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You're Not You

3.75 of 5 stars 3.75  ·  rating details  ·  1,056 ratings  ·  209 reviews
Soon to be a major motion picturedirected by George C. Wolfe, produced by Denise Di Novi and starring Hilary Swank, Josh Duhamel and Emmy Rossum

Bec is adrift. It's the summer before her junior year in college. She's sleeping with a married professor, losing interest in her classes, and equivocating about her career. She takes a job caring for Kate, a thirty-six-year-old wo
Paperback, 288 pages
Published July 24th 2007 by Picador (first published May 30th 2006)
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Melissa Crytzer Fry
Michelle Wildgen’s YOU’RE NOT YOU is the perfect book for readers who like to tackle novels with thought-provoking, grey-area topics. Warning: this is not a light read, as it addresses terminal, progressive illness and how the afflicted and the spouse must deal with the stark realities forced upon them. The author has created so much more than that, though – offering humor, strength and the power of choice to her strong female characters.

At the heart of this book is Bec, an ambivalent college wo
I so desperately wanted to like this novel. The synopsis on the back hinted at a tragedy turned around through the beautiful exploration of the senses. That is certainly not what the story delivered. I expected Kate to be a better-developed character with a more profound lesson to teach. I admit that she did change Bec's life but no more than any other employer or boss. I also felt that Bec's attitude and behavior towards the end of the story (I won't give away too much information) was a bit an ...more
Okay, I'm writing a more thorough review of this book b/c I did a little search on others' thoughts and actually found some people giving this book one star. That's just ridiculous. Maybe the subject matter isn't for everyone - it's about the relationship between a college student and the thirtysomething woman suffering from ALS that she cares for - but to imply in any way that this book is not extraordinarily crafted and beautifully written is just absurd. I read a LOT of books, and I'm not abo ...more
It's rare for me to give a book five stars, but this one fully deserves every one. It was one of those books you wish wouldn't end.

Bec is a college student in Madison, Wisconsin -- disinterested and aimless. Bored with waitressing, she answers an ad for a caregiver, and is drawn into the life of Kate, a 30-something woman with ALS. Clumsy at first, she gradually begins to discover what she's good at, to get a sense of who she might be in the world. She starts to come into her own.

But the irony i
Full disclosure: Michelle was my workshop leader at Tin House.

I loved this book. The writing is simultaneously spare and lush, something that I love but am not sure how one achieves this. I suppose it's word choice. I noted this in Michelle's essays on food that I had read previously, and this book also veers into fantastic images of farmers' markets and kitchens.

A short summary makes this book sound like "a Lifetime special movie" (as Michelle herself told me at one point). A college student be
This book was a break from my normal reading as of late. I had finished some heavier and creepier stuff and decided to fall into something a little less tense, something effortless.

This book fit the bill. I finished it over the course of one night and day. It so closely walks that chick-lit vs fiction line... But I feel its got more substance than your run of the mill chick-lit novels do.

The main character Bec is a going-nowhere, job-hopping, party girl in college, who is sleeping with a marri
Jul 25, 2007 Cheryl rated it 5 of 5 stars  ·  review of another edition
Recommends it for: everyone
Shelves: fiction
YOU'RE NOT YOU by Michelle Wildgen - St. Martin's Press - 0-312-35229-8 - 274pps - $23.95 (paperback due in August from Picador Press - 0-312-36952-2- $14.00)
Wildgen masters her first novel with the tightest story I've read in years. As strippingly honest as Ethan Hawke with the simple elegance of Kent Haruf and a touch of Jennifer Weiner's wit. No padding, no redundancies, just impeccably good writing with incredible insight into the life of a Lou Gehrig's victim. With respect and empathy, Wi
A honest read that will evoke complex feelings, pain, sadness and happiness. This is the story of a naive young caregiver and her patient, a strong independent woman with Lou Gehrig's disease. The relationship between these two women far outweighs any of the other relationships of the book. We see how the relationship grows. How the relationship helps Bec inadvertently find her calling in life and how the relationship allows Kate to have the courage and ability to stay true to her belief system ...more
Elizabeth Galewski
While Michelle Wildgen's novel You’re Not You was originally published in 2006, buzz for it has been picking up due to the December 2014 release of a movie by the same name starring Hillary Swank. I just finished reading the book last night, and I’m here to tell you —

The buzz is justified.

