without You: A Memoir of Love, Loss, and the Musical Rent
by
Anthony Rapp (Goodreads Author)
Anthony Rapp captures the passion and grit unique to the theatre world as he recounts his life-changing experience in the original cast of the Pulitzer Prize-winning musical Rent.
Anthony had a special feeling about Jonathan Larson's rock musical from his first audition, so he was thrilled when he landed a starring role as the filmmaker Mark Cohen. With his mom's cancer
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Published
October 31st 2006
by Simon & Schuster
(first published February 7th 2006)
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Very good. I was inspired to read it because I'm going to see Rent this weekend, starring original Broadway (and movie) cast members Rapp and Adam Pascal. Rapp was very open and honest in this book, sharing primarily his memories of his journey as one of the original members of the Rent cast, through Jonathan Larson's death and opening on Broadway, and most of all through his mother's life and death. Having lost my mother to cancer as well, I really identified with a lot of what he went through....more
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I met Anthony at summer camp and we only really chatted once. Even then, I think everyone recognized his incredible talent and so he had a reputation of being one of the kids who was going to make it really big. I also remember both the guys he talked about in the book - Ben was so funny and I remember him always cracking us up. He was always on the edge and even then I worried for him because despite being totally hilarious, he seemed, well... too close to the edge. It was so sad to hear the st...more
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Let me preface this review by saying that I absolutely love the musical Rent...and I've loved it for a long time. In fact, although I'm certainly not as hardcore as some Rentheads, I've even seen the musical three times.
That being said, I found the actual writing of this memoir almost painful to digest...perhaps for the simple fact that Anthony Rapp is an actor, and a very talented one at that. But he's not a writer. And while I found his stories about how he became involved in Rent, his strugg...more
That being said, I found the actual writing of this memoir almost painful to digest...perhaps for the simple fact that Anthony Rapp is an actor, and a very talented one at that. But he's not a writer. And while I found his stories about how he became involved in Rent, his strugg...more
Perhaps it's best to preface this by saying that I have had in the past year the pleasure, privilege and honor of getting to know the author of this book. Anthony, aside from being an actor of immense talent and accomplishment, is eloquent, intelligent and has a heart of gold. I speak so highly of his personality in this review only to go on and say that it shows in the heartfelt nature of his memoir.
The book reads incredibly quickly; it's just that good. The raw emotion keeps coming and coming,...more
The book reads incredibly quickly; it's just that good. The raw emotion keeps coming and coming,...more
Aug 01, 2012
Skyla
rated it
5 of 5 stars
Recommends it for:
Fans of the musical Rent
Recommended to Skyla by:
Anthony Rapp
For the music that definied a generation...Thank you Jonathan Larson
I am little young to have been part of the generation defined by the music of Rent but I cannot deny that Rent has been a huge part of my life.
I know all the words to all the songs. I wore out my first copy of the film and I have the DVD of the last show done on Broadway and I have seen it live with Heinz Winckler as Roger. The message this play sends, the music, the love, the heartbreak has helped define me as a person so...more
I am little young to have been part of the generation defined by the music of Rent but I cannot deny that Rent has been a huge part of my life.
I know all the words to all the songs. I wore out my first copy of the film and I have the DVD of the last show done on Broadway and I have seen it live with Heinz Winckler as Roger. The message this play sends, the music, the love, the heartbreak has helped define me as a person so...more
As a usually sceptical reader of memoirs and biographies I was surprised at myself when I giddily ordered Anthony Rapp's book. Surprising myself further I read it in 2 days, refusing to put it down.
The most striking thing about Rapp's book is the sheer love that it is written with. The overwhelming affection seems almost tangible as it seeps through the pages. Anthony has a knack for giving life, even when it's at its bleakest, that fairy-tale feeling that we all crave.
Fairy-tale though it may s...more
The most striking thing about Rapp's book is the sheer love that it is written with. The overwhelming affection seems almost tangible as it seeps through the pages. Anthony has a knack for giving life, even when it's at its bleakest, that fairy-tale feeling that we all crave.
