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The Long Walk: A Story of War and the Life That Follows

3.94 of 5 stars 3.94  ·  rating details  ·  1,150 ratings  ·  230 reviews
In the tradition of Michael Herr’s Dispatches and works by such masters of the memoir as Mary Karr and Tobias Wolff, a powerful account of war and homecoming.

Brian Castner served three tours of duty in the Middle East, two of them as the commander of an Explosive Ordnance Disposal unit in Iraq. Days and nights he and his team—his brothers—would venture forth in heavily arm
Published July 10th 2012 by Random House Audio (first published January 1st 2012)
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Jill Stadelmaier
If I could give a book 10 stars, this would be the book. And maybe I'm biased, I know the author personally. But, I also work treating veterans for PTSD and a range of other emotional and behavioral difficulties. And in the three years I've been working at the Veteran Hospital, I have read many many books about veterans, combat, PTSD, I've seen the movies and the documentaries, both fiction and non-fiction. And I have to say, without a doubt, this book is the best, most thought-provoking, most h ...more
Soldier’s Heart

I’ve long wondered what it’s been like for our current service people. Like many Westerners I have very little idea what life, not to mention war, is like in the Middle East. It’s worse than I thought. Castner’s account is straight forward and unblinkingly honest. He was a bomb expert during his tour. He describes the arduous training prior to going to Kirkuk Iraq and how competitive it is. I was lost even with this concept. Who the heck is so driven that they WANT to go to such a
Very personal account of a soldier's love affair with and devastation by warfare. Had the feel of poetry from the gut. He talks a lot about a sense of brotherhood among soldiers, and reflects some about the damage done to Iraqi people's lives in the pursuit of... whatever it was America was pursuing in Iraq. A happy ending? An honorable departure? I don't know and he doesn't seem to consider it his business to worry about it much either. In his work removing roadside bombs, he does notice and tr ...more
High Plains Library District
What a beautiful, tragic book.

An absolute must-read if you liked The Hurt Locker or Brian Turner's excellent Here, Bullet.


When I deployed for the first time [my wife] asked her grandmother for advice. Her grandfather served in Africa and Europe in World War II. Her grandmother would know what to do.

"How do I live with him being gone? How do I help him when he comes home?" my wife asked.

"He won't come home," her grandmother answered. "The war will kill him one way or the other. I hope fo
Ben Cook
Brian did a great job. I must admit that we've been friends for a while, however that doesn't mean that I wouldn't tell him his book sucked if I thought so. It's a great account and is true to form. Scooter is guts and loyalty and this book has them both is spades.
Sorayya Khan
There's a Sufi poet, Waris Shah, who has a line that goes something like this: "The people who say - those who go away to war will return - tell lies."
The Long Walk, Brian Castner's remarkable chronicle of his war (three tours in Iraq and then home) is testament to this. The people who leave for war are not the people who return. The reality is heart breaking and true, regardless of the specific war. Castner suggests much the same thing in this excerpt:

My wife is alone in our full bed too. Her
"When I left Iraq, the US military had occupied it for five years. But we didn't collectively have five years of experience; we had one year of experience five times."

I picked up this book as I had heard it portrayed as one the first good memoirs to come out the Iraq war and it did not disappoint it its raw and (what I imagine to be) real portrayal not only of going to war in Iraq but what it was like to come home. Although it felt very sparse to me in its telling - which did not fully allow me
Every once in a while a book that I would never expect to catch my attention calls to me from the stacks. It always happens in person. I usually happens accidentally. I’ve learned to never let myself walk away. With this book, I was fighting with the return box at the library and it was sitting on the ‘new book’ shelf to my left.

The cover and log line grabbed me even though I have zero natural literary interest in war (err... note my other reviews). I read the back and put it back down. Ages ago
`The first thing you should know about me is that I'm Crazy'

And with a first sentence of a book of past and active memoirs Brian Castner has his reader by the ear, the eye, and every sensory receptor of the body. This is one of those books that burn like acid on the skin causing pain at first and as it gradually heals it leaves a scar - a mark, a blight, an indelible reminder of the original episode. Many soldiers have written about their experiences in battle - from the greats such as alt Whitm
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"The first thing you should know about me is that I'm crazy." In The Long Walk: A Story of War and the Life That Follows, Brian Castner heartbreakingly shares anything but your typical war story. Castner takes us on a personal journey through not one, but two wars -- one in Iraq, and the other within himself -- brilliantly intertwining the two in a way so explosively raw.