I’m not usually a fan of literary fiction. I like to play in the genres, myself. But Wildgen’s book quickly won me over. How much do I admire it? Let me count the ways:

(1) This book is a masterpiece of show, do
I admit I've never had much use for people who don't know what they want to do with their life and don't try to figure it out. I've never understood why people would study something they have no interest in as Bec is doing. But it's alright because a book doesn't need to have a likable main character to be quality fiction. Bec feels like a real person though, someone in one of your college classes or a friend of a friend. And her pain feels real although some issues of hers are never really expl ...more
Sheri Arnold
This is the book that Lorrie Moore MEANT to write when she wrote A Gate at the Stairs. It is very much like Moore's book--a female college student unsure of where she's going in life, needing a job to get through school, ultimately taking a caretaking job for a couple, then becoming embroiled in their lives, and finally breaking away and learning something in the process. BUT, Wildgen somehow does it so much better. Do yourself a favor: skip A Gate at the Stairs, but read You're Not You.
Bec is a college student who's a bit aimless in life. On a whim she applies for a job as the caretaker of a woman living with ALS, otherwise known as Lou Gehrig's disease. She is young, not too wise and can barely take care of herself much less someone else yet somehow, flying by the seat of her pants she figures it out.

Kate has very little motor function from her neck downwards. She is fully dependent on her existing caretakers, her husband and her wheelchair. The only thing they don't do for h
Exquisite, through and through -- writing, voice, character arcs, all of it. So many times I would stop and think, "If only I could write like this." As an added bonus, it's set firmly in Madison and has a fair amount of good stuff for the foodie set as well. I love, love, loved this book.
This book about a college student who cares for a woman with Lou Gehrig's disease is not altogether realistic, but is nonetheless very touching in parts. Given that this is Wildgen's first novel, I think she shows a lot of promise, but it's not fully realized here.
Julianne Angel
I really enjoyed this book. Makes one think about a whole other side of ALS. The outside caregiver. I lived their relationship and showed w caregiving is way more than a job. Sad but real. I thought it was a great read and would recommend it for sure
I'm going to be honest. I read this book because I saw the trailer for the movie, and just the trailer had me in tears. I put this book on my hold list at the library the next day.

I'm not really sure how to feel about it. I didn't have to fight to finish it; it definitely kept my attention. But it was... odd.

The book revolves around Bec, a 21 year old college student who works as a waitress, parties hard, is having an affair with her married professor, and has no direction in life. For some rea
Jen Alarcon
So this was an easy read even though it dealt with some very heavy aspects of life. I did enjoy it though! This is the story of a young college student trying to find her calling in life. She takes a job as a caretaker of a woman who had ALS. Through this experience she gains a wonderful friend and in the end has found her true passion. I loved the relationship between the characters and how deeply their friendship had progressed. It is a book that makes you think of what your actions would be i ...more
Kelly Mccaugherty
This novel is a must read!! It is about a young college student who wants to try something different from waitressing, and decides to jump in headfirst as one of the primary caregivers for a young woman with ALS. Being a young woman who requires assistance within my own daily life, it was interesting for me to view moments that I experienced as "the client" from the perspective of a "caregiver"!! You're Not You is a poignant, heart warming novel, that lets the reader inside these two women's liv ...more
Jan 28, 2009 Antof9 rated it 3 of 5 stars
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Sad, engrossing, vivid, sensual, exhilarating and beautiful. A beautifully written novel, smooth and frank – a complex story about honesty. “Honesty becomes their touchstone: they may find humor in the most devastating moments, but they won’t pretend to believe in silver linings that don’t exist.” The writing is deeply sensual, full of descriptions of smells, tastes and physical sensation, with the emphasis on cooking and eating – taking in to sustain and fulfill. “It was better to give
Bec, a college student, is adrift; she hates her marketing major and is a dead-end relationship with a married man. Impulsively she answers an ad to be a caregiver to Kate, a woman with ALS (Lou Gehrig's disease.) Kate, who is married to Evan, is young (mid-thirties,) wealthy, cultured, and was an accomplished chef. She is also warm, caring and, in spite of her almost complete paralysis, maintains her zest for life (and a wonderfully dark sense of humor.).