Fairy-tale though it may s...more
This book has been bouncing around in my head and I am sure it's on a list of mine somewhere and I don't know what prompted me to finally request it now. Oh well. This is another autobio from the original actor to play Mark in the musical RENT. I quit enjoyed the musical. I saw it in LA when NPH played Mark. Everyone my age in LA remembers that. I never saw it on Broadway. I was sad when I was overseas and saw it was closing because seeing the original cast preform it was sort of on my bucket li...more
Memoirs that recount the loves and losses of a person’s life are so numerous; it’s hard to find one
that really yells out, “READ ME!”
Without You, the memoir from original Rent member Anthony Rapp, does not have that problem.
Rapp’s recount of his failed relationships, the loss of his mother, and the birth of the hit Broadway musical Rent is filled with courage, fear, happiness, and sadness. Yet, despite the overtones of death and sorrow, Rapp fills in the spaces with humor and uplifting warmth.
Dur...more
that really yells out, “READ ME!”
Without You, the memoir from original Rent member Anthony Rapp, does not have that problem.
Rapp’s recount of his failed relationships, the loss of his mother, and the birth of the hit Broadway musical Rent is filled with courage, fear, happiness, and sadness. Yet, despite the overtones of death and sorrow, Rapp fills in the spaces with humor and uplifting warmth.
Dur...more
If you're a renthead be warned the book mostly focuses on Rapp's relationship with his mother and family and not about his time working on Rent. I give it four stars because I found myself engrossed in his story about growing up in a family that never communicates. Anthony Rapp is certainly honest in his memoir. Because of this he comes off a bit self-indulgent and self-centered. Everything, even his mother's death, seemed to be about him. However, that's what I sort of liked about the book and...more
Wow. That was a powerhouse of emotions.
Rapp is a wonderful writer. I could imagine his mother's house, Rachel, Anne, Adam, the workshop of Rent, literally everything. His imagery was precise. I loved glimpsing into his life. Anthony Rapp is so interesting but so, so sad!
As a fan of Rent, it was interesting seeing first the workshop cast to finally the Broadway cast. Seeing Anthony's first reactions to Anthony Pascal, Idina Menzel, etc. I feel the show will mean so much more to me now because of...more
Rapp is a wonderful writer. I could imagine his mother's house, Rachel, Anne, Adam, the workshop of Rent, literally everything. His imagery was precise. I loved glimpsing into his life. Anthony Rapp is so interesting but so, so sad!
As a fan of Rent, it was interesting seeing first the workshop cast to finally the Broadway cast. Seeing Anthony's first reactions to Anthony Pascal, Idina Menzel, etc. I feel the show will mean so much more to me now because of...more
Overshare? Why, yes I will, thank you. For a condensed review: This is a great memoir, not just about Rent, but about grief and love and honesty. For way more information about most-likely-irrelevant-to-you connections I made to my own experience, read here...(view spoiler)...more
My advice to Anthony Rapp would be to stick to acting and not writing. Either that, or don't be ambiguous about the contents of what he is writing.
This book should not have included "and the Musical Rent" in the title, because I honestly felt that he touched very little on the subject. I was under the impression upon going into this book that it would have been more focused on his time working with the show, especially since he was there since the start, and his experience through it all and NO...more
This book should not have included "and the Musical Rent" in the title, because I honestly felt that he touched very little on the subject. I was under the impression upon going into this book that it would have been more focused on his time working with the show, especially since he was there since the start, and his experience through it all and NO...more
About a year ago, I watched the musical RENT. I'd heard good things about it, and it seemed intriguing from the pictures and gifs I'd seen on Tumblr. I instantly fell in love with it and the message that it shared, and, as I usually do when I find a new obsession, I spent many nights reading up on the Broadway musical and the cast members.
RENT is an amazing musical about living life to the fullest and without regret. Unfortunately, the musical's writer, Jonathan Larson, unexpectedly died the nig...more
RENT is an amazing musical about living life to the fullest and without regret. Unfortunately, the musical's writer, Jonathan Larson, unexpectedly died the nig...more
This was really interesting. Rent opened on Broadway when I was in high school. I was a theatre kid and I remember hearing all about this amazing show, and how it was revolutionizing musical theatre. I didn't get to see it or several years until the touring production came to Texas. I've seen it several times now, and have listened to the original cast recording so many times I have it practically memorized.
