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Dying to Be Me: My Journey from Cancer, to Near Death, to True Healing

4.14  ·  Rating Details ·  5,825 Ratings  ·  763 Reviews

In this truly inspirational memoir, Anita Moorjani relates how, after fighting cancer for almost four years, her body—overwhelmed by the malignant cells spreading throughout her system—began shutting down. As her organs failed, she entered into an extraordinary near-death experience where she realized her inherent worth . . . and the actual cause of her disease. Upon regai

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Published March 1st 2012 by Hay House (first published January 1st 2012)
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Brynne Betz
Jun 05, 2012 Brynne Betz rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
I saw the author on PBS and was touched by her authenticity and spirit. Her book was just as beautiful....even more than that, the message it contains is important and has the power to transform lives. It transformed mine.
Jun 01, 2012 Angela rated it it was ok  ·  review of another edition
Although Moorjani's healing is certainly miraculous and there are aspects of her story that I found both fascinating and moving, ultimately I couldn't fully embrace this book for two reasons. First, the book feels hastily written, and I wonder if the story would have been better told by a ghost writer rather than Moorjani herself. The book relies heavily on summary and "telling" over showing, and I yearned for more scenes and fewer abstract adjectives describing Moorjani's emotions. The book ...more
OMG!!! This woman had cancer tumors the size of lemons from the base of her neck to the bottom of her abdomen. She crossed over to the other realm, experienced that (and what an experience it was!!!) then DECIDED to come back to this side. She lived to tell all about it!!! This book shares information that is so helpful to the understanding of the meaning of life (how and why to rid yourself of the unnecessary loads) and how to live this life to the fullest ! THIS BOOK WAS AMAZING!!!! She was ...more
I always had an interest in Near-Death-Experiences (NDE), that is, I read studies that come out about it and have read people's accounts of what they experienced on the other side. Saying that, it doesn't mean I necessarily believe it...I'm just curious. I was also curious about Anita's book as Wayne Dyer (an author I really like and respect) mentioned her several times.

I didn't really know what to expect other than that my sceptic side would kick-in. But that didn't happen. Anita is not trying
Aug 08, 2013 Kenny rated it it was ok  ·  review of another edition
Shelves: religion
Another person's spiritual experience is never much use to me; its personal nature makes it extremely subjective. And that's okay because that is the nature of personal spiritual experiences: they're for that person and usually for that person alone.

But here we have a book written by someone who attempts to draw broad, universal conclusions from her very personal experience. As such, I think many of those conclusions are laughably suspect:

* "One of my biggest rules is that there should never be
Mar 22, 2012 Barbara rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
I waited in high anticipation for this book after hearing Dr. Wayne Dyer talk about if often on his radio show. It was not a disappointment. I highly recommend this book for everyone on the planet to read.

We live in a society that is so afraid to talk about death. But after you read Anita's near death experience and what she learned, you will see death in a whole new, beautiful light. Even though she describes her experience so amazingly well, I still wish I could literally get in her head and b
Apr 22, 2013 Susan rated it it was ok  ·  review of another edition
I REALLY wanted to love this book . Unfortunately , I didn't .. Not to negate her undeniably incredible experience- which I was eager to learn about because of my interest in NDE and all of the glowing reviews, but it just left me flat. Maybe she needed a Ghostwriter , maybe I chafed at her repetitive and monotonous tone. I found her telling us what she thinks about her experience but little about how she or those around her feel. It makes it hard to connect to her voice and to her story . She ...more
Stephanie Kreiner
Feb 21, 2013 Stephanie Kreiner rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
Shelves: spiritual
A superb book for which I have written a good amount of notes that I plan to read often. I'll give a couple of examples here of the spiritual gold she generously shares.

We just have to be ourselves and express our uniqueness fearlessly. This allows us to be an instrument of love. This brings everything that's truly ours into our life effortlessly in the most magical and unexpected ways.

Anita healed because she allowed her true spirit to shine through. And because she moved from operating out of
Sep 11, 2012 Renee rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
The most credible, enlightening, uplifting NDE story I have ever read. Anita Moorjani, who I have seen speak about her experience, is a well spoken, highly intelligent woman with a story that will knock your socks off.

