My Dark Places
by
James Ellroy
'ELLROY IS A UNIQUE VOICE IN AMERICAN FICTION' - JONATHAN KELLERMAN
On 21 June 1958, Geneva Hilliker Ellroy left her home in California. She was found strangled the next day. Her 10 year-old son James had been with her estranged husband all weekend and was informed of her death on his return. Her murderer was never found, but her death had an enduring legacy on her son - he...more
On 21 June 1958, Geneva Hilliker Ellroy left her home in California. She was found strangled the next day. Her 10 year-old son James had been with her estranged husband all weekend and was informed of her death on his return. Her murderer was never found, but her death had an enduring legacy on her son - he...more
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June 5th 1997
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in the grand tradition started by those two saucy goodreads wenches (that's karen and 'tambo, of course), i present my own offering: a pic of one of my heroes, james 'demon dog' ellroy, with his arm around me and manny. further down is another pic of him shouting profanities and right-wing slogans in the course of his reading. fucking gorgeous madman.

after the reading i took the bigass cardboard display featuring the cover of blood's a rover and had him to sign it to jack. jack is a pitbull. el...more

after the reading i took the bigass cardboard display featuring the cover of blood's a rover and had him to sign it to jack. jack is a pitbull. el...more
Apr 30, 2008
Jessica
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4 of 5 stars
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Recommends it for:
probably not to everyone
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most recently, cate peebles
I love this goddamn book, and I love James Ellroy. Reading this made me remember why I liked his books so much when I read them years ago, but this is much better than his fiction. Still, I think having read some of his other stuff definitely helped me appreciate this more.
Ellroy really gets it. He gets so many things that most people don't: Ellroy gets misogyny. He gets bigotry and racism. Ellroy gets brutality and violence. He gets crime. He gets sexuality, he gets desire, he gets pain. He get...more
Ellroy really gets it. He gets so many things that most people don't: Ellroy gets misogyny. He gets bigotry and racism. Ellroy gets brutality and violence. He gets crime. He gets sexuality, he gets desire, he gets pain. He get...more
Aug 10, 2009
Alan
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4 of 5 stars
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Recommended to Alan by:
Abailart and others
Shelves:
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Although many of the books I read have crime in them I don't really read ‘crime’ novels, or 'true crime' books (or memoirs come to that) so I would probably have missed this altogether except for the GR reviews from friends and others. Really so much has been written on GR about this book I find it hard to add to. I agree with many assessments, like Abailart's:
This is a deeply, deeply moral book. The honesty of the author’s laying himself out like a corpse on an autopsy slab is brilliant and ter...more
This is a deeply, deeply moral book. The honesty of the author’s laying himself out like a corpse on an autopsy slab is brilliant and ter...more
Apr 17, 2009
Abailart
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5 of 5 stars
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biography-autobiography
Relelentlessly energetic prose, thin with detail and thick with life: as autobiography bordering on fiction, it is largely a conscious reflection upon the thin procedural lines, maps, data of detective work and memory, and the thick emotional heat of memory as powerful as instinct. Though ‘factual’, incredibly fact-stuffed recording of events and contingencies, the end result is a wasteland of strewn debris where everything is disconnected: against the urge for connection, maybe the book’s core...more
At some time between 35 and 40 I started on this downward (?) spiral of crime shows. I was never one to really watch them and couldn’t understand the appeal, but after my fourth child I caught a Law and Order marathon and was hooked. It moved on from there… as did the spin offs and then came CSI and all its iterations and then Criminal Minds and oh hell, Dexter… love that guy…. It got to the point that my children would get that Dr. Phil look and ask me why I watched these shows. I really don’t...more
Loved the phrasing and the author's druggie homeless pervo life story more than the catalogue of vivisected women and the facts of various crimes. Descriptions of mucho paperwork and the prose form the life of the author's murdered mother in ellipsis. Read most of it on location in LA and maybe liked it since I'd just been on the same streets and freeways. Read it thanks to Bolano's recommendation in "Between Parentheses" and liked seeing how this one's occasional transition-less lists of crimes...more
Having suffered previous dissapointments with Ellroy's convoluted brand of fact inspired fiction, I was slightly apprehensive when I picked this one up. However it's biographical status, hinged with its unflinching honesty and clipped, poetically charged sentences makes this an excellent read.
