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Expecting Adam: A True Story of Birth, Rebirth, and Everyday Magic

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"He says you'll never be hurt as much by being open as you have been by remaining closed."The messenger is a school janitor with a master's in art history who claims to be channeling "from both sides of the veil." "He" is Adam, a three-year-old who has never spoken an intelligible word. And the message is intended for Martha Beck, Adam's mother, who doesn't know whether to ...more
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Published February 13th 2012 by Tantor Media (first published January 19th 1999)
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Jenny
Apr 17, 2008 Jenny rated it did not like it  ·  review of another edition
This book was recommended to me as a wonderful read, filled with spiritual strength. Unfortunately, I had a very different experience with it. It greatly disturbs me that so many women have been duped by this book.

It's a memoir of Martha Beck's spiritual struggle as she gives birth to a son with Down Syndrome. In reality, it's the story of a woman's fall from truth and grace. She repeatedly rejected the hand of the Lord reaching out to her during her time of need. After I read the book, I resear
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Erica
Jan 16, 2008 Erica rated it it was ok  ·  review of another edition
Memoirs are tough. They lie in that fuzzy grey area somewhere between truth and fiction, and are, by definition, the subjective experiences of someone you may or may not like. This book is, shall we say, less grey than most--I would actually call it a novel.

I had nothing else to read, the library was closed, and I thought this book would be an interesting insight into another family with Down syndrome. The book was entertaining--albeit more for the the author's fantastic experiences and her alm
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Jami
Oct 11, 2007 Jami rated it did not like it  ·  review of another edition
Shelves: total-crap
I really agree with Jenni's review of this book. There were parts in it that were really fantastic, and the author definitely has talent, but so much of it was contradictory and offensive. I hated how Beck wrote that she detested the arrogance and superiority at Harvard, but she makes it VERY clear how very intelligent and gifted she herself is. She goes on and on . . . really beating the reader over the head with it.

She is too intelligent, in fact, to fall for the religious beliefs she and her
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Jenni
Oct 10, 2007 Jenni rated it did not like it  ·  review of another edition
Extremely well written. Has some brilliant moments. But in the end, I just couldn't get past the WAY creepy feeling the book gave me. I know a lot of people that love it...but I think the author is a walking contradiction: not sure of what she believes, what is truth and what is fiction. If you're going to read the book, I would recommend knowing the author's religious/anti-religious bias, background, and current controversies. Just know what you're getting into.
MCOH
Aug 29, 2008 MCOH rated it it was ok  ·  review of another edition
Here's the review I wrote on Amazon a couple years ago when we read this book for book club:

As an LDS woman, Harvard alum, mother, and friend to someone who has Down Syndrome, I anticipated loving this book. I somehow imagined that Beck's experiences might have mirrored mine, that I would find in her a kindred spirit. I was wrong.

Beck's Harvard is inhabited with mean-spirited, intensely competitive, narrowly focused, hamsteresque charicatures. None of the students or professors has the wisdom,
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Nikki
Sep 11, 2008 Nikki rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
Recommended to Nikki by: Jen
I'm not exaggerating when I say this is the most beautiful book I've ever read. It's about a subject I've been fascinated by for a little while now and yet one that so many people seem so tight-lipped about. I remember a church leader telling our student congregation my freshman year of college that he felt it was important for us to know that angels really exist and administer to humans on Earth, but that was it: no further details. My mom has confessed that she knows her "guardian angel" is he ...more
Britta
Feb 29, 2008 Britta rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
"...you'll never be hurt as much by being open as you have been hurt by remaining closed."

"...then I understood. She was talking about the soothing, singsong language mothers speak spontaneously when they talk to babies. Baby talk is found in all nations, all cultures; it is the original Mother Tongue. It translates across any language barrier because it is more about music than about words; the sounds themselves, not their meaning, give comfort and support."

"When he got home, the sun came out."
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Jennifer Hughes
Feb 09, 2015 Jennifer Hughes rated it did not like it  ·  review of another edition
Shelves: unfinished
Before you embark on this book, you need to know something about yourself.

Are you comfortable reading fiction that insists on being called Drop-Dead True Memoir? Would you rather know some background before beginning, or would you rather just stay uninformed and enjoy the story?

I've had to ask myself this as I read books like The Education of Little Tree and Papa Married a Mormon. Believing they were true as I read made for a magical experience that left some nasty Santa-Claus-isn't-real disill
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Tanya W
May 31, 2008 Tanya W rated it it was ok  ·  review of another edition
Although Martha Beck has some writing talent and this book is in some ways a very interesting read, the drawbacks make it more of a one or two star read.