I really enjoyed reading about the development of the show, and the backstage stories. I...more
I really enjoyed reading about the development of the show, and the backstage stories. I...more
I saw Without You on a recent trip to Borders and had to buy it. Rent is one of my all time favorite Broadway shows and Mark is a character that has always resonated with me. In addition to that, Anthony Rapp has always been the quintessential Mark, at least in my experience, so I was interested in hearing what he had to say. Now that I have read it, I have to say that it was bit of a mixed experience for me.
On the one hand, Rapp gives the reader incredible glimpses into the evolution and exper...more
On the one hand, Rapp gives the reader incredible glimpses into the evolution and exper...more
Having just finished this book about 30 seconds ago, I couldn't decide whether to rate it 4 or 5 stars. I will list what I loved and what I didn't love as much, and you can decide if this book is for you.
In all honesty, I wasn't crazy about the incredibly detailed descriptions of his sexual encounters. I believe some private things should be kept private, so that was difficult to read (though I wouldn't recommend skipping these pages, because you may miss something important). I also would have...more
In all honesty, I wasn't crazy about the incredibly detailed descriptions of his sexual encounters. I believe some private things should be kept private, so that was difficult to read (though I wouldn't recommend skipping these pages, because you may miss something important). I also would have...more
This book broke my heart. I am a huge Broadway fan, especially of Rent, and what inspired me to read this was of course the journey of the show and cast itself. This was the very first memoir I have ever purchased and it reminded me why I steer away from them. This was the first book to ever bring me to tears. Anthony's story of the making, breaking and strength of a family rocked me and brought me back to my theater days. Not only is he talented on film and stage, he also does well on paper. He...more
I don't usually enjoy memoirs. There's always a disconnect between the person and myself, it's as though someone is always standing somewhere in the distance, telling me their story with so much exaggerated emotion that I become so lost in how they feel, I don't understand how they actually are.
This one was different, way different. Imagine sitting in a bar or pub, or even a trendy little cafe. It's not too loud; it's the middle of the week, so not too many people are there. You sit at a small t...more
This one was different, way different. Imagine sitting in a bar or pub, or even a trendy little cafe. It's not too loud; it's the middle of the week, so not too many people are there. You sit at a small t...more
The first time I got the chance to meet Anthony Rapp two days before my 21st birthday and I will never forget the memory I had finally being able to meet someone who inspired me! I love this book! The fact that one person, who was involved with the musical all the way through workshop is incredible because he got to see the musical being written, things added or taken away from context. His inspiration has helped me to overcome the fears of the unknown, be all that I can be, but also to never gi...more
This book has been on my list for about a year now and I was so excited to read it. The first thing that hit me was how good the writing was from the very first chapter. Sometimes when someone has such a gift as Rapp has as an actor, it's easy to forget that there is a lot more to them than just that. The narration was so clear I could picture everything and for an autobiography/memoir it's amazing how many conversations were remembered and recorded throughout the course of the book.
I will admi...more
I will admi...more
I love Rent and I love Anthony Rapp. I just saw the show for the umpteenth time because he toured with Adam Pascal. I first saw the show in NYC, but the originals were already gone (1998). What a duo. I wish the entire original cast would regroup for a tour...I would pay big bucks to see them all, especially Idina, Adam, Mark, Jesse, and Taye.
I enjoyed the insight into Rapp's life, but mostly enjoyed the morsels about the start of Rent and the evolution of the show. I think only true fans of Re...more
I enjoyed the insight into Rapp's life, but mostly enjoyed the morsels about the start of Rent and the evolution of the show. I think only true fans of Re...more
I loved it. It was a birthday present from my husband who knows I love Rent so thought I might enjoy this. I suppose I can understand some of the reviewers who were unhappy that the book wasn't more Rent-focused, but I think I enjoyed the book more because it wasn't as I felt like it was more than a rehash of his years associated with the musical...the guy is more than 'that guy from Rent' after all.