Ellroy's work has often been described as 'psycho-sexual', and indeed with novels such as 'The Black Dahlia' sexual urges - repressed or expressed, deviant or otherwise - cast long shadows across his sun dr...more
Ellroy's work has often been described as 'psycho-sexual', and indeed with novels such as 'The Black Dahlia' sexual urges - repressed or expressed, deviant or otherwise - cast long shadows across his sun dr...more
Mar 30, 2013
Hanna
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3 of 5 stars
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Äitinsä kuoleman aikaan 10-vuotiasta Ellroy jäi tapahtunut vaivaamaan niin paljon, että hän aloitti aikuisena matkan tutustuaakseen äitiinsä. Sen lopputuloksena ”Muistoja pimeästä” on ja elämänkertana se on hetkittäin jopa kiusallisen avoin (koin lukijana tirkisteleväni tilanteita, joita en ainakaan itse haluaisi muiden edes tietävän). Kirjan kirjoitusajankohtana olivat menehtyneen Ellroyn molemmat vanhemmat, joten ei enää ollut läpipiiriä pahastumaan paljastuksista.
Eikä hän päästä itseäänkään h...more
Eikä hän päästä itseäänkään h...more
Regret is a pair of glowing red eyes that stare down at you from the corners as you fitfully fall asleep.
Murder is the dark bile that flows through your veins.
Sudden loss is the demon spirit that pulls your heart from your chest and sets it aflame.
Addiction is the midnight pitch that diminishes all it touches.
James Ellroy is a man who was predetermined to become a researcher of the inky blackness that lives within mankind. He is best known as a virtuoso of the criminal thriller, and an expert of...more
Murder is the dark bile that flows through your veins.
Sudden loss is the demon spirit that pulls your heart from your chest and sets it aflame.
Addiction is the midnight pitch that diminishes all it touches.
James Ellroy is a man who was predetermined to become a researcher of the inky blackness that lives within mankind. He is best known as a virtuoso of the criminal thriller, and an expert of...more
I found this book so compelling that I could not put it down until I'd finished it. Well, actually, that was my experience the second time I picked it up. The first time, I believe I stood in a bookstore (Cody's in Berkeley, RIP) and read all of part one -- in which James Ellroy relates his personal history of his mother's murder when he was 10 years old, and his subsequent fascination with the darker side of the psyche and devolution into peeping and drugs. Absolutely f-in' fascinating (wish I...more
Part true crime murder mystery, part creep-o confessional; Ellroy's romansbilding is a tale of multiple shames, and indignities. The guilt of not doing his mother's death justice by loving her in life, and the shame of dragging her murder into the public eye for personal exploitation.
Meeting critics head on and confronting them with brutal honesty about his motivations, Ellroy's candidness severs through any judgements of the man you can make today. Scumbag first class? Sure. Grave robber? Mayb...more
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I am way too used to watching "Cold Case Files" and other shows that make it seem like no matter how old the crime, it can be solved. So it is a big disappointment to me not to know who the killer was. That being said, this book is not about who killed Jean Ellroy. It is about how her son dealt with her death and, eventually, her life. And his way of dealing with it is extremely messed up. Talk about your Oedipus complex! And I have to say I am not a fan of the style of writing, but I never coul...more
Not a perfect book, but a very very good one. Probably the most insightful true crime book I've read in a long time. The ultimate verdict is grim: Vicious crimes happen - sometimes for no good reason, sometimes because people put themselves in harm's way. Sometimes evil people do evil things without provocation, and there is little one can do be completely safe. Ellroy is particularly focused on the sexual component of crime, sketching out some very ugly truths about men's hatred for women. Ulti...more
My Dark Places is an interesting combination between investigative journalism/true crime and memoir of James Ellroy and his struggle to find answers to the unsolved murder of his mother, Geneva. She did when he was 10 years old and started his love affair with the Black Dahlia case and all things crime related (especially books; beginning with the Hardy boys and moving onto the hard-boiled greats). Needless to say the death of his mother was particularly hard on him and caused a very self destru...more
Definitely dark. What I like about this is Ellroy's willingness to go into the psychological background of someone obsessed with crime, and reveal some truly shocking things about himself. He's also very wise when it comes to discussing the misogyny that underpins crimes against women and the societal support that it receives. I'm not such a huge fan of his style: the short, staccato sentences work for a while, but he's too lax about allowing them to become repetitive and, eventually, a chore to...more
The murder rate in this part of the country seems to have steadily increased over the last fifteen to twenty years. I have no empirical evidence to back up this claim, only the fact that I have noticed a greater frequency over time in the local television station doing what I call the ritual.