In spite of it being a one plus or two minus star read, I admit I was wanting to know what would happen next and read it quickly. As it went along it felt more like a movie or book that I realized at some point wasn't really very good, but I wanted to know what was going to happen anyway. Its contradictory nature made it more of a garbage book
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Nora
Mar 21, 2009 Nora rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
This book describes the author's experience of carrying to term a Down's Syndrome baby while she and her husband were graduate students at Harvard in the 1980's. The juxtaposition of this non-practicing Mormon family's religious heritage, intellectual milieu, and vivid spiritual experiences made this book fascinating to me, doubly so because the author and her husband were acquaintances of mine long ago. The book is funny, witty, and wonderful in its descriptions of intellectual and family life. ...more
Kristine
Jul 14, 2007 Kristine rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
Recommends it for: probably women
So good. So much to say... true story, and I love Beck's writing style.
Here's the hook:
Beck is in a PhD program at Harvard. She gets pregnant, has amazing visions and intuitions during the pregnancy, like seeing what her husband sees as he is in China (or somewhere). She finds out the baby she is carrying has Down's Syndrome, and from then on, no one in the department mentions her pregnancy. They are horrified that she wouldn't terminate an imperfect baby... this is when she realizes that acade
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Tracy
Jun 19, 2008 Tracy rated it it was ok  ·  review of another edition
A few months ago, my husband and I went to the Friends of the Seattle Public Library book sale, a huge book sale held in an old airplane hangar. Books are piled up everywhere, and people are toting around bags and suitcases, nudging--even pushing--each other to discover the treasure of a good book...it's great fun!

I found a few books I thought worthy of my time, including Expecting Adam. For some reason, I'm drawn to stories about real people and real lives. I often agree with Mark Twain that "t
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Milica Carter
Jul 12, 2014 Milica Carter rated it did not like it  ·  review of another edition
Shelves: abandoned
I enjoyed the parts of the book about her actual life. I even enjoyed the narratives of the "Angels" helping her. When she started the seemingly never-ending personal introspective analysis of God and Angels and religion my mind went numb with boredom and my eyes inevitably rolled. That, and the fact that I don't think I've ever met such a clueless pregnant woman. I mean, seriously, she is an idiot despite her Harvard education. (oh, she will bash you over the head constantly with this fact - an ...more
Shauna
May 21, 2009 Shauna rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
Shelves: memoir-biography
I love people with Down's Syndrome. I am bothered by the fact that 90% of fetuses with a known dianosis of Trisomy 21 are aborted. It scares me that the world can do away with anyone who is not perfect.

Favorite quotes:
"...the word 'mother' is more powerful when it is used as a verb that as a noun. Mothering has little to do with biological reproduction. You can always find it, if you're smart and know where to look."

"...the Taoist saying that "when two great forces collide, the victory will go t
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Beth
Oct 24, 2007 Beth rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
Recommends it for: everyone
A friend told me about this book. It is not something that I normally would have picked up on my own. It is the author's autobiographical story of her second pregnancy. During the pregnancy, she found out through amneosenthesis (sp?) that her son would be born with Down's syndrome. By the way, both she and her husband were studying for PhDs at Harvard during this time. [As a side note, the friend who recommended this book was in the second year of her Master's studies at Harvard when she was pre ...more
Christia
Sep 10, 2007 Christia rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
Oddly enough, another one of my all time favorite books. Martha Beck and her huband are both caught up in the world of academa at Harvard University and find themselves expecting their second child, only to discover he has Down Syndrome. An amazing story of how they prepare themselves for their son's birth (keeping him is never a question) and of the strange, supernatural events occurring during Martha's pregnancy. (For example, prior to Adam's birth, both parents independently somehow know that ...more
Christina
Jul 17, 2011 Christina rated it did not like it  ·  review of another edition
While the story itself was amazing, I just couldn't get past the authors underhanded bad comments about the LDS church. She lumped all members under what she grew up with. I kept waiting for her to get a clue and realize the "puppets" she had helping her along the way was really God. I kept telling myself I wasn't going to finish reading the book but I kept going back in hopes that she would wise up. For a Harvard graduate with a bunch of degrees she isn't all that wise. If I had known more abou ...more
Sarah Jamison
Sep 17, 2014 Sarah Jamison rated it did not like it
Shelves: audio-books
I am going to have a tough time writing this review. And I really don't even want to write much of anything because all my criticisms make me think I am writing just like Martha N. Beck, Ph.D., shallow as hell, narcissist above all. But anyway, the blurbs and jacket cover are misleading, so I'm adding to the reviews that attempt to give a clearer picture of what is going on in this book.

Expecting Adam: A True Story of Birth, Rebirth, and Everyday Magic is a pregnancy memoir. Beck, a Harvard grad
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Lesley
Jan 06, 2009 Lesley rated it liked it  ·  review of another edition
This book is very hard for me to rate... there are some things about it that I want to give it a High Five, and some things were so hard for me to believe that I thought about making it a single star. So here I am riding the fence and going with 3 stars.

Martha Beck wrote this as her story about her second pregnancy…it was very hard on her physically, and then was made even harder when she found out that the baby she carried had Down Syndrome. She proceeds to tell the story of all the things tha
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Rachel
Feb 28, 2008 Rachel rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
This book is about a woman who is pregnant with a Down syndrome baby. During her pregnancy, she experiences many different spiritual occurrences and tiny miracles. She and her husband are both deeply embedded in the Harvard community, and tend to have to ask the question, "Is it rational?" At the beginning of the pregnancy they are both very skeptical of the feelings, voices, and visions but grow to embrace it as a part of their son.
I really enjoyed this book, but there was one thing that real
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Sarah Sammis
May 29, 2008 Sarah Sammis rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
Shelves: released
I received Expecting Adam by Martha Beck as a gift when I was about 14 weeks pregnant with Harriet. That's the time when one is tested for possible genetic abnormalities like Down Syndrome. Expecting Adam is Beck's memoir of her difficult pregnancy with Adam, her son who has Down Syndrome.