She was pronounced dead from organ failure and four days later the doctors couldn't find any cancer (from lymphoma) in her body, despite their desperate attempts. Unfortunately, the physicians put Ms. Moorjani through some very painful medical tests, although the scans were tellin
Nov 14, 2015 Lucia rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
This is one of the best near-death experiencs I have come across so far. Anita was not only completely healed of her terminal illness in a rapid rate after her NDE, but also gained remarkable knowledge about our nature as spiritual beings in human/corporeal bodies. She repeats again and again how important it is to know how to connect to this higher part of ourselves in order to heal, get rid of various deep rooted fears, and to fulfill the unique purpose of our individual Being.
May 01, 2013 Jason rated it it was ok  ·  review of another edition
Quite the hard pill to swallow – at times it is laced with rather insightful observations regarding self-worth, and at others it is filled with hyperbolic love speak that is tantamount to any garden-variety, acid-induced ramblings in the parking lot of a Phish concert. So in order to proceed, let’s approach this from the prototypical philosophical device – the glass. You may choose which portion you read first or which to skip, based upon your particular bent. Or has the choice already been made ...more
Mar 23, 2012 Patrice rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
I am almost finished with this book and feel extremely excited about it. Since I have arthritis, I might relate to this book on another level than someone who is completely healthy in the body and the mind. However, this book is a woman's account of how she discovers her purpose in life, thereby healing herself. And she gives a beautiful account of her near death experience in words that resonated with me on such a deep and profound level. I think her experience in general resonated with me.

I wo
Mar 14, 2012 Sue rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
what a wonderful book! Whether or not you believe in near-death experiences, Anita describes her life, beliefs, and events leading up to her cancer, her organs shutting down, going into a coma, and what comes after. This was not like other NDE's I've read about. She isn't trying to change anyone's beliefs. It's very life-affirming, empowering, and uplifting. I hope everyone will read it.
Feb 19, 2012 Judith rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
She had the choice to come back or not She chose to return when she realized that "heaven" is a state, not a place.... If you don't think you are magnificent this book will change your mind
This is a read over and over and over again because it's so full of new ideas. You won't agree with all of them but the ones you take on will surely change your life.
Jeff Maziarek
Aug 13, 2012 Jeff Maziarek rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
"Prior to purchasing this book, I had not seen the PBS TV show in which the author and her NDE were discussed. So, other than a friend's recommendation and the book's description on I really didn't have any deep insight into the work. As a person interested in spirituality, I have read other books that referenced NDEs, so I had some exposure to the concept. With that said, I have to say that I really enjoyed this work, as I found it to be both thought-provoking and compelling. I ...more
Cedric Fiske
Apr 18, 2012 Cedric Fiske rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
I just LOVED this book, and it was life changing for me. I was riveted by Anita's story, and could not put it down. Her honesty as she details her childhood and young adult life as a Hindu girl in a multi cultural society, her marriage, getting cancer, the NDE and then healing, makes very compelling and riveting reading!

She writes intelligently, which I like, because it shows that she respects her readers. And her style is easy to read, and she is able to simplify complex ideas and articulate t
Sep 18, 2015 Tonkica rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
Bilo bi jako lijepo i vrlo zanimljivo upoznati spisateljicu! Sigurna sam da bi razgovor sa njom pomogao svakome barem malo otvoriti oči, a to nam svima treba.

(mala zamjerka je ta što se neki određeni događaji ponavljaju kroz knjigu nekoliko puta i to zna biti malo naporno..)
Donna Silber
Near death experiences and anything to do with life after death completely fascinates me as my beliefs about God, afterlife etc. change almost on a daily basis. I know from personal experience that our spirits or essence are still around after we die but sometimes I have a hard time believing all the doctrine about God and Jesus. This book was interesting and kept my attention until the last few chapters. I am happy that she was healed and chose to come back to share her message and I love what ...more
Jul 07, 2012 Sydney rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
There is no doubt in my mind that something miraculous happened to Anita. However, miraculous things happen every day without an NDE taking place. Being a cancer survivor myself, I understood her shock and anger in the beginning. And I understand the horror of chemotherapy, but had she not chosen to refuse conventional treatment, she most likely would not have gotten so ill. It is possible that she was chosen to suffer close to death and have the NDE in order to come back and have her story ...more
Mar 10, 2012 SenoraG rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
Dying To Be Me is a book that I saw numerous times while I was looking around Netgalley. I would look at it and pass thinking that I don’t know how I feel about NDE (near death experience) and it’s probably more of the same old, same old. White lights, beauty, etc. No not for me.