The ritual consists of at least four distinct movements. The first is the sudden announcement that a murder has happened. No names or locations are released, thus getting everyone who is paying any attentio...more
The ritual consists of at least four distinct movements. The first is the sudden announcement that a murder has happened. No names or locations are released, thus getting everyone who is paying any attentio...more
3.5 stars if I could but 4 will have to do. I'd say a must for his fans.
I have loved some of Ellroys books, although I admit that they can be hard work.
I was really looking forward to seeing what made the man and what put the darkness in his head, I wasn't as completely satisfied with this read as I thought I was going to be.
He had a very troubled early-mid life and that is all documented here, the death of his mother was just the start but it was the catalyst for all that happened later. His re...more
I have loved some of Ellroys books, although I admit that they can be hard work.
I was really looking forward to seeing what made the man and what put the darkness in his head, I wasn't as completely satisfied with this read as I thought I was going to be.
He had a very troubled early-mid life and that is all documented here, the death of his mother was just the start but it was the catalyst for all that happened later. His re...more
This is the first James Ellroy book I've read, although I've been aware of him by reputation for a while. Overall, I really liked the book, especially the earlier parts of it where Ellroy gives us a gritty and naked accounting of his mother's murder and his early life growing up without her. The book is disturbing and complex, with a hard-edged, tightly controlled, yet eternally seething emotional energy, which gives the voyeuristic reader a pretty horrifying taste of what Ellroy has had to live...more
James Ellroy has seen pain.
This book relates the tale of his life following the murder of his mother. It is the tale of an unsuccessful murder investigation.
The book is written in an unemotional manner that forces the reader to feel the emotions rather than read them on the page. From that point of view, the book is masterful.
Also, Ellroy writes in a powerful and almost primitive style that flies in the face of conventional writing--sentences that begin with the same word, repeated words, loads...more
This book relates the tale of his life following the murder of his mother. It is the tale of an unsuccessful murder investigation.
The book is written in an unemotional manner that forces the reader to feel the emotions rather than read them on the page. From that point of view, the book is masterful.
Also, Ellroy writes in a powerful and almost primitive style that flies in the face of conventional writing--sentences that begin with the same word, repeated words, loads...more
Sep 06, 2007
Richard
rated it
5 of 5 stars
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review of another edition
Recommends it for:
Everyone
Shelves:
mytopfive
Master crime novelist James Ellroy wove this hard-boiled autobiography around his quest for his mother’s killer. Halfway through this painfully honest memoir, I began wondering what would have become of Ellroy if he hadn’t started writing. Conclusive proof that fact and fiction are moulded from the same clay. (Ranks in my all-time Top-5.)
Nov 01, 2012
eva
rated it
4 of 5 stars
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review of another edition
Shelves:
bios-memoirs,
true-crime
Reading James Ellroy My Dark Places with Alice Sebold Lucky left me jittery at night. In his memoir he recounts the murder of his mother Jean Hilliker in El Monte, Ca. Admittedly, I wanted to read this because I'm from El Monte and nothing news worthy ever happens here except for this horrifying crime. I did like the writing style very straight and poignant, he has this way of giving away all facts then suddenly he gives you all emotion but he doesn't mix them together. He wrote about his mother...more
What a twisted odyssey Mr. Ellroy traveled! Having spent considerable time in L.A. as a child during the years James was at his darkest, it's easy for me to conjure up images of him doing his nocturnal forays through Hancock Park. I'm glad he finally found proper avenues for his prodigious imagination. I'm glad he survived!