Castner served three tours of duty in the Middle East as an officer of the U.S. Air Force, two of them as the commander of an
Murphy Waggoner
Castner's writing conveys, both through style and content, how all-consuming his job in Iraq was -- the hyper vigilance, the constant assessment of danger, the need to kill -- and how he found it impossible to disengage from that life and reenter his family life when the tour was over. There is no doubt that reentry is difficult, under any circumstances, and VA hospital staff struggle to decide how much of that difficulty is physical or psychological. The answer is a moving target since the meth ...more
“"Don't be scared of the soft sand."

A soldier, decked out in full bomb gear, an 80 pound Kevlar suit, making the “long walk” toward an armed bomb. Is there anything more desolate or terrifying? Brian Castner served three tours in Iraq, as part of the Explosive Ordnance Disposal unit.
This is the story of two journeys: the adrenaline-fueled, blood-soaked world of the combat soldier and the equally difficult return to a “normal” life.
This is a raw, emotional memoir, filled with riveting prose. Cas
There were a few parts of this book that really hit home for me, even though I will never go to war and I most certainly won't disable bombs. The running to pound down your other feelings - yeah, I get that. The brain exhaustion that comes from it having to work harder for the same simple tasks, yeah, I get that.

On top of that, I found this book fascinating because it presents us with a situation where someone got what they really, really wanted and then found that that thing had fucked them up.
Generally speaking, I like depressing books, but this one was SUPER depressing. I liked it, because it was written differently, and the way the author continually went back and forth from past to present was interesting, but I seriously need some ice cream and a hug after this one.
John Kaufmann
This was a pretty good book. It was not just about what the soldiers in the Iraq-Afghan theaters faced, though it did include some of that. It was more about what the daily horrors and psychological terror do to one's mind - it is about the development of PTSD in this warrior. It is also about the struggles he faced as he tried to adjust to life back home: there is no "back to normal," in fact, there is no normal anymore. I haven't read any other personal accounts of the Iraq-Afghan War, so I ca ...more
John Pappas
The title of Castner's memoir refers to both the name for the method of last resort used to dismantle IEDs and other explosive ordinance in Iraq (putting on protective gear and walking solo to try to defuse the bomb) and, metaphorically, the soldier's lonely struggle to reconcile his or her post-war self with his or her pre-war self. Castner juxtaposes harrowing scenes from his three tours of duty in Iraq and Afghanistan with wrenching moments from after his return home as he attempts to deal wi ...more
An enlightening book. I found the first 100 pages a tough slog but then the author seemed to hit his stride and I couldn't put it down. I learned a lot about modern warfare, things I never thought of like boredom, the constant threat from civilians (where is that next suicide bomber coming from), the dirt, the heat or cold, the state of constant alertness, you are never 'off', the way war gives your life meaning and purpose that isn't possible in most lives. And the terrible, terrible after effe ...more
The best Iraq memoir there is and will be, part Slaughterhouse 5, part Book of Nightmares, all real, and still continuing. The ending is not happy or sad, just a statement: this war will go on, here and everywhere, for a long time.

My favorite section:

The Long Walk. Armor on, gird with breastplate and helm and leggings and collar. No one can put on the bomb suit alone; your Brother has to dress you, overalls pulled up, massive jacket tucked, earnest in its careful thoroughness. Eighty pounds of
Peter Derk

When I deployed for the first time [my wife] asked her grandmother for advice. Her grandfather served in Africa and Europe in World War II. Her grandmother would know what to do.

"How do I live with him being gone? How do I help him when he comes home?" my wife asked.

"He won't come home," her grandmother answered. "The war will kill him one way or the other. I hope for you that he dies while he is there. Otherwise the war will kill him at home. With you."

The story of Brian Castner's Crazy
I've read several accounts of soldier's war & post-war experiences. Like them, this narrative is told in jagged dis-ruptures which so powerfully convey the soldier/vet's fractured & broken thought process/emotional state.