After finishing Wishes Fulfulled by Wayne Dyer I was drawn to read it. Dr. Dyer mentions Anita and her book numerous times. He even wrote the forward to this book. I still thought it would be the same old story but boy w
Aug 13, 2015 Anna rated it did not like it  ·  review of another edition
Not at all impressed by this book. It is basically a memoir and lacks the factual details regarding her diagnosis, illness and cure. And I believe it is quite preposterous to claim a natural human emotion such as fear can cause cancer. If that was the case, we would all be suffering from one form of cancer or another. At times, I found it quite nauseating as she keeps going on and on about her 'magnificence'. For someone who has come from a life of privilege, I found her to be quite the whiner. ...more
Apr 11, 2012 Nikki rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
Wow! I was very surprised at how much I enjoyed reading this book. In three words I would describe it as amazing, comforting and enlightening. I wanted to take a highlighter to it and mark it all up so I could save it in my mind and take her words with me through out my day to day life. I love how she expresses her own truths in a non intrusive way and they are not necessarily everyone's truths. I will read it again and again and give many more away as a gifts.
May 10, 2012 Sandra rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
Having just lost a dear friend to cancer, I wasn't at all sure reading about someone's miraculous cure was a good idea, but a series of events led me to this book.

The first few chapters annoyed me, both style and content, but eventually the theme began to resonate and I found much comfortably familiar and refreshingly illuminating.

I will re-read sections for a while, I'm guessing.
Donna LaValley
Apr 10, 2012 Donna LaValley rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
Shelves: non-fiction
This book is Anita Moorjani’s account of her NDE, Near Death Experience, and the significance of it in her life. Born in Hong Kong, she lived among many cultures. Her family was from India and were practicing Hindu. She attended public school, English-speaking Catholic school, and had friends from disparate cultures. She was always trying to do the right thing with many different expectations thrust upon her, until she wasn’t sure what SHE actually wanted. Much later, as an adult, happily ...more
Apr 13, 2012 Sunny rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
Shelves: life-changing
What a story!! From a childhood rich in culture and adventure,Anita finds out she has cancer.challenging as it is she proceeds to watch her best friend and father die of the disease. Four years of body detiorationn and all the downsides that come with living with this life changing disease,a fatal moment ends it all. This moment,dubbed a Near Death Expeeience,NDE, was a story in itself. The flip side, she returns to this planet completely healed from the ravaging cancer that had invaded her ...more
Angel Lepire
Mar 26, 2013 Angel Lepire rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
This was an incredible book, and very much follows along the same path of self-awareness I have been traveling for the past year or two. Anita is well spoken, and I love that she read the book herself, as I think it lends to an understanding of what she went through. My feeling on the reading of this type of book is this: if you've chosen to read it, you are probably looking for something more in this life or looking for a different way to have this human experience. You can take what you like ...more
May 09, 2012 Edgar rated it it was ok  ·  review of another edition
An exceptional story and healing that is for sure. But I find inconsistencies in her metaphysical explanations of her NDE. Part, I assume due to the contradictions between her previous Hindu believes and what the experience gave her. But also to the poor conception of what religions actually stand for and what she knows about religions. She strongly disagrees with dogmas but in her explanations recurs to them. The absence of Judgement for fear to it leaves Justice out of the formula, which I ...more
Maria Carmo
A wonderful and revealing insight into death and the healing process that ensued from the recognition of one's TRUE NATURE. I would recommend it to everyone, since sooner or later we all are called to face our (physical) mortality. Inspiring and healing!

Maria Carmo,

Lisbon 24th March 2014.
May 16, 2012 David rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
This is one of the few books I have read that gave me a glimpse into the loving universe, of complete acceptance, of what timelessness can look and feel like. Is this the ultimate experience or just another layer? Who knows?
Winkie Wheeler
Apr 18, 2012 Winkie Wheeler rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
I believe that love is the most powerful force in the Universe. Anita's experience of her NDE more than confirmed that belief. I'm grateful to have been guided to this book. Fear destroys, love heals. Works for me!
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“I detach myself from preconceived outcomes and trust that all is well. Being myself allows the wholeness of my unique magnificience to draw me in those directions most beneficial to me and to all others. This is really the only thing I have to do. And within that framework, everything that is truly mine comes into my life effortlessly, in the most magical and unexpected ways imaginable, demonstrating every day the power and love of who I truly am.” 59 likes
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