Ellroy was the featured author at a literary society meeting I attended a couple of years ago. Onstage, he sucked all the air out of the room with his abrasive, shocking patte...more
Ellroy was the featured author at a literary society meeting I attended a couple of years ago. Onstage, he sucked all the air out of the room with his abrasive, shocking patte...more
When My Dark Places was recommended to me, I assumed the darkness referred to the violent murder of Ellroy's mother. It does, of course, but much of these places were the years saturated with exorbitant drug use, staggering sexual obsessions, and criminal behavior.
A large portion of the book is focused on these years and in truth I was a bit bored by reading it. It felt incredibly repetitive as if I was reading in circles. Despite my boredom, though, this circular monotony made perfect sense. E...more
A large portion of the book is focused on these years and in truth I was a bit bored by reading it. It felt incredibly repetitive as if I was reading in circles. Despite my boredom, though, this circular monotony made perfect sense. E...more
A very aposite title for the book, there are no belly laughs in this one.
Before I re-read all Ellroy's books, I thought I'd give this one a spin again, to set the scene, so to speak.
This certainly does that, and Ellroy pulls no punches in what he reveals here. At times it felt too open and honest.
How anyone deals with the brutal death of their mother at such an early age is never going to be easy, but Ellroy lets you know how hard he found it, in no uncertain terms.
His style of writing and conne...more
Before I re-read all Ellroy's books, I thought I'd give this one a spin again, to set the scene, so to speak.
This certainly does that, and Ellroy pulls no punches in what he reveals here. At times it felt too open and honest.
How anyone deals with the brutal death of their mother at such an early age is never going to be easy, but Ellroy lets you know how hard he found it, in no uncertain terms.
His style of writing and conne...more
I love James Ellroy's fiction, so I was psyched to find this memoir, which details his mother's unsolved murder and his struggle to come to terms with the past. I think Ellroy is one of the greatest crime writers of all time, and it's fascinating to seem him apply his talents to a murder that is, literally, so close to home. Always quite dark, Ellroy's writing is downright feverish in the section that describes his youth as a petty thief, peeping tom, drunk, and drug addict. These sections are t...more
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I've been a big fan of James Ellroy since I read L.A Confidential for high school English. This story about his mother's death and his life dealing with that is simply fantastic. This is no jolly trip down memory lane. This is the true story of a disturbing past which goes some way to explain Ellroy's choice of writing now. There are no happy endings and that is unfortunately the way it often is. I admire the honesty of this book as Ellroy has left nothing hidden about his mother's life and hims...more
Unspeakably raw and honest. This guy rips his guts open and smears his personal demons on the wall for all to see. I loved those LA Quartet Ellroy books, and watching Ellroy be just as unforgiving of himself as of his characters is just white-hot amazing. How did this man LIVE?
The Dahlia obsessions, the mother obsessions, the true-crime third-person terseness splattered with obscenities, all AMAZING. The deep and rich sense of LA social history as lived, AMAZING. Yet also SO writerly, such a cl...more
The Dahlia obsessions, the mother obsessions, the true-crime third-person terseness splattered with obscenities, all AMAZING. The deep and rich sense of LA social history as lived, AMAZING. Yet also SO writerly, such a cl...more
In 'My Dark Places' James Ellroy reenacts his mothers murder by canvasing the pages of the cold case murder book to deliver a matter-of-fact police procedural with a high degree of emotional detachment - more noticeable given the difficult primary subject. Initially overly descriptive and heavy on nostalgia, this open heart semi biography brings life to ghosts long forgotten and illuminates the troubles of a younger James Ellroy. Both inspiring and frustrating, the procession of the later invest...more
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James Ellroy was born in Los Angeles in 1948. His L.A. Quartet novels—The Black Dahlia, The Big Nowhere, L.A. Confidential, and White Jazz—were international best sellers. His novel American Tabloid was Time magazine’s Best Book (fiction) of 1995; his memoir, My Dark Places, was a Time Best Book of the Year and a New York Times Notable Book for 1996. His novel The Cold Six Thousand was a New York...more
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“She quoted a dead playwright and called me a bullet with nothing but a future. She understood my lack of self-pity. She knew why I despised everything that might restrict my forward momentum. She knew that bullets have no conscience. They speed past things and miss their marks as often as they hit them.”
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