Castner, an Air Force officer, served 3 tours in Iraq, twice commanding an Explosive Ordinance Device unit. This memoir shifts violently between the tensions of his war time tours as he & his EOD unit are called out to dispose of bombs along the roads, investigate s
Amanda Mcclellan

Not my typical reading material, but was highly recommended to me by a dear friend (Ben) and I picked it up immediately. I must say, I'm glad that I did. This book is raw, griping, brilliant, and changed my perspective on war and its effects on our soldiers in many ways. For a civilian like me, war and deployment are something that I see only on TV and in movies. Sure, I have some friends who are military and have been deployed/are currently deployed, but I don't live with them after they retur
This book was great,(The Long Walk A Story and Life That Follows)by Brain Castner. I think the author really wanted to express his life. Of that a person goes through in his foot steps. I saw the title and The Long Walk symbolizes he way through greatness. And how he wanted to succeed throughout the harsh moments that made him crazy. I really enjoyed how he expressed his self during the beginning of the book. Such as, telling how crazy he is. It was pretty funny hearing that. Also, I am really i ...more
William Clemence
Deals with the complex military life. In 1965, at 17 and having finished high school early, I joined the US Army for Airborne unassigned, meaning no particular job. Being a native of California, I was done my training in California, however the was a spinal meningitis outbreak at Ft. Ord. So my curious journey sent me to a reopened training center in northern Louisiana, Ft. Polk. There we introduced to the conflict of Pres. Johnson's war in Viet Nam.
Although young, I was a good athlete, well edu
I have to admit, I was lost at times. The author gives a lot of description about the bombs and military operations in Iraq that I did not fully understand. I also wasn't sure throughout the book if I liked the style of writing. It jumped all over the place and sometimes it was difficult to discern when certain things happened. What it came down to, though was that what our military goes through is gut-wrenching. None of us who haven't been there can fully understand it.
Katey Schultz
Hands down, the best Iraq war memoir that I have read. For those in search of a deeply personal, honest, yet not-at-all sappy look at the impacts of war, this is the memoir to read. Castnter's intuitive writing style lends itself beautifully on page--with use of repeated imagery, short and long sentences, and manipulation of pacing and chronology to create a powerful impact. I tore through this book and would read it again in a heartbeat. Highly recommended.
Julie Garber
This book is not my usual genre, however I did read it for a specific reason....... To try an understand and learn. I know that unless you are these soldiers, you will never ever know, but I wanted to see an honest and real perspective on what they are dealing with, going through, how they cope, and possibly learn if or or how to help.
Winston Hsu

The main character in The Long Walk serves as a memoir for an EOD technician by the name of Brain Castner. This book really shocked me as a reader because it really differs from many other authors, such as Tom Clancy. Brian's compilation of his experiences during his duty was so surreal. He talked about living with PTSD everyday in his memoir. For many people who have served in the military like Brian, the fight never ends even after they return from Afghanistan or Iraq. With this, what really
I picked up Brian Castner's book since it was chosen as one of the two selections for this year's Silicon Valley Reads. I did not expect to like or necessarily even finish the book. However, from the very first sentence to the last, I could hardly put this book down. I ended up reading it in 24 hours. I highly recommend it to everyone.
My heart blew right open reading this one.

I never met my dad before his service. I'll never know that guy - the one who shipped out. That's okay. I'm sure I would have loved him just as much as I love the dad I got.

I wish more civilians were willing to read books like this.
Kimberly Miller
The first line of this book is "the first thing you should know about is I'm crazy". And although it sounds funny.... That is a powerful statement. and if you know anyone who suffers from combat-related PTSD you get it. I'm really looking forward to finishing this book.
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Brian Castner is a nonfiction writer, former Explosive Ordnance Disposal officer, and veteran of the Iraq War. He is the author of "All the Ways We Kill and Die," forthcoming in the spring of 2016, and the war memoir "The Long Walk," an Amazon Best Book of 2012. His writing has appeared at The New York Times, Wired, Outside, The Daily Beast, and on National Public Radio. In 2014, he received a gra ...more
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“When dressing my son before his hockey games, I am always careful with the gear, with each legging, each strap and buckle... Not only are his slight legs swallowed by the wide pads, but his chest and arms are covered only by a tight shirt, accentuating the contrast. Next the puffy upper-body protector, insulated sleeves, and jersey overtop. The final step is the helmet. I start crying as I place it on his head, cinch down the chin cup, and close the cage over his face... I just put my seven-year-old son in a bomb suit and sent him on the Long Walk.
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“There is no relaxation. You feel no different. You’re just Crazy in the goddamn sunshine. Every day. All the time.” 0 likes
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