As some one who has suffered through two miscarriages for unknown reasons, I completely understand Beck's decision to continue with her pregnancy even though her son would require extra help at school and would
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Susan
Sep 07, 2008 Susan rated it it was amazing  ·  review of another edition
Shelves: adult-nonfiction
I have a real hate/love relationship with all things Oprah, meaning I get the magazine but hate myself in the morning, you know what I mean (or maybe not... major root canal, people, I don't even know what I mean). But I love Martha Beck, her sanity, her clarity, her humor. She's got a regular column in Oprah which is one of the reasons I keep getting the magazine. Before I really knew she was a life coach (doesn't that just sound dreadful, but get over it, she's not a jerk) I read this book and ...more
RJ Bettis
Expecting Adam is about a Harvard graduate with a daughter and husband who is a Harvard Graduate also. Both Martha and her husband were stretched to the limit getting their PhD while raising a child. If that wasn’t enough during that time, Martha finds out she is pregnant not with any normal baby though. Her son was diagnosed with Down syndrome. Martha, being surrounded and raised by esteemed intellectuals feels pressured to terminate her pregnancy, because what is logical about raising a Down s ...more
Jenny
Sep 20, 2014 Jenny rated it liked it  ·  review of another edition
This book sucked me in right away. Beck has a tremendously engaging writing style, and I was hooked only a few pages in. I enjoyed following her story (that of her decision not to abort her son Adam after he was diagnosed with Down's syndrome in utero), even as I wondered if so many years later, she was still remembering events accurately (she addresses this in the author's note at the end of the book, saying that she kept detailed journals and even cross checked her recollections with those of ...more
Linda Russo
I was going to drop this book about half way through because I had trouble dealing with some of the author's choices during her pregnancy.I thought she was a dangerous loon at one point. But I hung in and am glad I did. She is a very blessed person in many ways--so in touch with a spiritual world.I envy her this. I think you have to be open to the possibility of angels,etc to appreciate this book, otherwise it'll be so much drivel. And for those with any affiliation to Harvard U--beware! She has ...more
Christina
Dec 12, 2014 Christina rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
Shelves: audiobooks
This is the story of a overachieving Harvard couple who unexpectedly become pregnant. They discover mid-pregnancy that the baby has Down's Syndrome. (Side note: Martha Beck is the daughter of Hugh Nibley, and her husband seems to come from some prominent Provo family.) During the horrific pregnancy, Ms. Beck has a variety of ESP-ish and/or otherworldly experiences. She also faces criticism and judgement from nearly everyone in her life, first for getting pregnant, then for choosing not to termin ...more
Hester
Ever written an amazing review and then lost it? Argh!

My senior year of college, I babysat a sweet infant with a lovely family. Ryan and I got along, so whenever he got tired, I could rock him to sleep quickly. I enjoyed my time while he was asleep because his family's house was calming and I always felt welcome and safe there, since he mother thought I was the best thing since sliced bread. She was happy to have a babysitter she could trust.

Sometimes, after the baby fell asleep, I would sit in
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Heidi
Jan 02, 2012 Heidi rated it really liked it  ·  review of another edition
To the friends (and other Goodreads readers) who chastise me when I say this book touches my soul: I know. I know Martha Beck grew up Mormon, left the Church, and wrote a nasty book where she accused all Mormons of being child molesters and liars and other things. I've heard it all several times before, so I'm going to ignore any comments that point this out to me. (And by the way, that other book of hers wasn't nearly as bad as everyone says.)

Martha and her husband, John, are in post-graduate p
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Angelyn
Nov 05, 2010 Angelyn rated it did not like it  ·  review of another edition
As a mother of a Down Syndrome son, a wife who helped put her husband through Wharton, a top business school, who's husband then worked for 7 years at a top consulting firm and who is a mormon from Utah, I don't think I could have less in common with this woman.
I don't go around dissing Ivy league schools, Professors, Business/Consulting Executives, Utah, Mormons, my family, my in-laws and organized religion in general. I give credit for the miracles in my life to God. I didn't struggle with any
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I grew up wanting to be an ecologist or a professor. However, after bearing three children while acquiring three Harvard degrees, I decided I’d rather just lie down for a few decades. During that time I became an author and life coach. My books include Expecting Adam, Leaving the Saints, Finding Your Own North Star, The Joy Diet, Steering By Starlight, Finding Your Way in Wild New World, and The M ...more
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“Most people go through their whole lives," John went on, "and never have one miracle happen to them. You've had dozens and dozens, and you still want more! It's like God gives you a brownie, I mean a really good brownie, but you can't be content with it. You want the whole pan of brownies. Nobody gets that.” 7 likes
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