Having had some similar experiences to Rapp in terms of dealing with a very ill parent, perhaps I...more
Having had some similar experiences to Rapp in terms of dealing with a very ill parent, perhaps I...more
I decided to read this after Alyssa and I traveled to Pittsburgh to see
Rent and had the opportunity to meet Anthony Rapp. We ran to the stage door immediately following the show hoping that there was a small chance he would come out to sign autographs. He came out and he was so gracious with his time. The book reads as a very candid, heart felt story about the beautiful relationship that Anthony had with his mother and the heart wrenching emotions he dealt with as she battled cancer. Of course...more
Rent and had the opportunity to meet Anthony Rapp. We ran to the stage door immediately following the show hoping that there was a small chance he would come out to sign autographs. He came out and he was so gracious with his time. The book reads as a very candid, heart felt story about the beautiful relationship that Anthony had with his mother and the heart wrenching emotions he dealt with as she battled cancer. Of course...more
Let me start by saying that I absolutely love the musical Rent. I have seen it 3 times on Broadway and one time with the traveling group in Austin. The music was my anthem the first time I moved to NYC back in 2006. Absolutely love it.
Anthony's memoir is very honest and moving. It is fair to say that the memoir is about his life around the time he began in Rent, his mother's illness, his dating woes, being gay in NYC etc, so it isn't just about Rent, but there was plenty around Rent though.
The o...more
Anthony's memoir is very honest and moving. It is fair to say that the memoir is about his life around the time he began in Rent, his mother's illness, his dating woes, being gay in NYC etc, so it isn't just about Rent, but there was plenty around Rent though.
The o...more
If you are looking for a sanitized memoir full of stale excuses and mundane scenes from a life, this is probably not the book for you. In "Without You", Anthony Rapp takes an unflinching look at himself, the loss of his mother, grief, his relationships, and sexuality - with his clear goal being honesty and healing. The backdrop for all this is, of course, Rapp's lead role in the smash Broadway musical 'Rent'.
Rapp puts you in his head as he speaks with utter poignancy about his mother, Jonatha...more
Rapp puts you in his head as he speaks with utter poignancy about his mother, Jonatha...more
Anyone who knows me knows how much I love Rent, especially the story behind the play. Reading this book made me feel like I was a part of it. I couldn't put it down and ended up staying up all night to finish it. Anthony Rapp is one of those people I wish I could have dinner with because after reading the book, it feels like we're friends.
Hearing about his mother's struggles with cancer and the way he coped was really interesting to me. I lost my dad to cancer, and hearing someone else's story k...more
Hearing about his mother's struggles with cancer and the way he coped was really interesting to me. I lost my dad to cancer, and hearing someone else's story k...more
I have been a long-time fan of the actor, Anthony Rapp. Now, I can add that I am a fan of the writer, Anthony Rapp as well. This book gave such a candid look at the life of Anthony Rapp and a great backstory to 'Rent'. I happen to be a BIG fan of backstories. Anything that puts a spin on something I already know and allows me to see it differently is very welcome. Well...providing I like what I see. ;)
I just really, really enjoyed this book and found Rapp's brand of honesty very refreshing. Bein...more
I just really, really enjoyed this book and found Rapp's brand of honesty very refreshing. Bein...more
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Anthony (Deane) Rapp is an American stage and film actor and singer.
Rapp first performed on Broadway in 1981 in the flop The Little Prince and the Aviator, a musical based on Antoine de Saint-Exupéry's novel The Little Prince. The show closed during previews. He also appeared in the 1987 movie Adventures in Babysitting, which was directed by Chris Columbus. Columbus would later direct Rapp in the...more
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Rapp first performed on Broadway in 1981 in the flop The Little Prince and the Aviator, a musical based on Antoine de Saint-Exupéry's novel The Little Prince. The show closed during previews. He also appeared in the 1987 movie Adventures in Babysitting, which was directed by Chris Columbus. Columbus would later direct Rapp in the...more
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