Bec becomes part of Kate and Evan's fam
Katherine Marple
"You're Not You" was a very detailed, intricate story between a young, reckless 21-year old girl who falls into the role of caregiver to a 30-something woman who is dealing with ALS (Lou Gehrig's Disease).

Bec, the college party girl, has a tangled life. She is no longer close to her parents (since she moved out to college), she is happily involved with a married college professor (luckily, not HERS), and doesn't mind working at a deadend waitressing job (she doesn't typically stay in one job fo
Jody  Julian
As you can see,I read this book long after it won a few awards for one of the best books of 2006. I picked it up expecting it to be an interesting character study yet it turned out to be much more than that. I admire the way Wildgen presents the reader with several controversial points yet doesn't preach or attempt to convert with her own opinions. We are left to decide what we feel is the right course. Not only that, each character was presented in all their humanness--flaws and all--with no a ...more
When I ordered this book online, from a used bookstore, they sent me an autographed copy. Instead of being excited I immediately thought this must not be any good if they're just handing out books, with autographs, for $2.00. But I soon found out I couldn't be more wrong!

It must have been good coming into this with no expectations because I was completely blown away by this story. You have a college student who can do anything in life, if she just apply herself, meeting a woman who knows exactly
Tony Heyl
This story of a young college student becoming the caregiver for a person with ALS is smart and touching and a pretty decent representation of living with Lou Gehrig's Disease. Bec starts taking care of Kate, who has ALS, after responding to an ad. There she learns not only about the disease and seeing a person as more than just their illness, but also learns lessons for herself through the ups and downs of Kate's marriage to her husband Evan.

Bec grows up by learning what she can and cannot do,
Maudeen Wachsmith

When Bec, a 21-old Madison, Wisconsin college student decides to change her part-time job from bartending at a local greasy spoon restaurant she has no idea how much her life will change or how much her charge will influence her.

Sophisticated 36-year-old Kate Norris has had ALS aka amyotrophic lateral sclerosis or Lou Gehrig’s disease for two years. Happily married she to husband Evan, she is wheelchair-bound and literally unable to do anything for herself. Her speech is even getting so bad that
Caretaking and Cooking: Choices of a College Coed
This story drew me in at once because of the strong voice and the good writing. It clearly establishes a sense of time and place (modern day Madison, Wisconsin) and offers the "promise" of an intimate look at daily life during the last stages of ALS (Lou Gehrig's Disease) from the perspective of a personal caregiver. While we learn to understand the struggles of the patient, Kate, this is more about the struggles of a college student known as "Bec
21-year-old Bec is just drifting in her life as a college student until she takes a job as a caregiver for Kate who is suffering from ALS. The relationship that grows out of this helps her to sort through all her choices and to find focus. The glimpses into the daily life of an advanced ALS patient are well-depicted. We meet Kate who is making the most of what limited abilities she has left, and we meet her husband, her other caregivers, and her friends. We share the journey that Bec takes with ...more
I enjoyed parts of this book and some of the characters but did not love it the way I hoped to. I read it because the movie trailer looks good but after finishing it I feel incomplete. It's such a tough subject and an opportunity for dramatic and tearful storytelling but none of that emotion came across. I felt as adrfit as the main character, who with all she went through and felt and learned, still did not seem to really grow. I can't put my fingetr on it but I feel as though the author glosse ...more
I can usually take books about illness and disorders but for some reason this book was a bit too depressing for me. It wasn't even because of what was wrong with Kate it was more the attitude that Bec had towards it. After everything happened was it really necessary for Bec to take it as hard as she did? She didn't even work for Kate for a year and yet she was depressed about it for MONTHS. That was a little much for me. It's sad yeah but it's not like she didn't go in there knowing that more th ...more
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Michelle Wildgen is a writer, editor, and teacher in Madison, Wisconsin. In addition to being an executive editor at the literary journal Tin House, Michelle is the author of the novels Bread and Butter: A Novel (forthcoming from Doubleday), But Not For Long and You’re Not You (both available in paperback from Picador), and the editor of an anthology, Food & Booze: A Tin House Literary Feast ( ...more
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